you know you love me*

2006-02-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

WHAT THE *&^%*&^*&^. my sister got 9 points. with cca, 7. how the hell am i supposed to beat that, you tell me.

2006-02-09T03:02:00.000-08:00

nobody likes me, everybody hates me, i should just go and eat some worms. \:

2006-02-09T00:20:00.000-08:00

ughhh. now my blog's on hiatus. so i can post whatever i want. and then NO ONE shall see. :D

this shall be the most personal thing i have ever done. okay. i have some stuff i wanna blog about.

OM.
its like ugh. and im sorry leanne, and no offence, but we know you're stressed, just dont have to show it that much you know. it makes people feel even more stressed and annoyed and RAH-ed and all the more we wouldnt wanna do anything. i wish i could tell you, but when i tried today, you just kept cutting me off and you started gettinga ll shoty again. for goodness's sake, could you just loosen up a bit! and seriously, do you actually think that we are going to make it to america? AND can you also stop pushing the blame onto other people, and saying "welll obviously they just dont want to do it, you can just see it on their faces" like hello? i dont think you've been down like that before, so just stop for a while and try to be more understanding okay? try and put yourself in their shoes. seriously, when you're down like them, i dont think you'd really be so interested in OM too. just cut them some slack will you?

AND, jiyin's leaving for freaking america. i dont know when the competition is in america, but then if jiyin's gone by then, obviously we cant go right? sheesh.

THE OTHER THING
i dont know what to call this, i really dont. when i stand next to you, its as if im so invisible, im so insignificant, so unimportant, so no-status. do you know how horrible that feels? you probably dont, because you're constantly in the limelight. and you say you have ALOT OF PROBLEMS. hello? you're not the one who's the odd one out, with no one liking me. you're not the one whos short. you're not the one with pimples and body acne. you're not the one who has parents who live in the same house but dont talk to each other. instead, you're the one whom everyone loves (evidence: sarah chan), the one whom gets all the credit even for stuff you didnt do, the one who does the modelling, the one who gets the contracts, the one who gets to be cool teachers' favourites, the one whom makes everyone laugh, the one whom everyone thinks is absolutely gorgeous. its just hard sometimes, you know? being charlotte's best friend.

ugh this post is so depressing.

2006-02-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

Worship the King of Glory
Open up the doors
Lift up the gates
The King of Glory
May He enter in
May His power fall
May His glory fill all the earth.

eeeeeerkkksss. i still have to do stupid art >:[ this is so irritating! the lights are out all because of my goold old sister, the table's in a bloody mess, and i stilll have to do art. ugh ugh ugh. MAY I HAVE SOME PEACE, PLEASE? \:

okay i should just try and cool down. maybe that would help.

today i walked hell lot. from waffletown to malcolm park, up and down the overhead bridge. well, at least i know i got my exercise.

oh yes. speaking of exercise, netball starts next week, for me. on tuesday. and i still haven't rescheduled my piano, chinese tuition, and math & science tuition (Learning Lab). ah this sucks. oh, and there's UAN too, on wednesday nights. \:

rahness. i dont wanna not have time for everything else. i dont wanna have a full, tight schedule. i dont feel like continuing piano actually, failing an exam is really discouraging. \: but i guess i'll just try and get it over with and finish this grade, and then grade 8. and then i'll see if i wanna go onto diploma. ~~i just dont think the interest is there anymore.~~

sighh. most of the sec twos from church are feeling pretty down too. like moody and angsty and slacky and everything im feeling. hahaha. nevermind! we shall try to give our troubles and angst to Him yes? and then we shall have peace. hahahah. (:

whoa, im feeling better already :D

oh and something nice happened. i got highest in class for math today! heehee. only by half a mark lah. the class did quite well, overall. so yay for 2PE! :D i could've gotten 29.5/30 though, but nevermind. what's done's done.

alrighties i shall try and start on my art now.

OH MY GOODNESS. DID I LEAVE IT IN SCHOOL.

omg omg omg omg SHIT.

shit.

ARH HOW.

okay nevermind i'll just end here.

loveSND!

2006-01-29T06:37:00.000-08:00

You are my shield
my strength
my portion
deliverer

my shepherd
strong tower
my very present help in time of need.

omg, that song's such a wonderful song. i think it really spoke to me. or rather, from me to charlotte. 'cos charlotte's feeling really down for some reason, and when i was listening to this, i just thought of her. and i sent her the song. hopefully she'll feel better :D haha. and see! this is one way that God works. aint it cool (:

anyway, today i went CNY visiting. hahaha. ~~didn't collect alot of money though \:~~ but nevermind! heehee. i should count my blessings :D

woke up at 10:20. then i remembered: coeway's show was on! so i rushed downstairs. hahaha and i managed to catch the last part of it :D ahahha the part i watched was so sweet lah.

okay then, changed and everything and left. you know? this year's the first year i didnt wear new clothes. hahaha because no time to go buy! ): but at least i bought ONE pair of nice pants from Wh. :D

haha you know something. i dont feel like updating anymore :D sorry!

loveSND!

2006-01-25T04:54:00.000-08:00

haha. debbie asked me to do this, so here it is! :D hahaha. and i dont feel like real updating anyway. hahaha. but today quite alot of stuff happened. i went alot of places hahahaha. i'll update if i feel like it later k! :D anyway, here goes the survery thing.

In no particular order, list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see in school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

1. Jovel
2. Natalie (ex-gym)
3. Mrs. Feng Rong
4. Charlotte
5. Felice
6. Yingyi
7. Sandi
8. Bernice
9. Miss Doreen Lau
10. Adria
11. Farhan
12. Jonan
13. Coeway
14. Alethea
15. Danitza

What do you think of number 4?
ahahaha. one of the funniest people in the entire planet and a nice bestie too :D

How nice is number 6?
haha very nice! :D

Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
I'd cry over the phone with Sandi.

Would you fall for number 11?
HAHAHA. nah dont think so.

What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
haha. perfectly normal. hahaha.

What sport would you play with number 12?
haha er. i have no idea!

Do you like number 2?
hahaha yeah she's really sweet :D

Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
hahaha erm. the height would be suitable and i think they'd be pretty cute together :D

Do you hate number 9?
when she teaches with that whiny voice.

Would 14 kill you one day?
hahahahaha. nah she loves me too much. HAHAH. kidding. dont think she's that evil lah.

Do you like 3 or 10 more?
obviously number 10! who would prefer an ________ _____ _______with ___ ______? \:

Get 5 five people to do this.
Charlotte, Felice, Alethea, Jovel & Adria! hahahaha.

k that's done. hahaha i like stuff like that! so fun :D

loveSND!

2006-01-23T07:45:00.000-08:00

oh, i forgot to say this. i dont think miss ku is really that mean! hahaha. i think she has 'nice person' potential :D

oh, and victoria's secret fashion show was hot like anything. (: i think its so sad that it was the last show that tyra banks was gonna be modelling for! in my opinion, she's one of the bestest ever models in the fashion industry. dontcha agree! haha. <3 her (:

OH, and one more thing. just now jonan was like. long time no see, since last year (or something to that effect), and that made me realize that i missed everyone so much. haha. like. i see my besties in school everyday and everything, but it just doesnt seem to be the same anymore. ah wells. maybe im just thinking too much. well, im glad we got one issue off our backs today. heeheh.

okay, i shall stop crapping. nightie nights, my dearest friends! (:

loveSANDRA.

2006-01-23T07:09:00.000-08:00

but if i kissed you,
would you lose track of time,
would you feel the surge of happiness running up your spine?

teehee sweet song! :D

anyway. today was quite alright, we got tested on math & history! hmm. math was easier than i expected, so i guess that's quite ok. but then again there's miss presentation-is-the-most-important-thing-in-the-entire-world marking our papers. so.. i dont know lah. hahaha. but i have to mantain my math standard (is that how you say it HAHA) because its like one of my better subjects which can pull me up. so rah. better buck up! :D

and history was just. i think i missed out on quite alot of details. hahaha. ah wells. nothing ican do about it now aye! \:

k anyway, then uhmmm. we had mass pe! ahah and then it was quite fun, ahahah. we did the school cheer like gazillions of times cos mrs bowness insisted that we werent enthu enough and she kept doing the BOOO thing hahahaah so funnny. and then! cos we played the bomb game right. so for one time, we decided to bomb the teachers and then they were like 'never listen to instructions!' haha and everyone was laughing and laughing.

oh and then we taught the class the cheer too! haha.

oh and jian sheng just went offline and i didnt say bye to him, so here: BYE JIANSHENG. hahahaha. i hope you get to read this before you get killed by your mother. hahahaha.

okay then. we taught the class the cheer right, hahaha. and jovel got blue blacks cos she hit too hard on her legs. hahahaha. so funny. and charlotte and i taught group 2! :D

after that then we did the school cheer again and it was quite fun ahahah. charlotte wants to do the cheer with her skirt on next time for some other reasons that we both know about. heeheee.
oh and then! we went back to classss and blah blah. cant remember what happened lah. i just remember doreen lau, and she didnt allow me t go t the toilet. stupid >:[ but then, thankfully, i didnt pee in my pants. heeheee. and sarah and i made an... erm. interesting conclusion :D teehee! big blue baggy shirt (:

hm hm. assembly was quite fun hahah. miss heng didnt talk to us today, it was ermmm. mrs chan and mrs lim and mrs wee and dont know WHO lah. they were talking about the clasp thing and the cip and nyaa and all sorts of lame stuff that they always talk about at the beginning of the year.

ohhh, and i dont think it was today, but recently, i know we were going somewhere near the khoo audi, and then i saw a sec 1 class like. going for science class at the lab. that made me think of all the funny science lessons we've had with jeow! hahah awwwww damn i still miss sec1 so much you know! i think it was the funnest year ever. (:

haha anyway. i think im gonna do some CIP thing with yingyi and charlotte and jovel! haha whoopeee :D and ~~mrs tan~~ miss cheong came over and scolded us hhahahaha cos jovel was saying something about my leg. and then i think she saw. hahah so funny. and yingyi and i wrote notes in each other's notebooks! :D hee hee miss falalala flower :D

and yep. then after school adria and i went to leave a note in the netball teacher's pigeon hole. hahah. talked a little little bit to adria's 1co'05 friends. haha they're nice! :D

hm hm and then we went to the canteen and talked for awhile and bought snacks. heehee such greeds we are! (:

then had tuition and blah. hahaha and this was one of the first times i wasnt late! heeheee. oh and i found out that Mr Choo's dyslexic! haha. quite cool (: and he's like so good at math! dyslexic people can think out of the box, you see. (: that's why so many of them are so successful! haha. did you know! this dyslexic guy is now a ruler of some country. cool huh! :D and did you know! Tom Cruise and Keira Knightley are dyslexic too! (: and Mrs Tay from primary school too! hahaha.

anyway, im quite confused. cos like now im gonna be in netball right. and then its on tuesdays. and then i have tuition on tuesdays. so what day shall i move my tuition to? should i move to monday, for miss karen tay to teach me? but i dont really learn from her method of teaching. i prefer mrs lim; she makes sure that everyone understands everything and in my opnion, that's what good teachers do. hahah. so i think i have t move to another day. haha. ah wells! tomorrow i shall discuss with the other people which days most of them have tuition. so i shall move to that day too. heehee.

and yep. i bought long ugly netball shorts today! ): they're like straight, not round. my sister cheated me okay! rah. now i have to wear them above my hip. cos if iwear them at my hip, they're like at mid thigh. which is ridiculous. and my sister said that we were supposed to wear FBTs at waist, but then when i asked lailing, she was like OF COURSE WE WEAR AT HIPS. so ya. im gonna buy the round ones next time. SOON. hahahaha.

anyway. i shall go now. i want to sleeepppp :D but before that i have to do three stupid journal entries for om >:[

loveSND!

2006-01-22T03:55:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOOOOODNESSSSSSSSSS. THIS IS THE THIRD TIME IM UPDATING THE SAME POST. RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

wah laoooo. so unlucky! \:

grah. i dont even feel updating anymore. its like. i wanna post about today. but im too lazy to type everything out. hahhahahaha. aiyah. i shall just give it one last attempt.

today, i woke up at 8+, to watch mister ubin boy! hahah. and i told myself to wake up at like 9.30 lah. haha. this always happens! when i tell myself to wake up at like a certain time, i'll wake up much earlier. hah weird huh.

and then i watched ubin boy! hahaha. it was so funny & cute! (: haha. i shall keep watching it. (: it's payback time! HAHA. so funny. (:

and then i practiced a little bit of piano, then left for church.

haha you know. when i got to church, it was like around 1230. and we were all supposed to meet at 1215. haha and guess what. when i got there the only other person who was there was yanleen! haha. and both of us didnt know how to set up the mic stuffs so yep. i was just standing there like a complete idiot. hahaha.

and then tim came. then melissa. then marcus & martin. haha.

and so the practice began. it was quite alright. haha. tim went through some intros with me, OH and he had to transpose one entire song, ahah. OH and it was so scary lah. you know marcus! he sings like melissa. HAHAH. like the same pitch! so high! haha. so scary. but its damn prooo! hahah.

and then the people started coming in and worship started. it was quite okay lah, but then i screwed all the intros up, so i was pretty upset with myself after the worship session. sorry ale & felice! haha. oh and during worship it was pretty weird, cos all the sec two guys were like standing infront of me. and then it was so weird HAHA. oh and yanleen was so scared of jiansheng cos of his pox. hahahah it was funny!

and then yeppp. we went to give out leaflets to the nearby blocks. i went with felice, jolene and grace. there was a mix of families: christian, muslim, buddhist and taoist. haha it was quite cool too, because there were many more christian families than i expected! hahaha. coool manz. heehehe.

then we went back to church, and felice jolene and i studied history. hahaha. i made orange and pink notes! (: still have to study them later, rah. BOO TO HISTORY! >:[

eeks. i have to do my OM journal too. i dont even have an exercise book lah! grah grah grah. im gonna type them out. and then tomorrow. i'll copy it onto an exercise book that charlotte's gonna lend me first. hahaha. then i'll return her. great idea huh. NOT. blahhhhh. i have a feeeling i wont be able to finish copying in time. ah bother.

anyway. then we went back to church and felice and jolene and i went to buy food, which consisted of UFOs, M&Ms, Pocky, and Jack & Jill. hahaha. its called brain food, people! haha we felt like such greeds! hahah. OH and i bought mashed potato from 7/11 too! haahaha its yummmmmyyyy (:

and then yep we went to study. alethea wasnt with us cos she went for service. haha. YE people played in service todayyyyy! :D cool aye. heehee.

anyway. then we studied. and crammed. and i was having a major headache lah! and the stupid table was so small and pathetic. haha. and i had to hang my drink on the window. HAHA.

anyway. then they all left one by one. and then there were none. HAHAH! anyway hee hee im so glad we got the plan sorted out. you know what im talking about! (: teehee.

anyway. then like yep. after discussing the plan then like i left. hahaha and marcus was talking t me about historyyy! hahaha so funny. something about immigration and indians. hahah HEY alliteration! (:

anyway yep. hahah then my dad came and i followed him to go and buy dinner. and yep came home and ate and blah dee blah. hahaha.

that was pretty much today. and i think i shall stop boring you. (:

loveSND!

2006-01-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

teeheehee. this is hilarious. horoscopes! :D i shall show you the good and bad ones for scorpio, which is my sign. (:

The Good One!
Scorpio is known for its intensity and personal magnetism. Members of this sign have tremendous inner strength, which when properly developed, gives them great power to turn negative situations into positive outcomes, and to rechannel destructive energy into constructive purposes.

There may be times when you feel that you must constantly struggle with difficult situations. Yet this ability to turn adversity into fortune strengthens you each time, and as you continue through life you grow stronger and more skilled, with ever-increasing confidence. Scorpio is often compared to the Phoenix, a mythical bird which was reborn from its own ashes, more powerful and beautiful than ever before.

Scorpios are usually inspiring and dynamic. Through intelligence, determination and a persuasive personality, they can often be found in positions of leadership or influence. Well-liked and admired, Scorpios are generally identified by forceful yet graceful body movements and an intense, honest gaze.

The Bad One!
Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.

Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.

Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.

Scorpios are famous for their affinity to dirty jokes and cheap porno movies. They will spread rumors about their sexual conquests, cruelly smearing anyone unlucky enough to be involved with them.

hahaha. cool aye. (: haah. you decide which one im more of! haha.

oh, and jiansheng, you're not a loser lah! the bad one's more of a joke than anything else. haha.

loveSND!

2006-01-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

hello!

today was quite fun lah, we taught the class the cheer. heheheh. quite cute! and like. i dont know if its just me, but when i teach someone. and that person gets it, i feel this... sense of accomplishment. heheheheh.

oh and we did OM, and like we have lotsa stuff to hand up. ahah and we got like. 9 creative answers! :D hahaha. are we good or what? haha. oh and thanks kristabelle for being our recorder! haha.

hm, then like after school, charlotte and i were laughing like so damn alot at her twins. AHHAH. it was so hilarious!

then my mum picked me up, and we went to holland v. then it was like really scary, cos like when we got to the food place, then my mum started feeeling like super giddy, and she looked like she was gonna pass out anytime. then i was like omg. my sister was in school, and my dad was having lunch somewhere far. so it was damn scary lah! i had never seen her like that before. she couldnt even eat bee tai mak. ha.

and you know. it was so bad, that my mum did something she would never normally do. she actually asked the people at the food place for er. you know those. medicated oils that you put on your temples to like. help the giddyness? ya. and like she looked really really pale!

then i had to go and put the coupon in the car cos like she couldnt even drive. she couldnt even WALK!

then after she put the medicated oil she felt slightly better. then like we walked to the clinic like. slowly. HA.

so the doctor said that she had a virus. and yep.

haha. that was pretty much today. :D

loveSND!

2006-01-19T02:09:00.000-08:00

i think this is soo sweet!

hahaha. it was from an email michelle (the prefect) sent me. haha.

anyhow, if you have any ideas on how to format a template with a rectangular picture (like the kitty one but taller), tell me k! hahahaa. i really wanna use the picture! and i'll credit you :D

haha anyway, i just wanted to share that picture lah. hahaha. (:

lovesandra!

2006-01-18T03:13:00.000-08:00

haha, jian sheng pointed out that i missed out one part of the quiz/survey thing. so here it is!

Seven qualities I want in a potential boyfriend
1. Christian
2. Sweet but not overboard
3. Slightly taller than me
4. HOT! haha.
5. Witty. (:
6. Un-sarcastic
7. Funny!

haha there :D

loveSND!

2006-01-17T19:25:00.000-08:00

boo you! haha. we're in the computer lab now for chinese, and like nobody's listening to good ol' feng rong. hahaha. i think we're supposed to do some chinese ancient famous story thing \: oh nevermind i'll just do this now. haahhaha. darren asked me t do it. and YAH LOH I AGREE WITH FELICE! darren has a lousy blog from which you cannot copy. hahahaha.

Seven things that scare me:
1. severely obese people
2. insects
3. being a loner
4. fighting with blood involved
5. some stuff at guiness world records
6. disfiguration
7. drifting from chritianity

Seven random songs at the moment:
1. Come Together
2. All The Things She Said- t.A.T.u
2. Crazy Frog- Axel F
3. Crawling Back To You- Backstreet Boys
4. Forever- The Veronicas
5. What Dreams Are Made Of- Hilary Duff
6. Confessions Of A Broken Heart- Lindsay Lohan
7. Baby Boy- Big Brovas

Seven things I like the most:
1. hugs
2. food
3. ice cream
4. friends
5. shopping
6. computer
7. gossiping (:

Seven important things in my bedroom:
1. ipod nano
2. clock
3. computer
4. black eyed peas poster
5. bed
6. bible
7. air con (inspired by charlotte)

Seven random facts about me:
1. i know how to make blogskins but i dont have any inspiration
2. i was hospilatized for drinking too much alchohol when i was 4/5
3. i can sit at the computer all day and not die
4. i suck at chinese
5. i get very pissed when i can't do something
6. i can drink 4 cups of water non stop
7. everytime i go home, i will look into the fridge at least thrice

Seven things I plan to do before I die:
1. get a degreeeee
2. help a few friends to know Him
3. punch fengrong
4. get better at chinese
5. have a pretty pretty home i can call my own (:
6. go CAROLLING! (:
7. kiss (& pop)! (:

Seven things I can do:
1. laugh
2. talk on the phone for 3+ hours
3. kick some balls! HAHAHAH.
4. piss teachers off
5. lian-talk (:
6. sleep for the whole day.
7. create (sucky) blogskins. heheh.

Seven things I say the most (online?):
1. haha
2. retarded!
3. like
4. er
5. dont know lah
6. shit
7. omg

Seven celebrity crushes
er er. i dont have crushes on celebs cos i think that's damn retarded.

Seven people I want to do this too
charlotte (hahaha i know you wanna do it)
alethea
leanne
debbie
jiyin
lailing
adria

thereee! :D hahaha. i think i shall just go off here. and go and look for my chinese lame story.

loveSND!

2006-01-16T03:28:00.000-08:00

hello! haha. just to clarify things...

I AM SO NOT DEPRESSED.

hahahaha. seems like lotsa people think/thought i am/was. i was never okay! haha its just that only when im sad/angry then i post. but when im happy i dont post so much. HAHAHA. bad blogger, i know. but yah. hahaha.

anyway i shall blog about today.

kay hm. first day of the thris week of sec twoooo! hahaha. so fast leh!

hrmies! we had our first test of the year first thing in the morning today, which was english comprehension. it was about er. like. ~~angmohs~~ caucasians, who are also known as gueilos. haha it was said in the compre okay! so i dont think its anything rude/mean/evil/bad. anyway, it was about caucasians who went for chinese festivals and things. haha cos the author, who was/is caucasian, went to live in hongkong.

and yeap im not sure how i did, and i didnt get to write my last sentence for summaryy! groarh! but aiyah. nothing i can do about it.

anyway then like. errrrrrr. oh jovel went home cos she got a cold.

then we had recess and like it was quite funny hahaha. oh and we pointed out a certain someone's super low belt. hahaha but it looks quite nice but its still like super low. sometimes its not nice if its too low, know what im saying? (:

oh and miss heng was funny during assembly today. hahaha. charlotte and i couldnt stop laughing at every single thing. and i think the people sitting around us thought we were suffering from an incurable mental disease or something. but NO! hahaha.

oh oh oh. and PE was quite fun! hahahaha. we had to do that twisty thingy that i did for the sentosa church thingy before! HAHAHHA. and then ~~we cheated~~. but only a little bit okay! hahahahah. and we were the first group to finish! hahaha yay :D and mrs de silva is the funniest ever. hahaha she's so nice! mickey mouse push ups! HAHAHAHA.

hahaha oh and my compo totally SUCKED for chinese test. first of all, i didnt bring my dictionary. and second, my cheemest word was probably. zhan. as in stand. and ~~i dont think i even wrote it correctly~~ HAHAHAHAHAH. so yah. that's how bad my chinese is. \: rah!

okay yeah. that's like the main stuff of today. OH OH OH. and our new english/lit teacher's funkehhh! heeeheeeheee. :D

haahha. i shall end here, i wanna eat liaozxzx. AHAHH.

loveSND!

OH, and green for class teeeee please! :D

2006-01-14T08:00:00.000-08:00

you know, i was listening to heaven's coming by wakefield, and i started tearing. then i decided that i had to talk to someone, so i called charlotte. then i started crying. i dont know why. i think i miss last year too much. the people, the places, the meetings, the everything. \: haha but charlotte helped me get outta that mood. i didnt really feel like getting outta that mood though, but its alright.

heheh, then i took my sister's guitar and started playing the intro. haha i figured it out! :D but its like suuuuperrrr slooowww. haha nevermind! practice makes perfect right? :D

anyhow, i just wanted to post that. hahaha.

loveSND!

2006-01-14T00:29:00.000-08:00

haha i shall reply tags (:

ALETHEA
hello! :D haha yes serious planning! and you're not disconnected lah. just study less and come online more! heheh. (: and we shall plan in church tomorrow too! sneakkeh sneakkeh! (:

DARYL 1
haha alotta colors meh! only 4. hahaha.

MEL
haha thank you! i'm getting sick of it though. \:

SHAUNALD
haha you mean the friendship thing? haha its something quite.. relevant. HAHAH. and im not depressed lah.

JONAN
yo yo yo nana! (:

JOAN
haha yes i remember you! :D

haha k. that's all. and someone's really annoying nowadays. grah!

can't wait for church tmr, somehow. oh and i ~~swear~~ i'm gonna change my blog url once i think of something nice. hehehe. i cant stand this url! its so ERR-y. hahaha.

loveSND!

2006-01-13T20:53:00.000-08:00

Copy and Paste the questions to your site and answer them, then pick five people whom you wish to be Singled Out. Don't forget to tell them they've been SINGLED OUT!

1. You get one wish of anything, what would you ask for?
I'd ask for my phone back right now ):

2. What animal would you be?
hm. penguin! HAHA.

3. Something you want to do in your life.
finish grade 8 piano.

4. One time there were these Ninjas... (finish the statement):
who looked like kangaroos? HAHA. i dont know!

5. One song you could listen to over and over again:
Open Up The Gates- Planetshakers

6. Coke or Pepsi?
i don't mind both.

7. Something you're looking forward to:
church tomorrow! haha.

8. What's a "mastoid"? (Take a guess no peeking in a Dictionary):
something from space? ha.

9. One good deed you've done lately:
i gave a friend a few.. tips. (:

10. A funny Moment in your life:
haha alot lah.

the five people that i have singled out are:
felice, alethea, daryl, jian sheng, nathaniel. (:

2006-01-12T04:48:00.000-08:00

SND. says:
powderful engrishh!

ChickyLow says:
HAHAHA

ChickyLow says:
i study engrish and chinese worrxxxxx

SND. says:
miiie +uu n0rhx!

ChickyLow says:
haha w0 men shi jie muix worx!

SND. says:
shii n0rhx!

ChickyLow says:
we so KAWAII MANX

ChickyLow says:
so cuteeexxXXxx

SND. says:
Y3SHH N0RHX!

SND. says:
sh0 k@w@ii!

ChickyLow says:
i from [[ scgsc0nndarrie .

ChickyLow says:
scgs sec0nndarrie worrrrxxZ

SND. says:
haahahha

SND. says:
from friends?

SND. says:
*friendster

ChickyLow says:
haha YEAH

SND. says:
hahahahahaha

SND. says:
those people are retarded!

ChickyLow says:
HAHA I KNOWWWWWWW

ChickyLow says:
gurllx gettin cll0sex tthu HER LA0 G0NG

ChickyLow says:
OMGOSH retarded man

SND. says:
UM EEW.

SND. says:
how old is she omg!

ChickyLow says:
shhe ll0rvex
` hher lla0 g0nng jian ha0

ChickyLow says:
LOL

ChickyLow says:
shes um

SND. says:
YURCK!

ChickyLow says:
iiL0RVEyoou , iiMISHHyoou , iiNIIDyoou , iiWANNyou , iiTREASURREyoou , iiCHERIISHyoou , cann ii ??

ChickyLow says:
eeee

SND. says:
EEEEEWW.

haha, i <3 my super kawaii skipping partner! (:

2006-01-11T04:04:00.000-08:00

oh and i decided to remove the post. (:

2006-01-11T03:42:00.000-08:00

haha, i feel so much better now, with felice's advice. it was to pray to God. i prayed for peace in my heart, i prayed for patience and determination to play my grade seven. and guess what? after listening to a few nice christian songs, i really felt so much better. and guess what more? He suprised me with yummy yummy yummy pineapples too! :D and i dont know if im imagining things, but the pineapples tasted even sweeeter today.

haha. you know what i think God is? i think that he's this cool guy, sitting up in heaven. He's this guy who smiles with delight when someone prays, rejoices when someone gets to know and accept christ, sings in tune with the music that we sing during worship, and basically gets happy when we do something good in relation to him.

i know this post may have seemed really stupid or ridiculous or dumb to you, but. im just expressing my views about this super cool God we have. :D

loveSND!

2006-01-11T03:20:00.000-08:00

sorry about that. i dont know... i just. i dont know lah. i guess its one of those cases where the thing i really hate happened. but im better now lah. its just those temporary things. im still really disappointed though. oh, and thank you felice.

2006-01-11T01:09:00.000-08:00

Don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

hm.

loveSND!

2006-01-07T08:00:00.000-08:00

i cannot lie to you, myself, or anyone else anymore. this cannot go on. i must face the music, and admit that...

my blog is B-O-R-I-N-G!

HAHHA i know that was so lame that you totally died. HAHAHAHAHHAH. sorreh im HIGH! i have decided to do a. thoughts-about-the-world post. (:

now let's see. what shall i blog about? hm. lets ask a few people, shall we? :D

Js. http://welovejesusyeswedo.blogspot.com I got chicken pox says:
post abt my chicken pox worhx HAHA

i dont think so.

lottoms (: says:
observe your toilet sink and blog about it.

haha er okay. looks like i have to use my own BRAIN. hm hm hm! i think i shall blog about... TODAY. hahahaha. i cant think of any random thing to blog about! okay i promise i'll try to make this post at least a little bit more interesting k? :D

k. today i got up at 10:30, then i went to use the computer. had one of our retarded mass convos again! hahaha. shifu, yes? :D if you have no idea of what im talking about, check this out. (it took a long time ok!)

haha. then we went for lunch at apollo banana ~~indian~~ leaf, down in little india! haha. wow, filled with so many of alethea's hip & cool friends, i tell you. coolest thing ever man. HAHA. just not at night.

went with my cousins/auntie/uncle from australia (they're here for holiday!), grandparents, dad, gu jie, gu ma & gu jiong. (if you dont know what the names mean, go ask your chinese/dialect speaking relatives. they should know!)

haha. y'know what? i didnt even know these people were my relatives. HAHAHAHAH. as in the cousins/auntie/uncle. like if i saw them on the streets i wouldnt recognize them. hahaha. sad huh. but at least now i know! haha they were being funny in the car. reminded me of charlotte's brother and his whining. HAHAHA.

then we got to apollo. and my gu jie got lost! so my dad had to go and find her while i just sat at the table alone, not talking to anyone. haha cos my cousins were talking like to each other, and it would've been really awkward if i joined in cos firstly, i didnt even know their NAMES (simon and nicholas). secondly, they're australian-y things. thirdly, they're 17 & 19.

so yeah i was just SITTING there. then like gu ma came. and like for some absurb reason. after she introduced me to my cousins and vice versa, after she said my name, she like. kinda hit my face? so it was really weird. HAHAH. then my cousins started laughing and imitating. haha it was so embarrassing.

then my dad finally came back with gu jie. like after 10000 years. and we ate and blahdeeblah. and i finished my lime juice really fast haha. but the food was yummy (: especially the red chicken thing! oh, and my dad ordered a sweet lassi, and i tried and it was nice! haha im gonna order it next time :D

k then we went back to my grandma's place, and we sat around for like 20 minutes? yeah. then we left, and my dad and i went home. hahaha. oh yes, we were sharing ~~racist~~ jokes in the car. HAHAHAH.

then i wrote a list of what i needed to buy (for school) cos i was gonna go to popular after that. so yeah. and guess what. afer i wrote the list, i didnt even bring it. like ER! haha. so silly.

yep then we went to popular, and i bought files, fasteners, filefolders, study cards, construction paper, tabs, colourful paper clips. hahaha. i still need a nice notebook! any recommendations? haha. oh and because im supposed to pay for my school stuffs myself, i was supposed to pay for all of that, which is 27.43 minus paperclips and construstion paper (because those are study room items). but then my dad decided to be nice and pay half. HAHAAH. which is around 15 dollars. he didnt minus the paperclips and construction paper ok! hmph. HAHA. but yeah at least its better now. but im still b-r-o-k-e! ):

and i havent bought my new school bag yet. i've decided; it's gonna be a sling bag. ahha. cos im sick of backpacks and i cant find any nice ones. and i think the designs of slingbags are generally nicer than back packs right? hm. aiyah. i'll just buy whatever bag i think is nice lah. and i think the money my dad gave me isnt enough but who cares. he's not gonna give me more anyway AHHA so no point complaining, right? and i must learn not to depend on him so much. any extra, i'll just pay for myself. i feel mean asking him for more anyway. haha.

whoa that's one long paragraph. i shall split it up. haha ok. now its better.

yeah then after popular we went home and nothing else exciting happened. haha. and now i dont dare to touch my rabbit, mackie, because i think she/he bites. so scary!

k. that was my day.

OKAY FINE. it was a boring post! but i really dont know how to make it better LEHX. ah wells. tips, anyone?

and i think im starting to type differently. haha. whatever lah.

i will go where You send me,
Jesus take me now i am Yours
i am Yours!
i lay my life on the altar,
everything i give to You alone
here i am, here i am.

loveSND!

2006-01-06T04:06:00.000-08:00

hello everybody!

as you can see, i've made a few changes to the template, like the colour and stuff. hahaha. hope its y'know. better than before! haha.

anyhow, erm. im supposed to reply tags right? ahha okay. i'll do that then i'll do a real update k? :D

haha okay like omg, i just read my former posts, and the last time i replied tags was like. super damn long ago! hahah like BEFORE i went to melbourne. so im just gonna reply the tags i have on my board right now k? (:

LIEN
hahha thank you! (: i had the audition today, and i guess it went quite okay. hahaha. so relieved its all over (:

SHAUNALD
haha yo BRO i dont know yet, but hopefully i did! (: oh and thanks for the template compliment! oh and yeah i guess i'll get used to it sooner or later. (: haha and thanks for the good luck too! haha and yes i love the sec ~~ones~~ twos so much! HAHA. but it would look out of place anywhere else anyway. so yep it's like right on top. haha.

FELICE
hello! haha. i just changed the whole thing in the end, but thanks for the advice anyway (:

JOVEL
haha yeah i know its nice like D-OH. its made by ME. HAHAHAHA. kidding. and yeap i changed the posts part already so.. yay? haha. and drama audition was fun today! (:

CHICKY
OMG you totally scared me outta my wits! hahaha.

COEWAY
hello hehwe! haha. havent used that term for donkey years (:

DLOW
haha yes, i miss sec 1! \:

ALETHEA
haha OMG! was that supposed to be an insult or compliment huh? hahaha. anyway, we'll see on sunday if it's really that bad. cant wait! (:

haha yay that's it! i dont feel like doing a real real update, meaning [real update + details]. so i'll just do a brief one, k? (:

okay er. yesterday, somehow i just slept from 5pm until this morning! HAHA. i missed dinner lah. but surprisingly i wasnt hungry when i woke up. haha maybe i should do that more (: JUST KIDDING!

haha but then ironically, this morning i took longer than usual to get out of bed, and i just kept going back to my dearest pillow. haha. but in the end i got up and went to do all those morning stuffs.

OH, and my hair was like really WOWW! haah as in like. it was puffy, but from the left side it looked like it was styled! HAHAH. it was pretty cooool (: oh but i looked like those. spiky hair benglians. HAHA. but it looked cool as well! HAHAH. yeah. i dont know lah. tried to get as much of it down as possible, but it was still quite puffy when i went to school.

then i got screamed at by my sister, cos we were like five minutes late. but i guess that's bad enough cos now we're like different schools so we really need all the time, plus the traffic gets heavier as it gets later? so yep. hahah. i'll try to be nice and hurry up. heheh.

then like we had flag raising and all that and this time i didnt laugh. so be proud of me! AHHA. then we went back to class and all that. oh and i like the people im standing with (:

today we had real real lessons, cos like. lessons were supposed to start yesterday, but yesterday it was mostly introduction of the teachers and all that. hm. my teachers are quite okay i guess. there's the good and the bad. hahaha. im not gonna say anything about the bad, but my favourites are Mrs Quek and Miss Chua! haha. they're like really nice! and like they're similar HAHA like age group and yah. OH, and when Mrs Quek wanted to do something that Miss Chua did for us, it turned out that Miss Chua taught Mrs Quek that thing! haha so i reckon they must be quite close too (:

oh and actually, my form teacher/lao shi's like quite nice lah. haha like she's not the scold-y type? so that's good i guess. haha.

erms. today we had english, science, art and i think that's it. as in like, for subjects. we had OM time too! (:

english was quite alright, Miss Chua talked to us about. girl issues. HAHAHAH. it was pretty awkward at the beginning but after awhile it was ok lah.

we learnt about atoms during science today. hhaha. i learnt about it during the holidays but i forget EVERYTHING and if i remember correctly, i never really listened during tuition and even if i did i wouldnt really understand either, expect i remember that like. an atom has electrons going around the middle thing, and i remembered the names 'proton' and 'electron' and 'neutron' but like i didnt know their functions or what they had to do with atoms and all that jazz. but when Mrs Tsoi taught it, it all pretty much came back to me. HAHA. ~~i sound like an ultra nerd!~~

okay then art. it was quite fun! charlotte, jovel and i sat at the back. ahha. and we had to draw this JUG thing and like we had to make thin and thick lines with our pencils and blahdeeblah. and we found out something about someone. hahaha. its like duper unexpected! but i couldnt really be bothered with those people. AHHAHAH. i sound so bitchy! but yah. its like so ERR. oh and Mrs Canham is quite nice! ahha i like her glasses (:

then we had like recess too, this time we didnt talk to any lonely girl, ahaha. i bought like ~~dick~~ fish, egg, fries-with-some-weird-gravy-thing together with rice, and it cost $2. i mean like hello? meepok's so much nicer to eat than that and it's like half the price. that store is seriously overpriced, its so retarded. but anyhow i just bought it despite my broke-ness. HAHA.

oh, and there was OM time too! haha OMG so infuriating lah. cos okay. one group member was to go to the classroom where would write their names for the problem that they chose lah. then if there were too many people who chose that problem, they would have to draw lots. then omg, we sent jiyin, and she was like FIRST, but in the end there were like TOO MANY PEOPLE and they had to draw lots lah! like %$#@$^$%$?!! so pissifying! they should have done it on a FIRST COME FIRST SERVE basis, but then NO, they had to do it this stupid way. but we dont blame jiyin at all, cos she was first there after all, and she realyl did try. so THANK YOU JIYIN! (:

haha oh and when jiyin went then we had this little prayer thing HAHA it was soo cute (:

but anyway now we're gonna do the jungle bloke, which i guess isnt THAT BAD. we'll still rock right? HAHA. i just know it (:

haha okay, im gonna update on the highlight of the day now: drama audition! haha. it turned out to be pretty fun, and we practiced several times before auditioning, so i guess we turned out pretty okay (: oh, and the judges laughed too! hahah. we did this scene where we were like waiting outside the staff room for the teacher to scold us cos we did something wrong, and haha.

jovel = nerd
adria = mummy's girl
natalie = bitch
me = ah lian

HAHAHHA it was pretty fun, although there was this pause. but we like got over it and yeah it didnt turn out so bad (: oh then we had this impromtu (sp?) thing, and jovel and natalie did it together, and adria and i did it together. we were supposed to act out 'what a person wouldnt sue someone for' or something to that effect. then jovel did the indian you kick my dog thing, and adria and i did like. we bumped into each other, then like yeah we were gonna sue each other for that HAHAHH it was funn (:

anywhoe i relaly hope i get into drama, because..

1) if i don't get in, i dont have anything else to join
2) it seems like damn alot of fun!

haha so yeah i really wanna get in (: haha oh and another funny part was when Miss Chua asked us our CCAs, and like cos she called natalie, then adria, then me, then jovel, then adria nat and i were all from gymnastics then she was like 'are you all all from gymnastics?!' then we were like NO. haha i mean you look at jovel you know she's not in gym lah. HAHAHA. kidding.

so yeah today was pretty fun on the whole, and yeah im just really relieved its all OVER (:

haha whoa, looks like i did a real real update after all. hahaha i must really take my hat off to you if you read till here, cos i think i'd either be bored to death or my eyes would be totally gone by now. hahahahaha.

k, i shall stop boring you and go and update the church blog now. tataa!

loveSND!

*this entry doesnt have much underlines, bolds, ~~strikeouts~~ or italics, cos im too lazy to add all those things in. sorreh!

2006-01-04T04:12:00.000-08:00

eew, it looks so gross with colours!

2006-01-04T03:37:00.000-08:00

hello! as you can see, i've got a new template. it's pretty simple, but yeah i guess it'll do for now. hahaha. and i know its ~~abit~~ really hard to read, but BEAR WITH IT FOR NOW! haha. cos after this post i'll go try and make it look better, probably change the colours or something. (:
anyhow, the first few days of school have been pretty fun, though... well. im not so comfortable in class yet. but i'll get used to it soon enough, i guess/hope. Mrs Quek's like really funny, hahaha. and our form teacher is just. weird? haha. ~~i feel mean!~~ erm. okay, lets see.

1) she cant speak english in complete sentences.
2) i caught her mumbling to herself today
3) she just looks funny.

HAHAHHAHHAH. oops?

oh, and im english rep, with charlotte. haha. and danitza and ying yi are the class reps! haha. they're like so cute!

hm. i think i'll just update about today. (: after all, i havent done a real update for like donkey, camel, horse and pony years. plus today was pretty fun, i guess.

came to school slightly earlier than i did yesterday, and i stood with charlotte and jovel at the back during flag raising. and i kept laughing because like. it's just really funny when you're looking at a poster with somebody you know of, smiling and holding medals, when you're trying to sing the national song. and it was really embarrassing too, cos like i was the only one ~~laughing~~ trying not to laugh.

went back to class after that, and DAMN i hate the steps. haha. but i guess that's one way of exercising. haha.

then like yeah. today was even slackier than yesterday. can you imagine that?! hahaha. and natalie, adria, jovel and i did the drama stuffs. haha. we're like auditioning together on friday, YAY! (: i hope we all get in! oh and miss sie's really nice too! haha.

hm hm hm. and yeah.. we just stayed back after school to do more of the drama stuffs. hahaha. oh, and we played pepsi cola 123! :D it was FUN! oh and we played charades (sp?)! that was fun too. and no one could get my boulevard of broken dreams! >:( hahaha.

anyhow, that was pretty much it i guess. hahaa. im gonna stop updating in so much detail, its so TIRESOME, both for the blogger and the reader. agree? yes. (:

OH, and we talked to a junior of ours during recess, cos she was sitting alone. sigh. i think it's like really sad sitting alone. i mean like.. everyone's like talking to everyone else during recess, and you're just sitting there quietly, eating your beehoon/meepok/loh mai kai/whatever food. ah wells. i hope she'll find a friend/a group of friends to have recess with in the near future! (:

oh, and i found out something bad about someone i know today. and i really never expected her to be like that. but yeah, i knew she was like that since that time. i just didnt expect her to.. stay the same.

kay, shall go edit my template now.

you make me so excited,
and i dont wanna fight it,
i start to blush,
you are my sugar rush!

loveSND!

2006-01-01T05:35:00.000-08:00

we lift our hearts to Him,
He is the reason that we sing!
hallelujah, hallelujuah, hallelujah, we praise Your name

aw, i love this song.

anyway, i know my blog's really dead, and im sorry. i've been busy the past few days, the last days of 2005. we're already in 2006 now, it's amazing how fast the time's just flown by. and um, with motivation and ideas from mister posterboy chun, i'll just do some reflection on the past year.

THE GOOD.
; got alot closer to the fantastic-est one, Mr. God Almighty (:
; got together with the most special people, the six of us.
; got closer to church people, especially sec1s of 2005 (:
; got to know some really cool guys, the clan.
; got a relatively good grade for math

THE BAD.
; got quite addicted to the computer.
; made my parents/teachers angry quite alot.
; got into abit of trouble in school.
; cracked my nano. (thankfully, i got a free replacement!)
; lost my phone.
; got a lousy grade for chinese

EVENTS
; malacca!
; chinese talentime
; stayover with the six of us
; english talentime/last day of school
; char kway tiao night!
; church camp (preparation for CCIS, christmas performance)
; CCIS (paragon)
; christmas performance
; missiom!
; daniel's/roxanne's party

haha. well, well, well. it's been quite a year, huh! (: hmmmm. looks like i didnt do much good stuff! \: ah wells. maybe this year? :D anyhow, i loved last year! it was just the right mix of laughter, tears, hugs and kisses! (: i'll definitely miss it.

and now, sec2. i want to start going to school again, but at the same time i dont. okay, lets see.

i want it to start, because everyone says sec 2's the most fun. but then again i dont want it to start, because that would mean the end of endless computer time and waking up at 12 o'clock. hm. but it's gonna start anyway, so i might as well get used to it.

and i just have a hunch that 2006's gonna be really interesting. (:

hahaha. i guess i'll just go off now. (: oh, and i dont know wyhy i bowled so badly today. \: usually im not this bad! well, i guess i cant join bowling anymore. now i HAVE HAVE HAVE to get into drama. otherwise.. i dont know what's gonna happen to me. hahahaha. wish me luck!

loveSND!

2005-12-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

TODAY, I HAD THE MOST FUN I'VE HAD IN AGES!

hahaha. okay, the day went like this:

i woke up around 10.40, so i thought it was still early. went back to bed, told myself to wake up at 11. slept, woke up. saw that it was 11.11. so i thought, ah wells, might as well stay till 11.15. slept, woke up. 11.16. felt that i really really wanted to sleep more, so i went onto 11.20. 11.20, told myself to round up to 11.30. and this time, i got up. don't i deserve a pat on the back? :D

then. changed and everything. and decided to wear my cap, cos my hair was being ugly. so yeap, wore really ugly stuff. \:

anyhow. decided to take a cab to orchard mrt, and take mrt down to jurong east, where the iceskating place was. ~~i hate that place.~~

haha you know what? i'll just update the rest another day. hahahaha. sorry! cos my sister wants the computer off now. (:

loveSND!

2005-12-25T03:29:00.000-08:00

SORRY EVERYONE FOR THE LACK OF UPDATES!

you see, its been a pretty hectic week with all the church stuff and all that, plus we've set up a new blog. for those who dont know what the URL is, its HERE! (its in my links too ,btw. first one! :D) drop by and tag sometime k! hahha.

anyhow, IT'S CHRISTMAS TODAY! so spread your love while you can! hahahaha. and to you, reading these words right now, i most probably love you too! ahhahahaha. so be honoured. :D

the past week's been real fun, and like yep. it's quite hard to believe that our performance is over like that. i mean like. the choreography people have been practicing since like. two months ago! and like yeah. camp and all was just for this performance and its just *snap* gone like that, you know? anyhow, its been a really fantastic experience, plus we all got to bond with each other more so i guess that's what makes it even cooler! :D

okay i just realized that i dont really sound like myself today. but yah. HAHAH. im stilll good ol' SND! and for those people who dont know what it stands for, or those people who just cant seem to get the information in their brains, SND stands for SaNDra, and not for anything else at all (: SO GET THAT IN YOUR BRAINS ALREADY!

and like omg, i couldnt agree more with charlotte (link link!). the year's just gone by so super fast, and the holidays are ending in like what. 8/9 days? and i havent even gotten my new school bag lah! damn. and i've spent almost all my money liaozxzxzxzzxzx. HAHAH.

i think i'd better bathe now. cos i think i actually STINK. especially my feet! hhaa. i think right now, my feet could revive a fainted person. HAHAHAHA. and i need to wash off my makeup too. from the performance in church just now.

okay. i shall stop being disgusting and get my fat ass off to the toilet. SEEYAH PEOPLE AROUND!

loveSND!

2005-12-19T00:56:00.000-08:00

hello!

sorry, havent updated about melbourne yet. um. but its kinda late now, like. 12.57. hahah. and i havent gotten any good sleep since camp. (: but ah wells. hahaha.

anyways. camp was just really really fantastic. yeah, it was also pretty tiring and energy-draining and all that, but the worship sessions and testimonies were just fabulous. (: they were really good. hahah! nothing like we've had in YE before. so yeap, i didnt really mind sacrificing sleep. (: oh but my sleeping bag sucked. like super thin! haha. lousy. oh, and i didnt have to share my testimony in the end. heheh.

so anyways, we're performing at paragon on the 23rd, so drop by if you're free. hahah. its gonna be fun!
and i hate you so much, BIATCH.
so yeps, i think i'll just end off here. haha. pretty pointless post if you ask me. aye! alliteration! haha. okay im being lame. tata my dearest friends! (:

2005-12-17T05:30:00.000-08:00

dont cry tonight, i know that it will be alright

whoohooooo baybeh. i like this song. :D

anyhows. vel vel and lottey are looking at me type every word. and they're complaining about the super cute names i've come up with. can you believe that! weird people. HAHAHAHAH.

OH MY GOODNESS! oh phewph. i thought the church thingo was in the morning at 8. HAHA. but its 8 at night. (: im kinda worried, cos im not very sure about my steps for joy to the world.

and im sorry, my dearest blog readers. i havent updated since i got back from melbourne and i am very ashamed. ~~not really~~. HAHA.

okay basically. melbourne was quite alright.

lotte and vel and spoiling my ears now with their terrible chinese singing. help me someone.

anyways. melbourne. we never stayed at any place for more than one night, except at hyatt. haha.

i watched little manhattan and wedding crashers! hahaha. little manhattan was really sweet and cute. :D and wedding crashers was just retarded. hahaha! funny funny.

first day was totally wasted, we just drove around looking for stuff to eat. retarded right!

anyhow, we ended up at this nice place where the servings were super humongous. its scary lah! haha. we ordered lotsa stuff and i couldnt finish even half of my lagsana. it tasted funny. but the rest of the food was super yummmmmmilicious :D

then we went back to the hotel place to sleep. hahaha. it was kinda yucky. but it was okay la. hahah.

went to penguin parade the next day. we went to this really yummy place to have breakfast. (im not sure if it was the second day but ya)

oh by the way. i'll put the pictures up when im home. (: i took over 600 pictures la! haha.

okay anyways. then we went walking around the place. and then i saw farhana. haha.

then we went off to penguin parade. and it was really retarded, cos i didnt bring my glasses so i couldnt see a thing. and it was freezing! we bought erm. whatdoyoucallits. ERMMMM. oh! poncho. (:

so yeps. then we went to sit at the place and we waited like. one hour+. retarded!

then the penguins came out. all i could make out was like. shaking things. HAHAH. but i got to see them anyway, cos they were walking up. and they were close. haha they're so cute! waddley waddles. :D

went back to the hotel to sleep.

the next day, we drove up to great ocean road. the view is really quite spectacular, and its just really cool :D haha. the mountains and everything too! pretty pretty (: the pictures will be in soon. haha. oh and the air's really nice too! :D

haha you know what. i dont feel like updating anymore. (: i'll continue when i get home! :D

loveSND.

2005-12-05T15:24:00.000-08:00

hello friends!

im leaving for melbourne tonight, after my 4plushour tuition.

and i'll miss all of you, frost, mackie, ash, my computer, my stupid tv, and piano, and my kitchen and my ugly fridge (:

anyways, im just gonna miss you alot alot alot. (:

and right after i come back, i have church camp for four days. haha.

dont miss me too much yah? HAHA. just kiddding.

i'll try and update if i find a computer there. (: but for now, BYEEE!

lotsaloveSND!

2005-12-04T02:32:00.000-08:00

OH MY DODO BIRD.

im so gonna get freaking fat. oh my gosh. why am i such a glutton? okay. i shall type out the names of the things that are on my table.

; a packet of m&m's (peanut-flavoured)
; an empty bottle of orangina
; an empty packet of cheezels
; an un-opened packet of doritos, nacho cheesier
; four unopened belts of sour power
; one opened and half-finished belt of sower power
; one bar of kitkat

now, tell me. am i right when i say IM SO GONNA GET FAT?!

ah. im like scaring myself. hahaha. its like 7 bucks worth of sinful snacks. shit.

ahhhh.

im not gonna update about the past few days, cos i dont feel like it. go read charlotte's blog or something. oh, but im gonna update about something i find funny. hahaha.

that day, i cant remember WHEN, i think it was erm. thursday night. haha yeah.

both my sister and i couldnt sleep; we were just tossing and turning in bed until we discovered that we were both awake. HAHAHAH. it was retarded. and my sister said that when she saw light, she was like omg, hallelujah! HAHAH. funny.

so like we decided to watch a cinderella story. (:

it was quite a good show, but its like really LAME. hahahahahaha. and well, cinderella-ish. (obviously.)

and then we decided to try sleeping in the living room. and i gave up. HAH. cos you see right. you know those. single sofa chairs? haha yeah. i joint them together, and then like yeah that was my 'bed'. and it was SOO short and SOO squishy that i decided to go run upstairs and sleep in my comfy bed instead. (:

and then i tossed and turned for awhile more. and then i finally fell asleep. (:

and yeap. thats all.

hahahahha. k. i shall go off now. and i'll try not to finish the m&m's.

2005-12-03T19:02:00.000-08:00

ugh, im so damn hungry. but there's nothing to eat in this ~~stupid~~ house.

haha, sorry about that. hunger never fails to turn me into something im not. like. a mean person. haha. but im not mean right? :D

anyways. im so super bored. cos there's no one that i usually talk to online, and there's nothing nice on tv. i think. haha. so i was just sitting on my bed and thinking back. and then i started wondering.. about teen love.

i know im like. a newbie teeen, and i might not know so much lah. but i was just thinking. haha. and like. its quite odd, cos nowadays, the people um. getting crushes and falling in 'love' are getting younger and younger.

cos that day, my mum and i were talking about boys. hahahaha. sounds wrong but ya. and she said that when she was my age, girls were still throwing rocks at the guys and the girlpower and girls-rule-boys-drool thing was still going on. hahaha. and now, if you say and mean that, people will look at you like you're an alien or something.

and i was just thinking, how come? is it because the teens nowadays are getting bored? or maybe it could be an escape for them from all the school stress and all that? maybe it could even be peer pressue. or maybe the people from this generation are just hotter. haha.

eeyur. i sound like such an oldie. and i know this post is gonna be b-o-r-i-n-g. so either bear with me, or click that little red 'x' on the top right hand corner of your screen. (:

and like yeah, i guess all this 'liking' makes things more interesting. but how is it that the teens now start having these little feelings at this age, and the teens then still have a sturdy wall in their hearts, seperating these two genders? is it something psychological or what?

hm. maybe i'll never know. hahaha.

and nowadays, marriage is like just a piece of paper. i dont know about you, but i think it really is quite sad. haha.

oh and. dont you find that in hollywood, people are getting married younger and younger? haha. maybe its cos then they'd have more time to get divorced and remarry. ahahaha.

ah wells. i shall just end off with replying tags. hahaha. sorry if i bored you. cos i think i would've been bored reading this. hahahaha.

ANONYMOUS
hello! haha yeap. coeway's a friend from acs(i). haha.

COEWAY
you dont suck lah. you blow. hahah! and you sound like an imposter. but yeah. if you're not, sorry. hahahaha.

okay then, that's about it.

whoa, charlotte's online. finally someone i talk to. haha.

oh oh oh. and im not gonna change the image. hahaha. cos im lazy. and when i take the logo thing away, her head looks kinda flat. HAHA.

lovesandra

2005-12-03T01:06:00.000-08:00

hello!

i've been tagged by lailing to do this thingster. so i shall just do it now instead of procrascinating. (:

RULES OF THE GAME:
1. Post five weird/random stuffs about yourself
2. At the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this
3. Leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules

5 weird/random stuffs about me:
1. my display picture right now (3/12/2005, 1.22AM) is this bride figurine pushing the groom figurine off the wedding cake. haha! lame i know. (:
2. i just got my iPod nano today! :D
3. when i was young, only michael jackson music could make me eat. haha!
4. i must have water by my bedside every night. (:
5. i still love A*teens! :D

Next 5 people to do this quiz:
1. charlotte
2. debbie
3. jiyin
4. jovel
5. leanne

haha okays! i know its the same old people. but im lazy to think of others. hahaha. ah wells. (:

firefly come lead me on
i'll follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

man i love that song :D like jovel says, its shimmery and sparkly* :D

okays. i shall just briefly state what i did today:
- went out with charlotte, corrynne, coeway, chun, farhan and jiyin
- met up with debbie, jovel and leanne after corrynne, coeway, chun and farhan left.
- ate ~~charkuaytiao~~ hokkien mee

hahaha. that's like the major stuffs. (: i shall update about it fully ermm. tomorrow? yes. :D

i just realized that im like. totally FREE tomorrow. hahaha. hint hint. (: nah im kidding. hahahaha. i just realized that im super lame.

and since im bored. i'll align this post to the center. if it looks nice(r), then i'll align ALL the posts to center. :D and then maybe it wont look so squished. (:

kays. i shall stop boring you. :D

nighty nights!

2005-11-30T16:04:00.000-08:00

hello!

haha, my blog is really kinda dead. ah welllls. i shall update about yesterday then? warning: this will be one long post. (:

met charlotte at her place at around.. 12? 1? hahaha. around there LAH. hahaha we were being retarded, as usual. and then charlotte showed me her new jacket and cat earrings. hahahahha. and she complimented my concealer, because it worked for her. hahaha. and i lent her a black racerback that i'd brought along. hahahah and like yeah. crisscross xD oh and i decided to wear my jeans instead of skirt, with lottey's help. and i borrowed her handbag.

hahaha. so yeah then we left. and now i dont find it that tiring to walk anymore. whooopeee. :D

anyhows. yeah. then we walked to. heeren, cos coeway&farhan&shaun were there. and like hahaha. charlotte and i were retarded-ing. hahaha! we were going up the escalator. then we heard a "what is up!" and then we looked up and coeway was there. HAHAHA! then for some reason. we started running. hahahahah. retarded right! yes. (: and then we were hiding.

and then the unimaginable happened. we saw charlene, priscilla and yiling! hahahaha so cute lah! and like charlotte and i were so SHOCKED! ahha so we went over to say hi :D and then the guys came up and they saw. hahaha! and then we wanted to intro them but NOPE they didnt get introed. \: OH WELLS! another time :D and charlene priscilla and yiling were taking those postcard thingys i used to take last time. aw man, priscilla's so CUTE! hahaha. who knew she'd be at heeren? (: and they were shopping! haha omg. so cute.

then jiyin called. and then she said something about someone. (:

whoosh! i just ordered a couple meal from kfc. yum yum :D

anyways yeah. then we got seperated again. and like we saw three sec2 sc basketballers at hmv. haha. ~~so scary~~.

then like yeap. we just hung around. and shaun left. so we sat at the fountain and waited for yinnie. hahaha. then she came and there were huggles and everything. hahahaha and coeway and farhan were just standing there. funny. hahaha! and then we went skipping cos we're skipping partners :D hahaha. we skipped around the black adidas people hahah! and we took pictures of them (: yay, i love my skipping partner! (:

okay, im gonna bathe now. hang on. (: actually you dont have to cos that's how it is on blogs. get what i mean? hahahaha.

BACK! (:

k. then we went into heeren again, and like sat at the fountain. hahaha! we were running away from each other! hahah and we waited for velvel and leanne to come. then they came! ahhaha vel was having a badhairday so she wore a pink billabong cap. hahaha. i feel very coloury today. (: anyways yeah. then like we went upstairs. and then..

i dont know what happened.

HAHAHAH. wait, let me check with lottey, if she's still online. oh yes, she jolted that (poor) memory of mine. hahaha. we went up the escalator. and then we had a 'catfight'. HAHAHA! and like yeah. i was in leanne's team. and jiyin and charlotte and jovel were in one. JOVEL IS A BETRAYERRRR! hahaha. (: it was pretty funny. hahaha. and lotte is updating too (: haha.

anyways yeah. then we walked to cine. i skipped with jiyin there! :D fun fun (: so we got to cine, and we saw.. ahem. (: and we were deciding what movie to watch. we wanted to watch rock school at first, but we saw the trailer and it looked like a boring documentry thing. and it was NC16 anyway. and if coeway got caught doing something naughty, he would get.. um. youknowwhat. so yeap we decided not to watch that. then farhan and lottey had watched PRIME already so we didnt watch that. and like coeway and i watched just like heaven already. so we didnt watch that. and so we ran off to the comfy cushies. :D

and there was this guy doing para para, and like he looked so funny HAHAHAH. but still not as hilarious as darrell-lookalike. hahaha. funny i tell you. he looked like he was bowing and giving out dishes. hahahah it was pretty weird. and he was tall. funny i tell you. and jovel thinks that he's damn pro. HAHAHA.

then we went to play in the arcadeeeee. hahaha. dance dance revolution was funny :D and then we played erm. you know. table hockey? hahahah yeah. and okay, i admit it. i sucked. big time. HAHAHHA. and i didnt wanna play anymore (: cos i would make the person playing with me lose too. hahaha. and i hit the puck like, according to jovel, mei chi fan. which means, directly translated, never eat rice. HAHAHAH. oh and coeway played this skateboarding thingy. and he was jumping and jumping and the person working there was like watching. haha. and they played a few rounds of the table hockey thingster. (:

and then we sat around, at the high white chairs place. haha. bought ice mountain. (: im still following ermmmmmm. that WHO'S advice. hahaa. you know that person who tagged my board that time i complained about my skin? haha yeah. that one. :D

met debbie there. and she got the jacket i wanted! HMPH. hahaha. just kidding debbo. (: and then we had a cute little hugging&kissing session. it was gay business. haha! (: but somehow.. it didnt feel complete, even though all of us were there. it just felt like something was missing. but i dont know what.

then we went to heeren again, cos debbie and farhan wanted to get CDs at HMV i think. so we waited for them at the bench there. and then i was like squishing leanne's and charlotte's thighs with my buttbones. HAHAHAHA. and i ~~fell off a couple of times~~. bwahahahal, it was fun. and ~~coeway was sad-ish~~. but he was okay after a while, i mean.. he's our little mr high&happy afterall. (:

so yeap then farhan&debbie came up (: debbie bought 5, farhan bought 2. and debbie's were all sadistic-ish! haha. all those. hardcore rock/emo types. you know, i could just go into a recording studio and scream my lungs out and cut an album full of that. and then people like debbie will come and let me make money. hahaha. kidding.

so anyways then we went to paragon, coffeebean. (: charlotte and i bought a white chocolate dream! and then it spilled all over my jeans ): and debbie and jiyin were on the phone with some person. and like we just talked and like chilled and it was nice (: hahah and we were singing and the coffeebean guy shouted, "SING LOUDER!" bwahahhaha it was funny. and farhan showed us his scary 6/8 pack. macho wacho! hahahaha. kidding.

haha, i just like. copied and pasted everything, so now everything's colourless. ah wells. i'll put in the colours after i finish the post. hahahah.

so like yeah. ummmmmm. then i went home after that, and ~~my mum was being mean and annoying~~. but then i got LOST in paragon before that, cos i was looking for the stupid toilet but i got a tour of paragon instead. but i DID find the toilet after asking for directions. i was like, super urgent can. HAHAH.

and like yeah then i got lost again. after like. eternity i found the stupid taxi stand. and then i waited another 10000 years for my turn. my feet were like dying. haha.

then i got home and all that. and i spent a total of $15+ on taxis yesterday lah. so im like BROKE now. hahaa i only have coins. \: but my dad's coming back tonight so i can get my allowance :D yay.

and guess what. i was SO tired right. then just as i reached home and touched the door. my mum came out! and she was like aiyah, go straight to ahma's house now. then i was like what the hell. i was tired crap LAH. but like yeah i just went cos i had no choice. haha.

and then i went to a glasses store to make new glasses cos i think i lost mine in sentosa ): i liked those glasses very much!! sigh. \:

then i chose a few. and i finally came down to a black&orange one, red&black one and a pink&white one. and then i chose the pink&white one. cos like i couldnt decide. and ~~im not sure if i shouldve gotten the black&orange one instead \:~~ but AH WELLS. whats done cannot be undone. and the pink one isnt that bad i guess. hahaha. the specs guy told me it suited my skin color more. :D hahaha.

so like yeap then went to my grandma's house to have dinner. and yay i like her food heheh. its like. a more experienced version of my mum's cooking. hahahahahaha!

then watched tiramisu and the SEA games thingy and ermm. extreme gourmet. hahaha i liked those shows :D

went home after that. and i cant remember anything already. hahahahaha.

so yeah that was yesterday :D and this has been a long&boring post. ughh! i must change my blogging style from recount to narrative. but how?! sigh. help me, someone. haha.

k. shall change the colors now. (:

haha. i gave up after that paragraph. bwahahahaha. anyways. i hope you enjoyred reading my little post. :D

loveSND.

2005-11-27T22:38:00.000-08:00

hello. i just took super alot of quizzies. but i decided not to post them. haha cos they were taking up the whole of my blog. ahha!

so yeaps. i think i'll just post them next time, one/two/three at a time. :D

lovesandra!

2005-11-27T11:47:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

replying tags now. (:

COEWAY
heyah! haha thanks (:

JOVEL
haha. im not a banana! or a pisai! and peenana sounds better than poomama, which sounds like imitation puma. hahaha! you're an imitation! and i dont wanna be this obese tubbie who's like. VIP in TAF club man! haha.

DARRELL
hello darrell. haha. pok is a cute word (:

ANONYMOUS
thank you! (:

CHARLOTTE
haha dont worry. i willl not allow us to be called tubbies. AHHA.

k. gtg now. hahahahahahahha. i'll change the template once i get back from church. (:

LOVES!

2005-11-27T00:19:00.000-08:00

as you can see, i have changed my template! and as you can also see, it is a template dedicated to my dearest jovel chan! (:

and as my darling spastic lailing has pointed out, i am supposed to change the words. HAHAH! my template is officially outdated. (:

ah wells. i shall go change it now. hehe. sorry vel vel. next year? (:

loveSND!

2005-11-26T00:37:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOVEL CHAN YHNG MEI!!!
i think i'll write you a shoutout later TODAY cos then it will be NICER cos i wont be as tired as i am now. hhahahahaa. unless you want a shitty shoutout. haahhaha. i'll just do a short one now. or no. I'LL SAVE ALL FOR LATER, BAYBEH. just know that I LOVE YAH LOTS! and yep. keep your eyes on this HAWT PINK BLOG cos there'll be something HAWT coming up and burning your screen and your eyes too. HAHA! love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

2005-11-25T21:32:00.000-08:00

cos its eleven o' clock and the club is jumpin', jumpin'

nice nice song!

and im appearing offline right now! haha.

I LOVED TODAY! kinda. hahaha. and to think i wasnt really keen to go at first.

okay okay. i shall UPDATE :D and groar! i wanna be at church now now now. where lots of fun and nice people are. THEY'RE LIKE PROBABLY HAVING HELL LOTSA FUN NOW LAH! sigh. i wanna be thereeee!!! damn. ):

okay anyways, today ROCKED! minus the running/walking part. haha.

woke up at 11+. was supposed to be at church at like 10. and i totally DIDNT REALIZE! and i was like omg, cos my sis called. and she was like WHY ARENT YOU OUT OF BED YET! she didnt wake me up this morning cos she sleptover at conrad, where she had her prom.

so anyways. then i was like omg shit. and she called cos she wanted me t bring a towel HAH. but luckily she called. otherwise i would have woken up even later. haha. so yeps.

got outta bed and changed and all that. felice called. then my mum talked to aunty kf. and so we decided that i'll meet them at sentosa. hahah. cos they were having their lunch at harbourfront MRT station.

and you know what. my mum then, without telling me, told aunty karfoon that i was gonna send my phone to nokia care centre at wheelock. like, hello? i was super late already LA! then i was like super pissed. but she insisted that i went today cos they didnt have any more slots or blah blah blah. since when did nokia use the 'slots' system. you just get a queue number and wait. haha. lie also cannot lie properly!

but yah. i just went. and im so sad ): all my pictures MIGHT be deleted. SIGHH! but i hope my phone isnt THAT bad a case.

so yep then i was kinda starving so i bought burger king (: haha cos i wanted the single mushroom swiss right. then my counter auntie was discussing with her other counter auntie (who is more experienced i think) whether to let me have the meal or not. HAH. so cute. and i got it in the end, yay :D

then like i bought a cheeseburger for my mom. haha.

went up, back to the nokia place and guess what. when i stepped into the door. it JUST became my turn! haha cool aye! (:

so yep then discussed with the malay counter woman like where the phone had went wrong and all that jazz. and i can collect it tomorrow, after 2pm (: I MISS MY DARLING NOKIA 6101! ahha. kinda lousy phone but still lovable. (: and its kinda scratched too. cos.. lets see. i dropped it around.. 100000 times? hahaha. just kidding. but i know i dropped it ALOT of times. kinda inevitable that its screwy now.

haha i just opened the door for my dog cos she was sticking her head in and trying to wiggle in! super cute lah (: well, what can i say. like owner, like pet. HAHHA. just kidding (:

so after nokia, we went back down to the carpark! haha and it was a retarded business cos i was like infront of my momma. then i walked the wrong way. and she followed me the wrong way HAHA. then she was like "aiyoh, walk in front then walk the right way la!" haha. funny.

so yeap got back to the car and drove to sentosa.

met them at the ermmmmm. bus terminal place. hahaha. i couldnt really see if it was them cos i wasnt wearing my glasses. and like yepp. but i saw someone WAVE! haha so i gathered it must be them (: and also that person was looking my direction. haha.

and then i had some problem at the place to get in cos i didnt have a ticket cos my mum didnt give me cos we drove in. hahaha. then like the guy just let me in (: nice people!

so. the people in my group were (in alphabetical order):
daryl
esther
felice
jeannette
jonathan
saul
shaunald
shirley
shu en
stephanie

nice nice people (:

haha sorry. i got distracted and ran off to read blogs. haha. SORRY! shall come back to updating noww. (:

so yeap. went off into our little 'adventure' from there! hahaha it was retarded. and felice and shuen and i were talking about *ahem ahem* haha. developed! i shall not say anymore (:

ugh, i should have remained 'offline'. haha. COS NOW I HAVE TO MULTITASK! buts its alright. ahaha. chatting makes me happy (:

check this out. HAHA.

Ke-Wei*; says:
my jie jie is 8 year old very big one

SND says:
you know ah, today i eat lollipop right? then my jie jie made me drop it onto the floor ):

Ke-Wei*; says:
eee yur why your jie jie like that one

SND says:
cos she never see me cos i so small

oh, the retardedness. haha.

okay so back to TODAY.

and then there was the terrigible, horrigible, vegetable WALKING! ah, i really cannot stand any mode of foot transport. sad, isnt it. haha.

and yeap our transport for today was like. 70% foot, 30% bus. hahaha. terrible aye.

we had a couple of stations:
1. siloso beach
2. underwater world
3. dragon trail
4. heart of the forest
5. sky tower
6. spice gardens
7. ficus tree
8. old man tree
9. ferry terminal

haha. thanks daniel for the order and the stuffs (:

and it was like the exact same thing as last year lah! hahahaha. but quite cool lah (: so anyways.

SILOSO BEACH
we had to stand on the different plank thingys. and like shout the questions&answers. hahaha. my group and my sister's group were like ARGUEING about who should do it first cos. HAHA. the first person from their group got there later than the first person who got there from MY group did. but the lsat person from their group got there earlier than the last TWO people from my group, whom, i am ashamed to say, was felice and i. HAHAHAHHAHA. but we still went first in the end :D so phewph! (:

and then cos shu en and i were on the first planks right. so we got to decide what questions we wanted to ask. so we asked like these SUPER easy questions: what the first, second and lastbooks of the Bible were. HAHA! easy huh. the answers were: genesis, exodus and revalation.

so we went on to..

UNDERWATER WORLD
walked allll the way there, if i remember correctly. hahaha. and ER. i also dont know what for. HAHA. to get the next clue. oh and we took a picture i think. haha.

DRAGON TRAIL & HEART OF THE FOREST
this was the murderous part. hahahah. we had to walk our ASSES out lah! it was super tiring! finally got to the place, and er. it was super muddy and disgusting. i was wearing slippers LAH! haha. and we had to do the. unwinding thingy. like. everyone comes close together. then stretch out your hands. and grab anyone's hand, just not the people beside you. hahaha. i held jeannette's & daryl's hands. and it was retarded. haha! i shared a map with shu en, to put our bags on cos the thingy was all wet and yucky.

and then we got out. and cos my bag was 'holey'. THERE WERE LEAVES STUCK IN IT! hahaha. yuck, i know. so then shirley and shu en were helping me take the leaves out. hahaha. fun!

then we walked out. and we did the chicken dance. HAHAHAHH. funny i tell you! and i was amazed that i survived.

SKY TOWER & SPICE GARDENS
walked here i think. ugh, i cant remember anything! hahaah i think i was too tiredout by the walking. im seriously not a walking person. hahaha. then i know we climbed lots of steps here and i was dying. HAHA.

FICUS TREE
we had to walk here. haha and we played sherades. the message was 'go to the old man tree' SAME AS LAST YEAR! haha everything was exactly the same (: then i didnt know how to act the first word out. but the message got to saul. so yep. hahahaha. then saul acted it out to daryl. then daryl blurted it out. so like yep we moved onto the next station HAHA.

OLD MAN TREE
at this station, we had to read this thingy in eleven seconds. hahaah. and after a few people tried it. shirley managed to do it! so we were like whooohooo (: and then we went our last station

FERRY TERMINAL
here, we decided to MAKE ourselves be the last group HAHA! and we were just taking pictures, playing catching and freeza&melt, in which felice and i didnt take part in (: then alethea and cassandra and li en came and played catching with them. hahaha and the water was nice (:

hahahaha. i shall update about the rest tmr.

BYE LOVELY ONES!

2005-11-24T20:42:00.000-08:00

oh and. i just realized something. hahaha.

i just went to check how the entry turned out. and i saw the links. darren's was beside debbie's cos i typoed the html. hahaha. hidden meaning? (:

hahaha. just something interesting. hahaha. to me at least (:

bye my loves!

2005-11-24T19:53:00.000-08:00

HELLLLOOO! (:

im kinda in a happy mood today. hahaha! somehow. (: kay. i'm gonna update about today like in an essay. :D

The bright morning sun shone onto my face, through the translucent white curtains that hung over my windows. Squinting, i took a peek at the clock on my table; it was 10:32. Suddenly remembering what my sister had told me to do the night before, i stretched out my hand and held the blue piece of paper in my hand, on which said, "hey mei, please call next and make an appointment for both of us around 1-1:30pm. i want jonathan! but if he's not available then anyone will do. thanks!" Groaning, i sat up and got out of bed.

After washing up, i went to eat the delicious mee soto that was waiting for me on the dining table. The bowl went from full to empty in only a couple of minutes, as my stomach was rumbling non-stop. With that, we left for holland village.

HAHAHA YOU KNOW WHAT. i give up. xP

aiyah. then we went to holland v. then my sister dragged me to this pedicure shop. haha. and i didnt wanna do even though my sister wanted to pay for me. HAH. i just wansnt in the mood (:

so then i just hung around the pedicure place. and read magazines. and watched my sister do her nails. and almost froze to death. hahaha. then my mum came and got me outta that place and i went to next to cut my hair.

OH! but before that i went to coffeebean&tealeaf to get my favourite vanilla latte :D yum yum!

haha and THEN i went to next. :D this guy came and i sat down. then i washed my hair. hahaha super ticklish! and i was like smiling and tryna control my laughter like an IDIOT. hahah. then the woman was like "is it tee-keh-lish?" haha then i was like "um ya" so she stopped er. massaging my neck. HAHAHA. it was ticklish the last time too. except last time it was the ears area. hahaha. funny funny. and i was like trying not to show any signs of insanity for the next what. 10 minutes while i was lying on that comfy black chair :D

after that went back to the chair. haha.

BACK FROM THE TOILET! haha.

anyways. went back to the chair right. then i was discussing with the guy what kinda hair i wanted. hahahahaha. and my phone was being screwy (again). so yep. and i thought the guy was scary at first but actually he's (i think) a nice person. hahaha.

so yep. he cut my hair and asked me what school i was from and complimented my eyelashes and told me not to be shy because he wouldnt eat me up (2 times!) and what standard i was in. haha. and my mum said i looked very tense. HELLO?! haha. i was tryna revive my phone lah aiyoh.

so yep. i think i like my old hair better ): haha but its okay i guess. EVERYONE HAS HAIR DISASTERS! right? hahah. and the answer is yes :D hahahahahahhaha. im going insanee! if you havent noticed. haha.

and my sister styled her hair for the prom tonight. um. she said she looked like a lion. and.. NEVERMIND! i didnt say anything (: and she's staying at the hotel tonight. lucky poot ok! i wanna stay in a hotel with charlotte debbie jiyin jovel leanne! [i am going to stop using the term 'six of us' because i think it has caused some misunderstanding]

okay anyways. dropped my sister off at conrad hotel. and she was gonna change there and put on her makeup there. hahahahahhaa. kinda weird, dont you think.

so yep. that was about it. hahaha. oh and sorry debbie and jovel, couldnt go out with you guys today. hahaha. OH and jovel and i had this funny phone call. HAHA!

okays. shall stop here. i was actually planning to blog about something but i decided not to cos im not in the mood right now. :D maybe another day? (:

loveSANDRA!

P.S. you know the essay part? its kinda fake COS. my window is not beside my bed so therefore the light cannot shine onto my face cos light travels in straight lines. (:

2005-11-22T00:14:00.000-08:00

lotte says:
i think its not like like but like he likes her

and that like so totally made sense, my dearest charlotte.

i just felt like i had to post that.

love, sandra.

P.S. its a colourful post! (:

2005-11-21T23:24:00.000-08:00

halllllooo.

i (kinda) just got back from uan, re(act). and it was the last class today. hahah. it was pretty funnny :D and i think red thinks im weird ): AH WELLS. whats done cannot be undone. hahaha. and i saw someone of uncanny resemblance to ___ _____ there. HAHA! in my group somemore. HAHAHAHHAHHA. chicken little!

and yep. they put up this. farewell skit thingy. haha it was pretty cute (: mister famous fart! HAHAH. hilarious things.

alright. i dont feeel like updating anymore. HAHA. maybe later?

loveSND.

2005-11-19T16:16:00.000-08:00

and wow. it also happens that flooble chatterboxes are down. and it also happens that alot of people i tag use flooble chatterboxes. and it also happens that tagging is one of the only things i can do online. and it also happens that there aint anyone on msn online that i usually talk to. and it also happens that im super bored. now tell me. isnt this fabulous?

2005-11-19T15:52:00.000-08:00

hello.

i just backspaced everything i typed out just now. hahahaha. surprisingly, i dont feel any xin tong. HAHAHA. yuckk! im being all chinese-y.

ah that reminded me of lao shi. and lao shi reminds me of last day of school. grah! its so nostalgic. \: and i missss lao shiii!! ): i am so going to hunt her down and give her that oh-so-fabulous teacher's day present. HMPH!

BLEAH. im so bored. i want school back. haha! without the waking up part. hehehe. i want that old woody table. i want that filthy old classroom audrey's always scolding us about. i want good ol' lao shi who gave me zooland when i was hungry. i want that nice cleaning auntie whom i always say hi to when i see her. i want miss heng and her bright pink birthday suit! I MISS SEC ONE. sigh.

blah. im so bored. im probably the boredest thing on earth. save me, somebody! anybody!

i want a genuinely happy and carefree and primary3-like partyy. and then we can push each other in the pool and laugh our brains out and not care about how much we weigh and the sizes of the jeans we wear. is that possible anymore? is it possible for anyone to walk out to orchard road in their pajamas and not "turn head"s? is it possible for humans to not take note of other peoples' looks or their wealth at all? BLURPS.

oh, i know what i want. i want to be in the world of wang zi bian qing wa! haha. or maybe harry potter. haha. some of these stories seem so fantastic huh. too bad its all good ol' fiction.

ah welllls. i also want to become closer to God. i wanna know him inside out. HAHA! like, the way He works, the way He thinks, the way He does stuff. does He feel the emotions that the beings on earth do? and then there's satan. how does he know the weak points of every being? and ~~why must he go and play around with those weak points?~~ why does he hate us so much, and why must he go and put these stupid little things in our lifes? why must he lead people the wrong way? why cant he just leave them alone!

gah. its pretty confusing. haha.

i hear my sister. she's 'hi babyyyyyy'-ing my dog. ahhaha. now i know how it feels to be my dog. hahaa. POOR FROST. lie around the whole day. hahaha. sad.

ah wellllllllls. im boredereded. hahaha! if you havent noticed, you must be really oblivious.

i wanna go and swim. i wanna exercise! but im too lazy. HAHAHAH.

i shall be nice and spare y'all from boredom and end this pointless post here.

tata, my friends!

2005-11-16T21:37:00.000-08:00

the nights are so cold now, without you in my heart!

nice song nice song. hahaha. im getting quite sick of my songs actually. so anybody who has nice songs. you know what to do! hahaha.

okay anyway. i stole this cute thing. from felice, who stole it from lailing. haha. so thank youuu! :D

Bold the ones you've tried
1. Fresh fish
2. Lobster
3. Steak
4. Thai food
5. Chinese food
6. Ice cream
7. Pizza
8. Crab
9. Curry
10. Prawns
11. Moreton Bay Bugs
12. Clam chowder
13. Barbecues
14. Pancakes
15. Pasta
16. Mussels
17. Cheesecake
18. Lamb
19. Cream tea
20. Alligator
21. Oysters
22. Kangaroo
23. Chocolate
24. Sandwiches
25. Greek food
26. Burgers
27. Mexican food
28. Squid
29. American diner breakfast
30. Salmon
31. Venison
32. Guinea pig
33. Shark
34. Sushi
35. Paella
36. Barramundi
37. Reindeer
38. Kebab
39. Scallops
40. Australian meat pie
41. Mango
42. Durian fruit
43. Octopus
44. Ribs (pork)
45. Roast beef
46. Tapas
47. Jerk chicken/pork
48. Haggis
49. Caviar
50. Cornish Pastry

heheh. tried quite alot. hmmm. quite sad, isnt it. like felice said, guinea pigs are pretty cute. and plus. they're already used for experiments. now they're being eaten too?! sigh. spare those little cutesies already! haha. its not like there isnt a gazillion other choices of food out there.

so anyways, just now i had a super retarded conference with charlotte&joan. hahaha. they got me laughing my brains out. hahaha funny people.

ah wells. i still havent gotten my formal clothes for portfolio. hm. shall buy tmr, when im out with bernice&sandi! :D i think i'll see ALOT of people tmr. i mean. its the opening of harry potter and the GOF! haha. everyone's been like. waiting! hhaha. i think it'll be a cool show. :D and im SO gonna watch it. (:

kay. shall go off now. tata!

2005-11-16T12:02:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

okay i know i've done this afew times. but for the sake of the people who wished me later. i shall do it again. haha!

thanks to [in alphabetical order]:
adria
alethea
alyssa
amanda
anon
bernice
charlotte
chun
coeway
daniel
debbie
gabriel
hannah
jinghao
jiyin
joan
jon
jonan
jovel
kim
lailing
leanne
lien
nathaniel
qiner
shuen
tim
weiqin

hm. i think that's all? :D haha! if i missed you out. tell me okay. :D so. THANKS YOU GUYS! love y'all lots and lots :D

haha okay this shall be all.

lovesandra!

2005-11-15T11:13:00.000-08:00

haha. adria and qin er just smsed me happy birthday :D love you guys tooo!

and i just saw jovel's and leanne's blogs. hahahaha. SWEEEET STUFF I TELL YOU! haha. thanks y'alll!!! for everything this year and more. :D love you to itsy bits!

i'll come back tonight, and type out everyone who's wished me. :D

love you!

2005-11-15T10:53:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU EVERYBODY WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

everybody, so far, consists of: nathaniel, charlotte, gabriel, shuen, jon, lien, mcdonalds, mummy and daddy! hahaha. that's er. through sms. hahaha. also, of course the TAGGERSSS! anon, jovel, debbbie, alethea. oh and my family people for wishing me face-to-face too. THANK YOUUUUU SO MUCH! it meant superalot to me (:

i think i ought to give a special thank you to gabriel, cos i've known him for like what. less than a week? haha and he's shared his high songs and low songs and howdys with me, and that's really cool (: PLUS he was one of the people who wished me at midnight. so.. THANK YOU GABRIEL!

hahaa. just thought i had to do that. otherwise so RUDE! ahha. anywayss. i didnt really expect this bunch of people to be the firsts, but i guess i was wrong. (: love you guys alot!

haha. this sounds like those. hong xing da jiang speeches. HAHA.

okay anyways. im gonna celebrate today with my family. because. first of all. charlotte cannot make it cos she's got jazzz exam. so yep. i'll celebrate with them some other time. haha. and also. family time is important! :D haaha. i sound like a loner. haha. ah wells. but i love my family. most of the time anyway. (: but i have to admit, this was the first birthday i cried myself to sleep.
haha okay. i shall go and. get ready for lunch. haha. and i'll try and feel like how i should feel.
loveSND.

2005-11-14T12:37:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOOO MY FRIENDS!

i think im gonna change my template soon. but im lazy to make. hahahaha. i think im gonna change my blog too! but. diary-x or blogspot? SIGH. dilemma-tic. HAHAH. ah wells. maybe i'll have both. then one shall be my SECRET postss. :D muahahaha.

anyways. i dont really feel like updating about yesterday. so i'll just put down some main stuff that happened then you can scoot offf to charlotte's blog and read your brains out. hahahah. pardon me, im feeling sadistic today. >x]

okay so. main points!

1. this fatty was staring his eyes out at charlotte the hottie. hahaha.
2. didnt get my formal clothes
3. didnt do portfolio
4. went UAN with charlotte&leanne
5. went to charlotte's house with a huge and heavy bag of clothes
6. took retarded photos at esprit

that's pretty much it i think. haha. not in any order la. just like. according to what i remembered. hahahahahaha.

okay. im in one of those high-and-low-at-the-same-time moods again. i wonder why?

hmmm. maybe its piano. hahaha. and its also probably something felice just asked me. SIGHHHHH. but its not her fault. hahaha. and i think i know what else.

sighhhh.

okays. shall go now.

see you!

withlove, sandracheeyicheng.

2005-11-13T21:03:00.000-08:00

hi.

im gonna reply the tags now.

{add}changed the font size. :D{/add}

LIEN
hellllo! yes, wang zi bian qing wa rocks. :D

JOVEL
hahaha. you should be happy. because. you and the other FOUR are getting a post specially dedicated to YOUUUUUU!! so be thankful. (:

LYNETTE
heyah. yep i'll relink you after this post.

LAILING
haha yes, GMTA friend, im really bored. <3!

ALETHEA
heyah! haha. dont have to get me a present la. and yes. tagging gets screwy sometimes. haha.

CHARLOTTE
haha. yes, that night was retarded. and you're OBSESSED about drowning fishes! hahah you SADISTTTT! haha and yes. HAPPY ROTTERRRR! hahaha. okay. and yes. being my cup is so lucky. :D hahahahaha. being your cup is lucky too im sure. HAHAHAHH. okay. love yah!

DEBBIE
aw. what's the reason? tell me some other time, babe. hahaha. love ya!

JIYIN
hey yinnnnnnnabooooo. :D yes yes. great minds ALWAYS think alike! love you!

JOVEL
haha it was ice cream tasting WHAT. hahaha. you lamo!

JOAN (:
ahahaha im amazed. you changed your tagging name to joan! hahahaha. and yep you havent tagged in a while. gotta go out for lunch again sometime, kayyy! :D

thereee. haha. done with the replyinggg!

haha. msn's so retarded. jonan in a powerpuff girl's costume. HAHAH.

okay. shall go off now. seee youuuu!

loveSND!

2005-11-12T13:20:00.000-08:00

you know what? i'll reply the tags later. :D

ooh and i might be getting a new blog soon. haha. i dont like the name of this blog i've got now. haha. not sure if i'll continue with blogspot. ah wells. (:

kay. ciao!

latenightdate :D

2005-11-12T12:54:00.000-08:00

helllloo!

aw im so bored. hahaha. and charlotte aint replying on msn. ah wellls!

hmmm. i shall blog about yesterdayy (:

okay er. what happened yesterday? ah shit i cant remember. HAHA.

OH! it was the first friday of the holidays that i didnt have piano :D haha. changed it to monday mornings!

its a damn cold night,
tryna figure out this life
wont you take me by the hand,
take me somewhere new
dont know who you are
but i..
im with you.

ahhhh love this songgg. haha. im in an avril lavigne mood today (: haha oooops. got distracted again.

okay SO. yesterday. aiyah. i'll just update whatever i remember la.

okay erm. planned to have a dinner with everyone. but like. half of us couldnt make it. hahah. but we went anyway. debbie's mum didnt allow, jiyin was sick and grounded, jovel had ice cream tasting, leanne had a date with satays. haha. so it was just me and charlotte along with coeway, jonan, darrell and shaun.

hahaha. at first i didnt wanna go because of the following reasons:
1. wang zi bian qing wa was on :D
2. i was having a stomachache
3. i didnt have anything nice to wear
4. it was quite late already

hahaha. then like yep. i was in my sleeping clothes and all that already. hahahaha but after MUCH persuasion from charlotte i decided to be nice and go. hahaha. ~~it didnt turn out that great in the end~~.

so i was supposed to be home by 9:30. but i got home at ten HAH. bought earrings :D
white hoop ones. hehehe.

then then thennn. er. hahahaha the most embarrassing THING happened! ahhh. ahahha. cos er. i wasnt wearing my glasses right. and i saw like. masses of people walking across the road. so i thought it was still green la. then er. i started walking. then the cars started driving! haha then i was like omg shit! hahaha then i had to stand on that er. you know those pavement things that they put in the middle of the junctions? where there's usually a traffic light? I STOOD THERE LOOKING LIKE A BLOOODY IDIOT. hahahah. it was so damn embarrassing la.

then met charlotte and we were laughing like spastic morons. hahaha! ooh and she looks nice with braces. hahaha.

okay then. we walked around the whole place looking for the guys. and we couldnt FIND THEM. so like i think they called charlotte. then er. eventually we found them hahaha! they were infront of the other singapore airlines thingy. haha. like yep.

so after that, we just stood around the place laughing like shit. hahaha. it was really funny somehow. hahaha.

and yah. then we went to cine. and i bought the earrings there hahaha. and that was pretty much it. we didnt even have dinner. or sit down anywhere. ah wells. hahaha.

and like yeppp. then i had to go. so charlotte and i went downstairs. and the woman on the banner looked ~~nice to eat~~. HAHAHAHAHHA. inside joke (: then charlotte was like no the guy looks juicier. HAHAH! i told you we were retarded.

then waited for my daddd. then he came and charlotte started walking home. haha. and she saw chun on the way, digging into his bag. haha.

so like yep. that was pretty much it. got home around ten.

went on the computer. then jonan told me that there was this scary fight. haha and the guy who got beaten up was the same guy who was asking us about that ribbon thingy at isetan. apparently he molested some girl.

then we had this really retarded mass convo. hahaha. they were being such sickos and power ranger fanatics. haha!

then i went off to sleep and that was that. hahahaa.

haha okays. so that's yesterday for you (:

i shall end off here. and start a new post and reply tags. ahahha. how exciting.

loveSND!

2005-11-10T00:07:00.000-08:00

HELLLO!

you know what. im so damn super bored. so i have decided to do shoutouts for 1gr'05-ians. :D its abit like. in the middle of nowhere, but yeah. haha. here goes! oh by the way, im not doing for er. my little groupd of friends yet. hhaha! cos they're ummm. more special. haha. not that the rest of the class aint special lah. (:

its according to register number bytheway. :D so NO ONE gets left out. (: it should be.. 1-37, without 2, 3, 6, 7, 14, 27. (:

alex: heyah you orange fan! hahaha. it's been fun standing next to you during flag raising, along with kelleynne, telling you if your socks are too low every morning. hahaha. alrights. see yah in sec two next year!

joan: hey posserrr! hahaha. we've become much closer this year, and i think it's been pretty cool. hahaha. you and your ahbeng-ness! we're all so damn glad you're not transferring. :D love yah!

sarah choong: HI CHOONG! hahaa. hope you enjoyed your very first year in scgs. :D haha. its been fun getting to know you, through talentime and all that. and oooh! we'll most probably end up in the same class next year, so im sure that'll be a whole lotta fun too! (:

eunice: hello you hokkien-y! haha. thanks for being a um. big sister to all of us this year! hahaha. you've been really funny and all that. and thanks for all the snacks and everything you've been providing me with throughout this year. haha! i'll never forget that (:

mongyi: hi mong-sterr! :D haha. although i dont really know you that well, its been fun getting to know you this year! hahah. im sure we all still remember that period of time when, um, you health wasnt very good, and yeah. take care alrights? hahah. see youuu back in school next year!

jean: JEANN!!! hahaha. its been like SUPER fun sitting infront of you! hahaha. you funny woman. and your funnily-shaped pencilbox. hahah. thanks for making me laugh so much this year, and yep. i've had lotsa fun doodling on your table! haha.

hazel: hi hazel! haha. aw. i miss you and your oh-so-cool stationery already! hahaha. you supertall girl! alrights. see you next year, yep. (: and i miss your fun neighbourhood too. heheh.

anna: HEY BABY! haha. oh man, its been so fun this year, getting to know you and all that. and yeah, it was really fun sitting (almost) behind you! and goodness, we've become pretty close, huh. hahaa. thanks all that advice, love and hugs and everything! hopefully we'll still be very good friends next year! and gym's been really cool, with you urging me to jump higher and all that :D aww love youuu lots!

wenting: hi wenting! haha. thanks for bearing with me when i exchanged places with rachel seetoh. haha! oh and you've been a fabulous chinese rep too! (:

yiling: hey girl! haha. um, although i dont really know you that well.. its been quite funny saying 'YO!' to you with charlotte. hahaha. and woww. you've got really umm. impressive calf muscles? HAHA! not a bad thing though. (:

caritas: HI CTAS! :D awwwww. it's been soooo fun sitting 'beside' youuuu! hhhaah. and teaching you the steps for talentime was quite fun too! haha alrights. love yah!

lynn: HI LYNN! hahaha. aw you're such a funny friend! haha you and jean always make me laugh so so so much. (: ooh and that time when we talked outside the dance studio was pretty cool too. :D haha alrights. i'll see you next year :D

cherie: heyah cherrrryyy! :D ah! it was reallly really fun sitting near you! haha. you're super cute and i'll never forget you. ahhah. oh and thanks for making flag raising fun! hope it's been a fabulous first year for you! love yahh!

charlene: hey! um. i dont really know you, but like yep. thanks for making the class livelier with your um. funny little laugh! haha. anyhow. 1GR'05 wouldnt have been the same without you! (:

qianning: heyahh! aw, we used to be so close in primary school! but its alright like this i guess, we can still be friends! hahah. ooh, and i think your new hair is nice. :D haha alrights. seee youuu next year!

debra: HI DEBRAAA!!! aw it was fun sitting next to you in that short little period of time. hahaha. YOU'RE SO CUTE YOU KNOW! haha :D love you!

priscilla: HEY PRISCILLA!!! oh my goodness, we've been through pretty much huh. hahaha. you're like super cute too! hahah. thanks for being such a fantastic partner and bearing with my messiness and all that. (: it's been great knowing you! love yahh!

rachel: hi rachell! hahaha. i still remember that time. i told you, cherie and caritas something JUICY! hahaha. dont think i'll forget that. hahah alrights. thanks for switching places with me! haha it was fun.

sarah chan: HI SARAH! aw, it was fun sitting next to you. thanks for making the later part of my year so COOL, you COOLIE! haha alrights. oh and you're not stupid at all. (: love ya!

sarah low: heyah! haha. its been fun knowing you, through gym and all that. hahah! i think that bars thingy is so cool. (: seee youuu next year in sec two!

shirelle: hi shirelle! goodness, you're so quiet. haha. i think that's really admirable! haha. aw. though i dont really know you. i think you're really nice! haha (:

hui mei: HI HUIMEI! haha its been so super funny knowing you this year! spongey hair! hahaha. thanks for the laughter and everything else. (:

peiwen: hey peiwen! haha. if im not wrong.. we used to be somewhat close in primary 6 right? haha. anyhoww. thanks for being so funny. hahaha!

yizhen: hello yi zhen! i dont really know you that well, but yup. haha. yes, you're still taller than me! i think. haha alrights. we'll see next year, yep. :D

kah whai: hey kahwhai! oh man, you've been through some really emotional times this year huh. i've known you since primary one and you've been cute ever since! haha.

tiffany g.: HEY TIFFF! aw you've been really nice this year! haha. thanks for being such a sweetie. i wont forget youuu! oh yah, and i really hope you've enjoyed your first year here at scgs too. love yah!

tiffany k.: hey tiffany! ahha. all those little gossips and talks were pretty fun huh. hahaha. i wont forget those little things! oh and im sorry if i've annoyed you wheni went over to charlotte's place to talk. haha :D

marie: hi marie! hm, we're not so close anymore huh. oh wells. never mind, we'll still be friends! haha. thanks for making the class so much funnier, with you dozing off in class and all that! (:

felicia: HI FELICIA! haha you and your poofy bag! wont forget that :D hahaha! aw, we used to be so damn close in primary threee! haha. ah wells. those were the days huh. hahaha. alrights. ooh and you're really talented too! haha thanks for being so cute. love you!

michelle: OH MY GOSH MICHELLE! talentime was so much fun, and im so glad we got closer! hahah. i think you're really really nice. and im sorry if i made you pissed or anything, cos now i know its hard being a good class rep and prefect too. I THINK YOU'RE VERY GOOD AT BEING BOTH! haha alrights. i wont forget talentime, ever. LOVE YOU!

kelleynne: HI KELLEYNNE! thanks for making every flagraising so fun. hahah! and i still love your freckles. hahah! you've been a real sweetie this year too, and im glad i've come to know you better. see you next year!

haha thereeee! shoutouts done. for 1grace'05, that is. AW, i miss our class alreadyyy! sigh. we must have a reunion sometime next year, k! haha. love y'all LOTS!

hmm. jovel's coming back tonight, at 9. hahaha. some people miss her aye. (:

ah welllls! i dont even know where im going la. and i dont even know what im gonna do for my birthday, which is in five days time! haha. really gotta discuss it with debbie sometime. :D

alrights. shall end this post here. some of the shoutouts didnt really make sense, but yeah. hahah. in a nutshell, I LOVE ONE GRACE 2005! hah. and always will. (:

2005-11-08T17:10:00.000-08:00

you've become my enemy.

thirteen days- marion raven. haha. THANKS ANNA FOR LENDING ME THE CD! haha. it was cow years ago though. (:

anyways. I WANNA GO TO ESCAPEE! hehehe. i shall DISCUSS it with debbie. then if we both agree then OFF WE GO! ahha and dont worry, coeway, the rides aren't that bad. (: and you can hold someone's hand if you're scared! :D

okay so anyway. i wanna make a new template but im in great need of some inspiration! ahhh. im getting sick of this template.

and sighh. its getting boring nowadays. hahaha. this is my routine.

1. wake up at 11plus.
2. eat
3. computer.
4. watch tv.
5. sleep.

now tell me. WOULDNT YOU BE BORED?! haha. yes you would. admit it. HAHA. see. these lame things are the things i do outta BOREDOMMMM.

AH! one more day till wang zi bian qing wa! cant wait. heheh.

oh yes. charlotte had her modelling rehearsal thingy last night. hope it turned out well! hahaha. and no, im not her lesbianlover. its just that she was very worried and blah. so yep. hahaha. you can do it!

that was lame beyond words.

i wanna get into drama quite badly. haha. debbie asked me if i wanted to go for bowling lessons with her. dont know if my dad will allowww. HM! dont think he will though. sigh. i mean. he's already pissed at me for failing my piano..

haha. aiyah. see how it goes.

walked frost today. hahaha. the first form of exercise i did in the holidays so far! hahaha. -beams! heheh. gotta walk her more.

and elyn and i were talking about gym today. actually.. we really dont mind gym. it just would be MUCH MUCH MUCH better if we were allowed to go whenever we want. and do whatever we want. haahha. like, no pressure, you know? ((: haha but of course that's pretty much impossible.

just hope that they wont have to close down.

haha. ~~might~~ WILL be meeting debbie&jiyin at holland village soon. hahaha. YAY! i've missed those two WOMEN. hahaha!

alrights. shall just end this erm. pointless post here. (:

seeeeyah!

2005-11-07T14:10:00.000-08:00

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Everyday, it's as if I play a part

Now I see, if I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart,
And what I believe in
But somehow, I will show the world,
What's inside my heart,
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see,
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I dont know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly,
That burns with the need to know the reason why

Why must we all conceal,
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2005-11-07T12:58:00.000-08:00

and the crowds will cheer when they hear my name.

whoosh! love that song.

came back from piano. i was being pissy. HHA. aiyah, im not a morning person lah. took like. half an hour to get outta bed. hehehe. and i cant sing in the morning damn it. especially not high notes.

then i had ~~oily~~ lunch. it was so disgusting, yuck. you could just see the oil oozing out like nobody's business. SICK!

haha. not looking forward to tuition later. \: three hours! sigh. i think i wanna change class. hahaha. as in. not that these classes im going for now or boring or anything, its just. i dont know anyone! and it's so boring! i mean like. sitting there for three hours, keeping your mouth shut the whole time. its kinda hard. hahaha. for me, that is!

so yep. i think im gonna change.

I WANNA GO MELBOURNE! but there's this terrorist threat. and my sis is scared. \: and yeah i guess its quite scary. and december's like the 'holiday' period so the chances of getting. erm. bombed is like much higher. hahaha. but i still dont wanna go to shanghai. ): its just not a place that. i think i'll like. ah wells. we'll SEE.

goodness i hate the way i blog. ):

okay. shall go off now. and pack my bag for tuition. ):

bye all.

the ladies at the disco club. (:

2005-11-06T20:01:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

i just went to xiaxue's blog. she looks like a NICE person! haha. to me lah. charlotte doesnt think so. haha.

anyways. just check her blog out. haha the way she blogs is pretty cool, minus the vulgarities and the erm. slightly perverse comments. hehehe.

ALRIGHTS! so lets get started on today. (:

COOL PEOPLE SUCK! haha. so says the title of the song chun is listening to. funny funny. haha okay sorry that was really random.

okay okay. so today. hm.

woke up to find my sis sitting on my bed, and my mum using the computer. they were making so much noise, cause me not to have enough of my precious beauty sleep. HAHA. then when i sat up. they were making fun of my hair cos it was all poppy. HAH. its always like that when i wake up. they were gonna take a picture of it but i took the hairdband and TAHDAHH it was flat again. mwahaha. too late, sister and mother.

then i couldnt stand the NOISE that ellen degeneres was making from the computer so i just stomped outta the room and into the toilet. brushed my teeth and washed my face. then i came back again. hahaha. and frost was being such a cutie. i love frost!

then i cant really remember WHAT happened. all i know is i played abit of piano then i went to change for church and everything. went downstairs, met melissa and off we went to church!

then jonan smsed me, saying the adults had a fight in church. haha. the guy ahd to be escorted away! so scary. and i thought everyone was supposed to love one another in church. haha but i guess we all have these little conflicts at times. (: inevitable.

got to church. and uh. hung around, waited for alethea and felice to arrive. then we went outside to pray! and daniel was on the keys today. good job, daniel! haha.

so yep. gerald lead worship today. the songs were pretty nicee! (: oh yah. and he shared with us, told us about what happened at the coffeeshop. it was like erm. he ordered coffee. and one cup of coffee is 90cents right. but he only had 80cents worth of coins. then cos he was putting his money on the table right. then the uncle was like oh nvm lah, 80cents can already. then like yeah. i thought that was quite sweet. cos like what he said. those uncles and aunties who work at coffee shops depend on these little things to make a living. and usually uncles and aunties who work at those places are stingy and everything, cos they need whatever money they can get, even 10cents. so yep. it was one of those things that he wanted to thank God for. really sweet. haha.

then after worship, aunty karfoon shared. it was about erm. standing in Christ? haha yep. and satan and enemies and stuff. one thing i learnt. dont mess with satan. he's one powerful guy. haha. so yep. clever scheming and scary.

anyways, yep. went to the coffeeshop after that. haha. bought 'ufo's and jack&jill, as usual. :D

bought ice lemon tea too. tasted abit weird today, somehow. haha. wanted my fries too. but didnt buy in the end. NEXT WEEK, YES? :D

went back to church. didnt go for the tree planting thingy. haha. lee kuan yew was there i think. to plant a tree. haha and people were making such a big HOOHAA of it. he's just another singaporean after all right? ah wells. just that he's in charge of the country.

anyways. we were really retarded at the couch place. hahaha. taking retarded pictures and saving none. quite funny.

ooh and audrey, natalie and ian all got NEW, SAME phones! haha the erm. style one. came out quite long ago but still really nice one. the one ermmmmmmmmm. available in black&red and gold&white? haha yeah. the one with the BIG BIG screeen!

so anywaysss.

went home via melissa and haha. they're really funny people. haha. couldnt stop laughing. quite embarassing, come to think of it. hahaha.

then yep i just had dinner and yah. that's about it. haha.

oooh i cant wait for wang zi bian qing wa! heheheh.

alrights. i shall end this boring post here.

loveSND!

2005-11-06T00:00:00.000-08:00

DEBBIE LIM!

i love love love you alot alot alot and so do gazillions of people out there. we'll always be here for you no matter how down you are, alright. we'll be the ones that will understand. we'll be the ones that'll be on the phone with you at 3 in the morning. we'll be the ones that'll love you for really who you are, no matter how much you've changed.

please dont think that everyone hates you. its not true, alright? we all love you to itsy bitsy BITS so dont ever forget that.

dont be affected by those stupid anons la. they're just... outsiders who dont really know what's happening, therefore they infer the wrong stuff. i bet they suck at history anyway.

anyways! just know that we all really really love youu. 24/7. (:

alrights. take care okay, babe.

<3 sandra.

2005-11-05T18:00:00.000-08:00

the best, the best, the best of you!

sigh. WHY is it that. when you need something. its always not there. but when you dont need that thing. its right there, infront of your face. i need joan. and she's like. ALWAYS online. just not now. ):

haha ah wells. today wasnt as bad as i expected, i guess. (:

okays. so.

i woke up today. then went to the computer. ahh! you know what. i think my eye rings are not mainly cos i've been sleeping late, BUT because of the evil radiation that comes from the equally evil computer. gah! i need my concealer now now now. hahah. i sound like such a vainPOK. haha.

ah wells. i'll continue later. gonna go for dinner at taka now with my MOMMA and SISTA. haha. alrights.

LOVE, SANDRA! (:

2005-11-05T11:31:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOOODNESSSS!

why is everything becoming so annoying?!

my phone's screwy and its not even six months old. there's an audition later, down at UAN, and i really dont wanna go.

ughhhh. and!

okay forget it. i just cut-ted the whole thing i typed out. not suitable for public blogs. (:

aiyah. anyhow, this is definitely not a good start to the day. besides the nice mcdonalds breakfast i had. (:

i shall go off now. not really in the mood for good ol' blogger.

bye then.

AHH!

2005-11-04T22:01:00.000-08:00

oh my goodness.

I JUST THREW A WHOLE TUBE OF MENTOS AND THIS SWEET THINGY AWAY.

well, to be exact, my piano teacher's house.

AH! i feel like eating it now ):

okay nvm. i shall reply tags. haha.

COEWAY
hello! haha. yeap that was one long post. (: it wasnt completed at one go though. hehe. and gah. i feel so evil about that thing. haha. ah wells. we all have our evil moments. i hope. OKAY that didnt have anything to do with the tag but yah. haha.

LIEN
hi lien! bye lien! hahaha. funny stuff.

DEBBIE
sometimes you're that silly. haha but its cute too. most of the time. love yah too!

CHERIE:)
hey cherie cherry! haha yeah you take care too! (: i'll see yah in school next year. SEC TWOOO! :D

ANON
heyah anon. THANKS, HOTTIE. haha!

ANONYMOUS
hello anonymous! haha. everyone has their opinions, i guess. (:

finished!

haha. i miss lowerprimary days. when we were so carefree and innocent. without all this bitching. besides the occasional "if you friend her i dont friend you". haha.

ah wells. you know? i was gonna blog about something just now. but i forgot. ah shit it! i keep forgetting stuff nowadays. hmmmm.

okay. i shall blog about today then. (:

TODAY!
went out with jiyin darrell jonan darren jovel and leanne. [note: jovel and leanne are behind cos we met them at the later part]

met jiyin at school first. then my mum sent us to cineleisure. hahaha. the ride was quite funny actually. but i dont think it was supposed to be. cos. jonan called to like. tell us where to meet and stuff. so like yeah. then after i put down. then my mum was like. "why're you going out with guys." then i was like "no im not" [i was lying. and i feel bad now.] then she was like "i heard the voice!" then i was like thinking oh shit.

then we started like. argueing. haha and there were occasional laughs and like. laughs. hahahaha. it was quite fun. and i dont think my mum was really pissed. but it was quite - when she said "you've betrayed my trust" then i felt so bad omg! ah. but my mum's not the sort who remembers stuff like that. and she also said that this was the last time i was going out [with guys]. i dont really see anything wrong with going out with guys who are ALL in ip and like. top scorers for PSLE. haha. i mean. they cant be that bad right?

so yep. anyways. mum dropped us off at cineleisure. hahaha. then like. we walked in and then i saw jonan and darrell on the escalator! then i was like "AYE JIYIN! that's them!" hhaha. then we started laughing and like yeah. went up the escalator but they were gone. hm. so then called them. and they were at the cinema place.

then went there. met up. darrell went to look for jovel. oohlala! hahaha.

it was quite awkward. cos like. jonan and darren kept running away. haha. we're not that scary right!

so yep. darrell came back empty-handed [HAH! pun. just kidding btw.] cos he couldnt find jovel. so we went to watch the movie. we were late already.

the movie was quite nice! (: haha. jiyin didnt like it though. ah wells.

so yep. its about like. this high school. and this guy who didnt know his powers. hahaha. then like. he was in the "hero support" class. cos there were two groups. heros and sidekicks. so its like yah. he was a sidekick, along with this bunch of people whom he made friends with. (: they were really nice people. haha.

aiyah. go watch it yourself lah. hahaha. its.. not exactly the greatest movie on earth. but its good if you just want to watch a 'light' movie. (:

then after the movie. we decided to look for jovel at wisma atria. so there we were walking, jiyin and i infront and the guys behind. and then when we were outta the place. we turned back and they were gone! haha. so like yah. smsed jonan. and turns out they decided to have lunch at kfc. so we decided to go our own way too and go to nydc. :D

then we went to heeren, where nydc was. then decided not to eat there cos it was outside and there wasnt any aircon. so we went into heeren and went to sakae sushi instead. (:

at sakae suhi. ordered chawanmushi and this chicken thing and sashimi. hahaha. it was quite nice, just for a snack. (:

after that. got a call from darrell. he asked if we wanted to watch jonan get his braces tightened. hahah. so we said okay then we'll meet them at jonan's dental clinic, which was at tanglin shopping centre.

and so we began our little walking adventure. from heeren. we walked all the way to. wheelock place. and i was practically dying. i hope i improved my stamina by at least a little bit. i wanna get at least a B for my 2.4km next year. then that ~~stupid~~ item wont pull my whole thing down and cause me NOT to be able to get a gold. rah rah rah. i cant run for nuts! or beans! hahah. okay that was damn lame.

anyway. we WALKED our asses off. it was seriously retarded i tell you. hahaha. then we reached wheelock and decided NOT to walk anymore cos we were so damn tired.

YOUR WORD IS A LIGHT UNTO MY PATH!

haha okay that was random. but i love this song! :D running after you, by planetshakers. :D

so yeah. back to the update.

then we went to sit at coffee bean. bought vanilla ice blendeds. :D

then we went to ZARA! ahha. fell in love with the clothes there. ah. I WANT THAT SKIRT! ooh and did i mention. my birthday's coming. xD! haha. just kidding.

alrights.

then anyway. got outta zara. then when we were walking. SAW JOVEL AND LEANNE! haha. they were filming lah! haha. at first i thought it was some UAN thing. but NO! they got appraoched by mtv cos it was this best friends thingy. hahah. and they're best friends! :D haha. asked them something that made them answer ".... me against the music! we just go crazy and dance.." or SOMETHING like that. hahaha. and my and jiyin were laughing like retards. hahaha. they cheat one leh! they actually had to film it a couple of times. haha. you know when i watch. i'd think its like. ON THE SPOT kinda thing. haha. its quite cool actually. (:

OH! i just found out from leanne that they were actually asking about their "best friend moment". haha.

okay anyway. then we went into wheelock. met jonan and darrell there. slacked around. haha. jovel was going all "na na na na!" on joNAn. haha. poor guy.

so yeah. then jonan disappeared! so only darrell was left. hahaha. poor guy number 2.

so we slacked around on the sofas. then we decided to go to borders to look for jiyin's baby. HAHAH. just kidding!

okay so. we went to borders. yin, with darrell's help, chose out some cds for her brother. it was her brother's birthday, see. so yep.

and me and leanne were being spastic and dancing to the tracks on the cd. hahah. funny stuff. pussycat dolls!

then we went to look at paris hilton's book. she's seriously. AH. haha. but yeah no denying she's hot! haha. but she's such a bitch. you could totally see her - in those. scraps of cloth she was wearing. its disgusting i tell you. but i think she can be nice la. haha. and darrell was all "she's a porn star!" it was funny (:

went home after that, with leanne. haha.

oh yah. just a little note. I LOOKED HIDEOUS TODAY! yes i did. haha. i seriously need to go SHOPPPING! :D yes. SHOPPPPINGG. hahaha.

im looking forward to my birthday dinner with my relatives and all. then i can get HONGBAOS and then i can shop. heheheh. OKAY I FEEL MEAN SO I SHALL STOP HERE. :D

so yep. that was about it.

i think the way i blog is very boring. and long winded. HAH. i shall make an attempt to change. hm. but how?

ah wells. next time.

lovesandra.

sneaky sneaky SNEAKKKY.

2005-11-03T15:02:00.000-08:00

if it smells like funk, it must be us.

cooolio song. :D

alrights. i shall now do a quiz i STOLE from felice. thanks babe! hahaha.

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General Stuff
1. First name: sandra

2. Middle name: yu qing [chinese name right?]

3. Last name: chee

4. Nickname(s): none.

5. Screen names: SND.

6. Gender: femme.

7. Age: 12 years 11 months

8. Type of Music: all? haha. except really techno-ish stuffs.

9. Birthdate: 15th november.

10. Birthplace: singapore

11. Zodiac sign: scorpio

12. Current location: singapore

13. Live with: parents, sister, maid, pets. (:

14. Name of current school: singapore chinese girls' school

15. Grade/Year(if in college): sec one/sec two. [its the year end]

16. Graduation date/year: 2008 [from secondary school, that is.]

17. GPA: huh. haha.

18. Height: 1.5 plus.

19. Hair colour: Black

20. Highlights/dyed: nope.

21. Hair length: short.

22. Eye colour: brown.

23. Contacts/glasses: yeps!

24. Freckles: nope!

25. Birthmark(s): got one small one on my calf. (:

26. Scar(s): yeps!

27. Type(s) of clothes you wear: um. tanks, skirts, jeans, shirts?

28. Cologne/Perfume you wear: none.

Family Life
30. Mom's name: oabre.

31. Dad's name: vincent.

33. Closest family member: FROST. :D

34. Family member you could live without: um. sister? haha. but its less boring with her i guess.

35. Last family member you've seen: sister and mother.

36. Oldest: YEYE! [grandpa] haha. 90+, still alive and KICKIN'! :D

37. Youngest: cousin. primary two i think.

38. Family member who lives the farthest away: um. some are in australia. haha.

39. Fondest memory: cant remember any.

40. Memory you miss the most: when we were young and so happy. :D

41. Family member you wish the mafia would kill: none for the moment. (:

Misc.
42. Memory you wish you had: huh?

43. What you did yesterday: lazed around. msn-ed. talked on the phone. pleaded with parents
to let me go out. stayed cooped at home. \:

44. What you did so far today: ate meesoto. :D watched spongebobsquare pants. msn-ed.

45. Last person you talked to on the phone: jovel, charlotte, coeway, jonan. [it was a conference].

46. Last person you talked to online: sandi

47. Last movie you've seen: Into The Blue (:

48. Last song you heard on the radio: forgot.

49. Last CD you played: forgot.

50. Last thing you said out loud: FORGOT. hahaha. as in. i forgot what i said. haha.

51. Last time you showered: yesterday. im gonna shower later, dont worry. haha.

52. Last book you read: love struck.

54. Last time you sang: yesterday.

55. Last time you danced: english talentime. (:

56. Last thing you ate/drank: mee soto.

Believe it or Not
57. Aliens: yep.

58. Angels: yep.

59. Demons: yep.

60. Heaven & Hell: yep.

61. God: yep!

62. Your friends: of course. (:

Friendships
64. Best friend: the six of us. (:

65. Last friend you talked to: charlotte, jovel, coeway, jonan.

66. Funniest: charlotte.

67. Silliest: debbie.

68. Loudest: jovel.

70. Stupidest: (:

71. Sweetest: um. i dont know. haha.

72. Weirdest: (:

73. Best at keeping secrets: haha UH. gotta think about that. (;

74. Most hyper: we're all hyper.

75. Most annoying: (:

76. Friend you miss most: my childhood, kindergarten friends. and sandi and bernice! (:

77. Friend you've known the longest: Qin Er. we've known each other since birth. :D too bad
we're not so close now. ):

78. Friend you haven't known long: dont know.

Word Association
79. Bill Clinton: someone important.

80. Lollipops: ahem*jonan. HAH.

81. Whipped Cream: fatty.

82. Dreams: swirly things.

83. Love: emotions.

84. South Park: vulgarities.

85. Guys: punks.

86. Girls: sleepover parties.

87. Death: demons.

88. Bubble gum: america.

89. Water: health!

90. Ice Cream: ben and jerry's.

91. Oil: ahem*

92. Phone: laughter and lameness.

93. Food: hunger.

94. Kiss: spin the bottle. :D

95. Pretzels: auntie anne's.

96. Britney Spears: rich.

97. School: waking up at six. haha.

98. Floppy: dolphins. HAHA.

99. Shoes: heels.

Have you ever (FYI answer yes or no)
100. Been on a plane: yep.

101. Cried in public: yep.

102. Climbed a tree: nope.

103. Gotten in a physical fight: nope

104. Drank alcohol: yep.

105. Fell asleep in a movie theatre: nope.

106. Driven a car: nope.

107. Been arrested: nope.

108. Broken curfew: i dont have a curfew. haha.

109. Been pulled over when driving: nope.

111. Met a celebrity: yep.

112. Skipped school: yep.

113. Went to a pro sports game: nope.

114. Met the president: nope.

115. Been scared to get shot: nope.

116. Smoke a cigarette: nope.

117. Gotten a cavity: yep.

118. Done any drugs: medicine? (:

119. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch: i've went to shops that sold a&f.

120. Gone skinny-dipping: nope.

Favorites
121. Food: too many! :D

122. Drink: alot alot.

123. TV show: WANG ZI BIAN QING WA! :D

124. Movie: love actually.

125. CD: alot.

126. Song: alot.

127. Color: most colors.

128. Day of the week: tuesdays.

129. Month: november.

130. Number: 21.

132. Favorite Car: alot. :D

133. Cookie: chips more!

134. Toothpaste: darlie.

135. Ice Cream: ben&jerry.

137. Candy bar: alot alot.

138. TV channel: mtv, disney channel, nickelodeon, and most mediacorp ones.

139. Radio station: 98.7! :D

140. Artist/band: alot.

141. Shampoo/conditioner: alot.

143. Website: blogger. :D

144. Sports to play: i like alot of sports but i cant play them. HAH.

145. Sports to watch: tennis?

146. Place: depends on my mood.

147. Vacation spot: so far, new zealand. :D

148. Kind of candle: pretty ones.

149. Color eyes: hazel.
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there. :D my gosh. its 3rd november alreadyyy! ah. so fast, you know. sec two. sounds scary.

ah wells.

okay. shall go off and fight myopia. haha.

loveSND.

2005-11-02T17:48:00.000-08:00

hello hello!

this is gonna be a random update. :D

haha. its so fun talking to jonana and coeway online. haha. JIKOPEK JONAN! bwahahahah.

and oh my goodness. it's so super CUTE! hahaha. he'd prefer her. aw.

haha. so yep. coeway and i are BACKSTREET BOYS-CRAZY. funny stufff.

ah wells. today was really boring for me.

woke up at 12.15. called debbie to ask if we were still going out. then she was like i dont know. haha. so yep. we had a conference.

and the conference was pretty dead lah. so yep. went online after that.

talked about whether we were going out or not. haha. STILL couldnt decide. then debbie and jiyin decided to go out. i said i'd meet them after telling my mum i was gonna go out. and debbie wanted her pepperoni pizza really badly. haha.

and guess what. my mum didnt allow! so said cos i was out yesterday and the day before. i wasnt even OUT yesterday lah. i was at debbie's house. so instead of going out, i had to sort that whole chunk of papers and files and everything out. it was HARD WORK man. haha. my maid was being funny. haha.

and i was online the whole day. was bored out! talked to jonan and coeway online. haha. thanks guys! for un-boring me. haha.

so yeap that was pretty much today. boring huh. and now im reading this book that's narrated by this ultra nerdy guy. haha. i think im beginning to sound nerdy too. (:

ah wells. haha. shall go and have dinner now.

loveSND.

HALLOWEEN! :D

2005-10-31T08:36:00.000-08:00

hello hello. :D

today was quite fun. haha.

okay. so i lazed around infront of the computer rotting my brains away again today, before tuition. so lets skip to the tuition part. :D oh wait! i ate erm. burger king and i had a really bad tummy ache after that. it was disgusting i tell you. haha. but the burger was nice! :D

so okay. went for tuition after that. dressed in ALLLLL black and abit of white here and there. hahaha. then. somehow survived tuition. hahaha. science tuition was quite funny. we had a relief teacher for math today. she was nice. haha. and it was un-usually quiet. heheh.

so yep. dad picked me up after that and i couldnt find any little cauldron thingies. you know those things where you put the candy? haha yeah. called debbie like ten thousand times. haha. sorry babe! (:

then. dad and i left and he didnt even KNOW i was going to debbie's house. haha. then i was like. "im going to debbie's house you know." then he was like "HUH?!"

then he sent me there. left me at the guardhouse. the [indian] guard people were nice. :D ~~i feel mean.~~

okay okay. then debbie's maid, anna, came to pick me up from there. she was really nice and i told her that i thought the estate was really pretty :D haha.

then met debbie&friends at her nice GREEN basement. haha. PRETTY PRETTY! they were in their swimming costumes, legs exposed. HAHAHA. and coeway was trying on skirts and everything; it was quite funny. haha.

then leanne had to go! aw. it was like. 8.30. OH OH OH OH OH! i just remembered. when leanne was bathing, coeway called pizza and was being super funny. it was like. he was putting on different voices and haha. he told the guy he was debbie lim HAHAHAHAH. i mean the delivery woman. so obviously she was confused. haha. ~~i think she got annoyed.~~

then we sent leanne off! walked her to the lamp post there. hugged and bye-ed and then she left. then there were six.

walked back. hung around for a while. didnt feel like treatortrick-ing. so we went to the playground.

wait! stop! halt! just a litle TIDBIT. hehehe. i just discussed this whole thing with jiyin and debbie. staying over at debbie's new house btw. it's a really nice place! :D

so yep. back to updating.

playground. sat on the swings with jovel. hahaha. i was quite scared after a while cos i havent sat swings for pretty long. then we were going HIGH HIGH HIGHH! :D BUT i still love sitting swings! :D

EH WAIT. hahahaha. okay okay okay okay. we split up halfway when walking leanne. cos jiyin and debbie and coeway went to the playground first. then jovel and darrell and i walked leanne till the end. haha. actually no. to the lamp post :D

after that we [jovel darrell me] went to meet debbie jiyin and coeway at the playground. hahaha. THEN we sat on the swings. hehe.

then we assembled at the see saws, without jovel. i think she wanted to continue swinging. cant rmb. \:

ANYWAY. we went back to the house. and there was our delicious pizza waiting for us :D :D :D and drumlets and garlic bread and drinks (: and coeway was making funny faces at the mirror. charlotte can do that eyebrow thing too!

then we were eating and watching meet the barkers on mtv. hahaha. it was quite cool. DEBBIE WANTS TO MARRY TRAVIS BARKER! haha with all his tatoos to study at night when she cant sleep. better than counting sheep! and his mohawk. funny woman. xD

okay then. jovel and coeway and darrell went to play with the dogs. haha. and coeway was calling and calling his dad to ask if he could sleep over, but alas. the MAN wouldnt allow the young one to! sigh. but anyhow. haha.

then er. jovel called HER man and she had to go home ): so it was the same old routine. she changed into debbie's 'i love me' shirt which i think is like so, totally, HOT! hahaha. sorry. had abit of a bimbo moment HAHA

okay okay okay. then she changed right. and we walked her out! and she actually didnt want EVERYONE to come but in the end everyone did come so like yah. haha. then we walked walked walked and talked talked talked. it was quite cool (:

then we hugged and said our goodbyes! we went to the playground again after that. we actually wanted to go to jelita but we didnt have any cash so we decided not to go. haha.

okay okay. hung around for abit at the playground. and asked coeway's dad if he could stay over [again]. hahaha.

okay. what im about to say DID NOT, i repeat, DID NOT happen at the playground. but i cant remember when it happened. SO! yeah. we pestered jonan to come HAH. according to debbie. IT WAS EVERYWHERE. [: hahaha. that trademark smiley.

hahaa. ok back to playground business. we played truth or dare. debbie got it first. and she chose TRUTH! haha. and she gave an answer that went "i dont even know the truth myself!" or SOMETHING like that lah. AH. FINE. she INSISTS, that the answer that she gave was " i dont know." and THAT is the truth. hahahahahaha. okay that required a WHEELCHAIR. get it? cos its LAME. hahahahaha.

okay. lets quit the lameness. then it was darrell's turn. then he chose truth. so we asked him if he liked anyone. and he said he didnt. so yeah. that was that. THEN it came to my turn. then i chose dareee.

PART TWO
this is part two because i broke off from there last night cos debbie and jiyin were tired and wanted to sleep and i was tired too anyway (:

okay. then i chose dare. but i didnt do the dare in the end cos i switched from dare to truth. and they asked if i liked anyone and i said nope. and THAT'S the truth okay. (: i really dont like anyone (:

then it was jiyin's turn! she chose dare. in the end. she escaped without doing anything. haha so that was that.

then it was coeway's turn and he chose dare. and.. yah (:

after that coeway and darrell went home :\ cos coeway couldnt stay over so darrell decided not to stay over as well! haha obviously right. what would a single guy, alone, be doing in a girl's house with three other girls. hahha. DONT THINK DIRTY NOW!

okay. then debbie's mum sent them to raffles mrt. haha. or SOMETHING like that lah. then in the car it was quite funny. hahaha. COMPARISON! :D [haha jiyin you know what im talking about, debbie too (:] HAHA and jonan's contact in darrell's phone is jonana banana. funny people.

so we reached and off they went into the mrt (: and that was the last we saw of them. well, at least for last night. (:

went back to debbie's house and discussed our opinions of.. the guests debbie had over today (: hahaha it was funny :D

then we used the computer to let SANDRA update her blog [haha] and we washed up and everything. then we went back to the room and discussed when would be best for the next thing for the three of us (: as in. when all three of us can make it cos for the next one EVERYONE, i repeat, EVERYONE must be there. all twelve. or is it eleven? ah wells. whatever. haha.

then we went to sleep. jiyin slept on the mattress and i SHARED debbie's bed with her. ooohlala. HAHAHAHHA. nah lah. NOTHING happened. we're straight. :D oooh. love her BED LAH. the bedsheets and all are so pretty ahhaa. and the curtains match HAHA. eeyer. i sound like some bedroom fanatic or something haha. you know those who go up to rubbish chutes and dig up those home furni magazines. not that bad but yah. in the makings. hahaha.

then we were just tossing and turning but i think jiyin slept cos she was really tired. then debbie and i were talking away and laughing and everything. especially the later part. SORRY JIYIN! haha.

then we slept at two. haha. had weird dreams. HAHAHAH. and then i had to go to the toilet. hahaha. so i went up all the way on top and did some business there and came down again. (:

then crawled into bed. HAHA. then apparently i woke debbie up. hahaa. then we talked and everything even more HAH. it was funnayyeee.

then we went back to [try and] sleep. then after a while debbie whispered "can you sleep?" then i whispered back "no" then we started talking and laughing and about our weird dreams. haha and imitating *AHEM* some people HAHAH. it was hilarious i tell you. it was 6.41 by the way.

then we decided to go for a morning walk :D jiyin didnt come cos she was really tired and we let her sleep summore, cos we didnt really "allow" her to sleep through the night cos we were making alotta noise. haha. SORRY BABE!

morning walk was funny too! haha today and yesterday was just very funny lah. walked walked walked. the swimming pool's really pretty too (: MUST SWIM NEXT TIME! hahaa. then we made the "slideshow" thing we were so hyper and loud and retarded, jumping around in our pajamas HAHA i swear the whole estate could hear us. haha.

walked back to debbie's house and ate bread. and continued in the making of our slideshow. hahaha.

ate this blackcurrant thing and bread and juice. it was quite nice. haha. LOVE HER DOGGGSSSS. :D both of them!

so yep that's pretty much it. then came up here and started blogging. (:

hahahahaha. debbie's blowing her nose! i think my nose needs to be blown too hahhahahahha. i think we're both sick. as in medically sick.

okay okay. in a nutshell. yesterday was FUN! haha.

so that's it for this update! haha.

loveSND.

wish you were still holding me.

2005-10-30T22:03:00.000-08:00

but if you see me walking by,
with tears in my eyes,
look away, baby, look away.
dont look at me, i dont want you to see me this way.

AW MAN! i love that song. its so sweeett! (:

haha. no YE today. and im not going for family service. my family doesnt even go to church anyway. what family service do I attend? so yeah. staying at home, rotting away in front of the computer. hhaha. believe it or not. i've been infront of the computer since morning. and its 15:42 now. i think i'll go do something more productive after this update. :D

aw man. i miss 1GR already! and the six of us. haha. just for your information, people. that is NOT our erm. clique name. hahaha. its just a way to address ourselves. haha. it's so retarded. we were actually named untitled once. hahahaa. SI BEI LAME. its so.. primary 4/5! xD

PART TWO
haha. sorry people. cos my dad wanted to use the computer. so like i went to swim. :D haha. didnt have time to TAN. hahaa. and if i just sat there and tried to get blacker. i'll look like a complete idiot. cos i didnt have a book or anything. hahahaa. so yep. and i was ALONE. haha. oh wells.

so yep. hung around the pool for half an hour. then went upstairs and "ordered" a cup of milo hehehehe. hopefully i'll look fresher tmr! :D haha. after exercising :D haha. and i have concluded that i have NO stamina. hahaha. NONE. so yeah. GOTTA BUILD MY STAMINA UP :D

then i think i went back to the computer. haha. then went to make habbo accounts with jiyin. HAHAH. ollie-er! chicked.up! HAHAHH. it was so funny.

okay so that was today. didnt go for church hehe. :D feel kinda bad though.

alrights. anyway. thats it i think (:

aw. im on a con call noww and debbie just said that she was scared for next year. sigh. it's gotten me into a thinking mood. (:

alrights. shall go off now. :D

lovesandra.

2005-10-29T14:44:00.000-07:00

i cant believe it.

ONE GRACE '05 IS GONE.

its so unbelievable, isnt it. we're been through one year together. through our teachers' scoldings, late worksheets, ponning class gym, lectures from our class reps and so much more.

its been such a fabulous year, and its passed in the blink of an eye. can you imagine? the tsunami happened nearly a YEAR ago. a YEAR. it all seems pretty recent huh.

and we didnt even get to take a class photo yesterday. we didnt even say our last goodbye to lao shi.

its so sad, isnt it. \: ah wells. i just know im gonna miss this year. ALOT. and i wanna declare this.

I LOVE ONEGRACE AND WILL LOVE ONEGRACE FOR EVER AND EVER. THANKS FOR MAKING IT SUCH AN UNFORGETTABLE YEAR FOR ME. LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH! <3

(:

2005-10-24T21:20:00.000-07:00

ugh.

its so annoying.

why cant my family be like others? i know there are families worse off than mine, but its just hard not to complain. maybe im being too spoilt. maybe im being too demanding. maybe im being too selfish. maybe i just cant find a bright side to look on now. maybe its just screwed up.

my dad's super, unbelievably NAGGY and scrooge-ish. my mum's just. i dont know. my sister lives to make things hard for me. you call that a family? i dont think so.

alright. so the situation is that. i wanna join UAN really, really really badly. charlotte and jovel have joined already. everything's FINE, PERFECT, SPLENDID, AWESOME, with the exception of the $688 registration fee. which is preventing me from joining UAN, which i really wanna join REALLY REALLLY REALLY REALLY REALLY badly. when i told my mum and my sister, my sister straight away JUMPED infront of me and started demoralizing me already, like she always does, saying "you really think you can act? you cant even LIE properly. stop having false hopes blahblahblah" and my mum was just. agreeing with my sister. i mean like. WHAT THE HELL. i've always had interest in acting, just i didnt really show it.

it just sucks when your own bloodmates put you down like that, you know. it just SUCKS.

probably im overreacting. whatever. right now. i just know that i really REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLLYYY wanna join UAN. i'll even pay the whole damn thing myself. i wanna be in it THAT much. i dont think i've ever wanted to be part of something so badly before. nope. NEVER. and now. my own family's stopping me from doing what i really really want to do. fantastic right? NOT.

2005-10-18T19:54:00.000-07:00

got back the rest of the subjects today.

not good. anyway. here are the results from best to worst.

math- 87.0
lit- 78.8
science- 70.1
english- 63.0
geography- 58.1
chinese- 50.3
history- 48.7

dont even know why im posting my results here. aiyah. just to keep records i guess, the marks cant stay written on my hand forever.

not feeling that great today. {add}DELETED.{/add}

hm. that was before dinner, arnd.. 8.15? haha. now its 22:18. and im feeling better, somehow. (: ah wells! it must be the dinner. (: ANYWAYS. shall update about today then move on to completing my sister's template. :D

okay. went to school.. ummmmmmm.

{add}HEY. hm. updated this pretty long ago. toe days to be exact. just that i saved it as a draft instead of posting it cos it wasnt complete. (: shall comtinue on a new post.{/add}

2005-10-17T21:50:00.000-07:00

argh. my dad is such a. !@#$%^&* its so ANNOYING.

anyway. i'll just reply the tags quickly. its just three anyway.

ah. you know what. i'll just reply it on the tagboard itself. hang on.

there.

alrights. shall update about today first.

got back our history, english, math and lit today. two were pretty much alright, and the other two were rather disappointing. \:

oh wells. anyway. yah. got back history first, in the LT. it was ms tan, GR, PE and SY. and yah. she said that this test was not well done throughout the whole level. thats abit of a consolation, i guess. but i still doesnt help that i ~~failed~~. sigh. history's just not my thang. borderline fail lah. haah. but like they say. A MISS IS AS GOOD AS A MILE. haha. quite true lah huh. anyway yah. was SEARCHING for possible EXTRA marks just to make THAT passs. MISSED BY ONE MARK LAH. hahaha. oh wells. in our little crowd, charlotte did best for history. ~~but its kinda sad, cos its a fifty-something~~. and its like the HIGHEST?! sigh. but GOOD FOR YOU CHARLOTTE! :D

haha. yep yep. then. went back to class. had a short break. then waited for mr teo to come. then SURPRISINGLY. mrs elaine tan came in! then you could hear like. "huh huh huh? why her?" haha. it was pretty amusing. anyway then yah. she just went ahead and went through the paper with us. and like. i dont know why so many people dont like her. she's nice! haha. so yep. went through the paper. and then she was like "do you know why people like to read certain blogs? because they blog in a narrative style, not recount style." SO. from today. i shall try to blog in a NARRATIVE style! hehehe. yes yes yes. :D

so yep. i did 'flight', btw. got like. 27.5/40 or sth like that, for paper one. then for paper 2. i got ermmm. what at. 23/40. yah. quite lousy. \: counting oral, i got 63%. exactly the same as vel! haha. rather disppointing though. \: oh welllls. whats done cannot be undone. haha. chaojisuperlame.

alrights. then mrs neoh was like hollering for i dont know WHAT reason. it was pretty weird. haha. like she was yelling at us about these few ~~nerdy~~ girls who exchanged books on a school trip to england for lit or english or SOMETHING. then. they read it on the plane. and she was saying something to the effect of like. following their example. haha. like wth? i dont wanna READ some stupid thick book on the plane. i wanna TALK and play nintendo! hahaha. and watch movies :D they have like. the best movies man. hahaha. well not really. depends on when you go abroad. haha. yes yes. (:

so yep. and while she was hollering all that. sarah was like. "hey, is she pregnant?" :D haha. cos she was like. crossing her arms. then by doing that. she like. pushes in the shirt right. then could see her tummy. hahaha. then we were like oh yah! hahaha. so cool eh. (:

anyway yah. then she kept interrupting mrs tan and mr teo. haha. it was pretty weird lah. like, she was just standing there with her baggy red top. hahaha.

yep yep. that was english. and mr teo's damn funny. hahaha. he WINKED at vel lah. so CUTE. ahhahahahaha. then he was saying "aiyah sandra, i give jovel to you lah" then i was like "aiyah no lah, i cannot accept this gift" hahaa. it was damn FUNNY. hahah.

so yes. that was english. hahahha.

then we had recess. vel and i bought meeeeepok. haha. and we were complaining that charlotte got higher than us. hahahaha. pok lah. hahaha. kidding. im happy for that dear bestie of mine! :D haha. yes yes. then we were like. laughing during recess, while we were lining up for meepok. oh yah. leanne and jiyin got ~~bloody~~ A's for their english lah! quite unexpected. but yah. HURRAY FOR ALL OF THEM :D

so yes. didnt really eat much of my meepok. just ate the 'rou' and a few strands of noodles. haha. didnt really have the appetite, see.

went back to class after that. then after hanging arnd for a while. went up to the LT for math and lit.

then it was SO annoying ok. cos the teacher who was going through the paper. she was like "GR girls, we're waiting for YOU to settle down" and it wasnt only GR girls ok. CO also! sheeeeeeesh. hahaha. but yah. CO's a really cute class with really cute people in it, so its ok lah. hahaha. yes. sat according to reg. no. then lailing sat infront of jovel. haha. it was pretty fun! hahaha. lailing's got hair as black as POCAHONTAS'! :D haha pretty pretty girlie! (:

so yep yep. i wanted to get higher for math. \: but i guess its good enough lahh. 87%. so yep. its an A1, BAYBEH. hhahaha. urgh i sound like those proudies. anyway yah. hahaha. im aye okaye with the mark lah. haha.

then we got back our lit. got 76.3%. quite okay too, i guess. haha. people were like surprised at what i got! hahaa. cos i think. majority of people sitting arnd me got like. 60-70 like that. hahah. so yahhh. i dont know. and lit's not like. one of my usual better subjects or anything. haha.

that was abt it lah. then we went back to class and went HOMEE. waited quite abit for my mum. haha. then went to talk to the netballers! hhahah. they're really nice people! haha. damn cute and funny too! (: haha. and valerie from PR said i looked like a doll! haha so funny. then i was like "nawwwww!" hahaha. it was pretty retarded. (:

so yeps. then went home. and then i went for tuition. was late like, 20minutes? haha. cos when i went home i dozed offfff. hahaha. yes yes. (: had a relief teacher for science today. she didnt even teach anything lah. just wrote the answers on the board to let us copy. haha. it was pretty. erbs. haha. but yah. (: it was SLACKEROOOOO. haha.

so yep that's pretty much today. (: back to AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL NOW. :D

loveSANDRA.

I'T'S A HOLIDAY. :D

2005-10-16T20:12:00.000-07:00

and the bass keeps runnin runnin, and runnin runnin, and runnin runnin, and runnin runnin, and runnin runnin, and runnin runnin, and runnin runnin AND!

hahaha. NO CTRL + V used. :D the word 'runnin' looks weird now. so many! haha.

ah wells. anyway. sorry! havent been updating the past few days. four days i think. haha. i shall check my tagboard history and reply tags first. :D

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T3CH
hi. hahaha. and yah lah yah lah, mr perfect-spelling SENG CHIY. hahaha.

COEWAY
haha WADDUP COEWAY. yes yes. WAN ZI BIAN QING WAH IS COOL AND CUTE. hahaha. hilaryduff-lookalike! :D haha. and yes, i know who SEE OH EE is. lol. thanks for the complient (: and here you go. an UPDATE. (:

DEBBIE
haha yeah. that was pretty funny. you should have come! haha. and yes yes. that day you were HIGHY. hahaha. and yeah. you looked COOOOLIO. but i edited the hair abit. like i made it messier. hahaha. anyhow. yah. haha.

JIYIN
hello! haha. no more nice hair lah. \: hahaha. and yes. there was more than walking out right. (: and yes. a heart got broken. haha. [dont worry people, i will update about that later, although you would probably have seen it on jiyin's/jovel's blog]

JOVEL
haha thanks for the compliment DUDETTTTE. hahaha. i was really bored. hahaha. and when im bored, my poor pencil's in for alotta work. (: and yah lah. updating lah. hahaha.

JONAN
hi jonan! hahah. glad you're feeling better now. (:

LAILING
helllllooo. hahaha. thanks for the compliment, my GMTA FRIEND! haha. it was just doooodles. (: i love dooodling. hahaha.

CHUN
hello! haha. im not miss teenagesupermodel, for the thousandth time. hahaha. and HM i wonder who coeway's in love with! hahaha.

ANONYMOUS
ahaha. you sound like someone. but im not sure if its you. hahaha. ah wells.
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there! finally. hahaha. and while i was replying those tags. charlotte asked not once, but TWO times whether i was done. hahaha. ONLY THE BEGINNING, DUDETTE. i take snail years to update. hahaha.

okay, so i stopped at wednesdayyy. hm. i still have stuff about wednesday to update about! :D so here goes.

WEDNESDAY [the second part]
HM. so. while we [jovel, jiyin & i] were walking, we decided to go look for a cafe or sth to sit down and talk. hahaha. so yeap. spent a whole lotta time looking for a suitable cafe. after going round and round the place a couple o' times, we finally settled for sushi tei. hahaha. yeap.

had to walk through SMOKE-ZONE, and we were like. 'coughing' loudly. hahaha. funny stuff. and guess what. it was ALL FOR NOTHING, because we found that we walked the wrong way. HAHAHAH. damn stupid. so yep. we had to walk all the way back there. my feet were DYING lah! haha. hate hate hate walking/running/anything else to do with that. hahah. cant stand it! haha. so yep. reached sushi tei.

then. settled down, and ordered. hahaha. talked about some stuff. it was pretty fun! haha. took some damn retarded pictures tooo. hahaha. AHLIANNNXXXX. hahahaha. funny stuff. and we murdered nemo-wannabes. i feel bad right now. SIGH. anyway yah. what's been eaten has been eaten. hahaha. lame stuff. anyway. yah. recommended salmon belly soup to vel & yin. and they liked it! haha yayyy. cos my mum always orders it when we go to sushi tei. so yep. wanted to eat it. :D it was delicious i tell you. hahaha.

then we ordered ice cream. hahaha. damn funny. then i spat out my strawberry/ice cream thing. cos it was too big. haha. then they were like 'EEEW'. hahaha. it was funny.

yep. that was pretty much it i think. haha. jovel went home via mrt i think. yin & i went home via taxi. haha. and i was saying i wanted a MERCEDES cab to pick me up. and jiyin was sayin she wanted a BLUE CAB. and guess what. we got exactly what we wanted. ISNT THAT COOL OR WHAT?! hahaha. i think its SUPER cool. haha.

so yep. got home. then i cannot remember what happened. haha. so yah. (:

OH YAH. then. i went online. then joan jointconvo-ed charlotte vel and i. decided to go out the next day for lunch. :D hahaha. after deciding WHERE to meet after much discussion, we decided on far east. :D and joan was to pick jovel up from the orcahrd mrt cos jovel doesnt know how to get to far east from there. haha. so yep. (: we were to meet at 12, at far east.

THURSDAY
hm. i've decided not to update about thursday after all. after typing one whole fat chunk out. haha. ask me if you wanna know why. (:

basically we just had lunch lah.

alrights.

FRIDAY
had piano.

basically slacked my head off at home the whole day in front of the computer. then went off arnd 5.20 for piano. really didnt feel like going. sigh. but went anyway. ahahha. then. played my pieces. and sheesh. now i know why i dont like going for piano. because everytime i go. im reminded of my failure, when i play my pieces. and everytime i go back to that place. there's just so many faults my teacher points out. and it just seems like i cant do it, like she doesnt even think i can. it makes me feel demoralized and.. i dont know. ~~i think i've lost interest.~~

anyway yah. tried not to care too much. but i still love my teacher lah. she's a nice lady. hahaha. i sound lesbian. i love her as a teacher. hahaha. one of the nicest teachers i've come acorss in my life. hahaha. from k2-sec 1. hahaha.

so yep. thats it. my mum came on time for ONCE. ahhaha. yep.

went home. cant remember. prolly went online.

SATURDAY
had chinese tuition and worship practice.

tuition was. i woke late again. hahaha. and yah. went through the paper. got alotta mistakes. ah. now i know i've flunked ONE subject already. ):

oh wells. i was pretty annoying during tuition. hahaha. yes. I WAS ANNNOYING. haha. and its the last tuition of the year until the last two weeks of december. sigh. i feel so bad towards my lao shi. and it doenst help that she's so damn nice. wait. actually, it does. and it doesnt. HAHAH. aiyah. im contradicting myself.

so yah. then had church prac at 7.30. went abit early. then waited at vending machine for aunty karfoon for the key to open the place up. then went to practice. and rachel and gerald came soon after. tim couldnt make it cos he had a wedding to atttend. oh wells. haha. and when aunty kar foon prayed. i really felt.. wow. haha. like God was right there, you know? it was pretty.. undescribable. hahaha. is there such a word. or is it indescribable. haha AIYAH. dont know lah. hahah. but you get what i mean. (:

yep. i think its so cool. haha. like. He's the creator of the whole entire UNIVERSE. but He knows everyone of us by name, whats gonna happen in our lifes and what we think and do and all that. isnt it fabulous. (: I LOVE MY GOD. :D

so yah. love my church. hahahah.

that was about it. practice passed pretty quickly, for two hours. hhaha. it was fun (:

SUNDAY [today]
went to church at 12.30-ish. was supposed to be there at 1215. cos my sis thought it was at 1230. so she didnt hurry. OH! and i watched abit of wushu warriors today. hahaha. its was pretty funny. and my sister and i think that shao min looks like felicia chin! haha. quite pretty. (:

so yep. after watching wushu warriors and eating half a bowl of chicken-flavoured maggi mee. left the house for church. heheh. practiced again. it sounded worse than how i played at home. maybe it was the nerves. \: oh wells. haha. thats how i am i guess. and the keyboard isnt as long as the piano. so yah. haha. the middle C and everything is different. haha. yep. but i like keyboard. haha. its so. SPRINGY! haha. yes yes.

ale didnt come! ):

anyway. practice passed pretty quick this time too. hahaha. then the people started coming in. played the first song. it was pretty okay. then. i started deterioating. haha. but i dont think alotta people heard me. cos the other instruments were pretty loud. hahaha. yeah. i couldnt really hear myself. but yah. its was alright. haha.

then the last song. i kinda messed it up. like, i wasnt really playing that much. cos yah. haha. but yeahhh. the timing and all that was quite confusing for me.

but yah it was a good experience lah. haha.

aunty doris shared today, about obedience and respect. it was pretty good. haha.

then. went with felice to the coffeeshop ~~with an umbrella we just picked up from the floor~~. haha. cassandra said it was alright though. hahaha. yep.

bought some snacks. hahaha. thanks felice! im broke. ): but ohwells. next week i'll pay. hahaha.

yep. then went back and helped out with sunday school. i played too. and i was only informed today, so i pretty much messed up. sigh. its like. when i practice its ok. but when it comes to the real thing, i just mess things up like that. sigh. but yah. i guess its my nerves. \:

so yah. that was about it. then they played TABOOOO. hahaa. it was pretty cute.

yep. then went out. and the people were dancing. haha. they had a choreographer! she's pretty cool. hahaa.

omg. i've spent arnd two hours. just updating. AH. this is crazy.

so yah. then waited arnd. and 'shooted' tissue into the toiletbowl. HAHAHAH. yah. it was fun.

soyep. melissa sent us home. haha. and she kept insisting that the girl from pussycat dolls is called melissa. HAHAH. damn funny.

anyway. yah. then i came home and ate dinner and came onto the computer and updated this. haha yep.

thats all.

i wanna go off now. im tired. and whooopeee. how fun. im getting my test papers back tomorrow. i REALLY cant wait, man.

alrights. hahaha. shall end this post here.

sandra.

everybody when my work is done now, i get that PARTY ON. :D

2005-10-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

i know we're gonna have a real good time!

STEPS! :D

you know. this song so decribes how im feeling now.

haah dammit the scanner's not working; cant scan my neoprints in! but i shall no let that dampen my spirits, because..

THE EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!

omg. i cannot describe the RELIEF that has come over me. NO MORE EOYs! NO MORE NAGGING! NO MORE BRANDS ESSENCE! NO MORE MUGGING! NO MORE BARGAINING FOR TIME ON MSN!

arent you happy for me? :D and for the rest of the sec one-ers in scgs?! hahaha. and mgs too, if im not wrong. haha. HOLD ON, ACSI-ers, BECUASE YOU'LLL BE FREEEEE AFTER TMRRR! :D

yes yes yes. :D im so so so so so so happy. :D

bwahahahha. hyper hyper HYPER!

hhehehe. and i like the way felice and alethea blog. hehehe. funnny and innovative! :D

alrights. shall update about todayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

showed them my new hair. hahaha. didnt like it! oh wells. cut already lah so i shall just GET OVER IT! and try to style it abit to make it loook better. :D

then had chinese exam. it was pretty hard, but i dont give two farts! because the EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! :D hahahaahaa. so yep. but i'll prolly care when i get the paper back anyway. SO MIGHT AS WELL BE CAREFREE NOWWWW. haha ~~i sound like im advertising for THAT brand.~~ im not okay! hahaha.

so yep. went to KAP after the paper. haahaa. all six of us this timeeeee. :D

~~a heart got broken.~~

sigh. dont worry abt it thought, GIRL. :D he'll be a'ight after a while. (:

alrights! it was pretty retarded. saw chinese high guy again. hahha. didnt say hi though. hahaha. because i dont have my 'nice' hair anymoree! hahahaha. oh wells.

so yep yep yep. that was abt it. hahah and we weree running all over the place.

then went to cineleisure. i swear there were 1989667458 SC girls there. haha FINE maybe only 12 like that. hahahahah. but STILL. its quite alot kay. hahah. there were quite a number of MG girls too!

went shopping arnd. haha. jovel bought a RED PAIR OF NO-DEGREE GLASSES. quite funky. haha. oh and we went neoprinting too. they went to take without US! so we went to take without them too. BWAHHAHA. so yep. too bad i cant scan them in cos my scanner's screwed, like what i said up there. (:

so yep. went to watch CORPSE BRIDE after much discussion. hahaha. and we saw a pretty goth! cool cool. haha. so yep.

I LIKED CORPSE BRIDE. and jovel did too. bu the rest thought it was stupid and blahblahblah. hahaha. it was so SWEEEEEET. :D ~~i cried~~. (:

but nah. its not that good lah. BUT its still pretty good! haha. i love movies too much to hate any. haha.

so yepppppppp. that was abt it. didnt get to do our DDR after all. haha. GO FIGURE WHAT THAT IS. :D dont wanna say it cos it sounds very ahlian. yep yep.

then went to taka cos leanne wanted to return her long-overdue book. jovel jiyin and i left halfway cos we were kinda tired of walking all over the place. hahahha. so yep we walked each other out.

so yep. that was pretty much today in a nutshell. (:

ah wells. how i LOVE the feeling of after exams. :D

shalalala. (:

2005-10-11T22:49:00.000-07:00

windmill windmill for the land!

hahaha. its FEEL GOOD INC.- GORRILAZZZZ. :D i only like that song and 'DARE'. the rest are.. no offence, but HORRENDOUS. hahaha. it's like chanting! hhah. weirded. i shouldve bought the MCR album that time! ah damn. haha. oh wells.

haha. anywayyyy. today we had erm. english & math! haha. alotta people didnt finish ppr 1. i finished it in like. the last THIRTY seconds! lucky lucky :D

overall it was quite alright. i liked the passage! haha. i sound like an ULTRA-NERD but yah. haha. the passage was cool! i like the passages they give for english compres. i just dont like answering the questions. haha.

oh yah. today during the english paper. finished early, so i was just looking around. and GUESS WHAT I SAW? DEBBIE! hahaha. and so this came about:

haha. you can click the image to view it full size btw. and dont worry fellas, im not les. hahaha. its just that i was bored and i liked to dooodle. :D haha. so yep. read debbie's comments on it HERE [yes its a link!]

haha. so yep. the body's too long though. haha. ALWAYS SPACE TO IMPROVE YA? xD damn i feel lame. hahaha.

alrights. so tomorrow's LAST PAPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! whoopeedoodles. :D arent you excited?! cos i know I AM. :D cant wait. :D

yayyy. going out tmr with my LOVVEEEDDDD ones! :D haahha. yes yes. movies, neoprints and shopping. what more could a girl want?

haha. oh yah. cut my hair today too. ~~and i kinda look like a lesbian ahlian~~ HAHAHA. actually i dont think its THAT bad lah. but yep. i prefer my old look. hahaha.

so yep. just a couple o' last words for this post:
GO DO THAT DAMNED CHINESE PAPER TOMORROW AND DO IT WELL. ITS THE LAST PAPER OF THE YEAR!

haha. so super lame. :D hahah. but yep. go in there, do your THANG. hahah. then you can be FREEEE!! :D

haha alrights. shall go off now and do my chinese lian-xis. (:

loveSANDRA

MAKING LOVE OUT OF NOTHING AT ALL.

2005-10-10T15:10:00.000-07:00

making love outta nothing at all.

B-E-A-U-tiful songg! :D hahaha. not as sick as it looks LAH. never judge a book by its cover. hahaha.

WHOOPEEEDOOOO. the exams that require MEMORIZING and all that studying are finally OVER! hahaha. just thinking about it makes my insides go into a frenzy. :D

haha. but dont get your fishnets in a twist; because the exams are not completely over yet. before we know and/or realize it, we'll be one level higher. SEC TWO HERE WE COMEEE. hahaha. nah lah. stil a couple o' good old months :D i really really really really really loved this year. its been so absolutely WONDERFUL, hasnt it! hahaha. im gonna miss it soo much. (:

oh man. there're so many precious memories i dont wanna let go of. hahaha. malacca, chinese talentime, the troublemaking, the making of six of us [we dont have an official name haha], the confession, joining YE and everything else. ooh. just thinking of it makes me go all hugglywuggly inside. :D

hahaha. you know what. i forgot what i was gonna blog about. hahahah. ah wells.

oh and i love my churchhh! haha. such sweeeet people. :D haha. had diarrhea yesterday though. haha. i think it was the lemon tea. but it was pretty fun. haha. and worship was really goood. :D

im really scared and sad. scared because. i dont know; i feel my faith's not strong enough. im scared i'll drift away. i'm scared i'll be broken off from christianity. it so scary you know. im sad because some of my best friends are not saved yet, and i dont know if they'll ever be. im scared i wont see them go to heaven, but hell instead on judging day. im scared i'll lose them.

ahhh. its so so so so so SCARYY!

haha. maybe im thinking too much.

ah wells. haha. sigh. tuition in 37 minutes. dont really feel like being a mathematician/scientist for the moment. haha. i wanna stay here with my beloved COMPUTERRRRRR. :D

haha. yes yes. and my sister's MAKING her prom dress. haha. as in. not literally MAKING IT HERSELF of course, she sent it to some tailor. hahah. i wonder what the fashion'll be like when it comes to my turn for prom! its so EXCITING!

hm. sec four. it sounds so big and intimidating. hahaha. i cant wait, but at the same time i can. haha. i dont wanna grow old. like PETER PANNNN. :D

haha. oh yah. went to KAP today. it was SUPER FUN! hhahaha. all of us except debbie went. CHEER UP ALRIGHT DARLING. (:

haha. sth really funny and surprising happened. hahah. but i shant put it here. otherwise like so weird. hahahah. it was a DARE lah. aha. THEY know what im talking about. :D

y'know. this sounds really stupid. haha. but ~~today was the first time i went to kap with my FRIENDS.~~ hahaha. stupid i know! stupid i know! hhahah. but NVM. there's always a first. :D

yep yep. and be prepared, because WE'LL BE BACK.
hahaha. yes yes. :D

ooh. i forgot. today we had science test. hahaha. had a BLAST with lailing my darling spastic last night. (: hahaha. THE ART OF TESTING FOR STARCH! :D ooh. and we found out that we're like. really. almost telepathic. haha. it's freaky.

anyway. the paper was okay lah. and you know. mr jeow saw my answer for the antibiotics one. AND HE LAUGHED. wahpiang! hahaha. but i knew it was wrong anw. haha quite funny.

ooh and we concluded some stuff about the upper primary school-ers this year. :D and that's all im saying. (:

alrights. shall go off now. pack my bag for TUITION! :D

collide.

2005-10-09T12:03:00.000-07:00

yoyoyo. (:

haha. im not supposed t be here. but i shall just reply the tags anyway. xD

JONAN
hey hey! haha. actually jovel doesnt have that many lah. haha. it's just faun to poke fun at her. (:

JOVEL
who you calling EEDIOT! haha. and yeps. im glad you have finally come to see from MY point of view, you hipppo. haha.

CHUN
haha. chun, you might just be RIGHT. haha. pms! you cant control it. bwahahah. not that i would know anyway.

T3CH
whacha bleagh-ing about? haha. ah wells. and i dont have that cheena song thing.

JIYIN
HEY JIYIN. you're the one! :D

DEBBIE
hello my dearest egoistic debbo. hahaha. kidding lah. and yes yes. i shall TRY OUT YOUR RECOMMENDATION when my cleaner finishes. hehe. and the problem is. even though my fringe covers. it causes more pimples by 'covering'. haha. alrights. but thanks anyway. love ya too! (:

yayy. replied all the tags already! ehehhe.

oh yah. sad news [for me]. got back my piano results on friday and.. i failed very badly. yep. like what i expected. ~~or maybe even worse~~. SIGH. was really sad at first, even though i knew it was coming. but i wanna thank God anyway, because if i passed this one with a borderline pass. i would have just thought 'at least i passed' and continue slacking. with this failure, i've been jolted awake and i'll work hard for a DISTINCTION when i take the exam in june again! haha. yeps. and thanks all of you who wished me good luck and insisted that i would pass. haha. it was really sweet of all o' you. <3 y'all SO MUCH! :D

haha k. i shall go and bathe now. and i missed coeway's WHIZZES OF THE VOID DECK! haha. and i woke up in time JUST to miss wushu warriors, jovel's current like. favourite show HAHA. oh weeelllloooos.

oh haha. and last night. when i was talking t charlotte on the phone while studying science. it was retarded. and she thinks that i have potential to be an AHLIAN. bwahahahah. funny funny.

yeps. oh and yesterday, thanks FELICE for helping me come out of my bummed out thing. hahaha. yepyep. love yah!

alrights. shall go off NOW NOW NOW. haha. k. byeee!

loveSANDRA.

geog paper.

2005-10-06T21:14:00.000-07:00

hey hey!

hhehe. today was geog & chinese listening. quite okay overall, but i wont say it's a guaranteed pass. hahaha.

borrowed a calculator from lien. THANKS LOTS! :D haha.

kay. shall reply tags. (:

COEWAY
hey! hahaha. nah, dont think your skin is worse than mine. at least you dont have a huggeeee red ZIT on your cheek! hahaha. sigh. and nah. i dont think you're gay/metro. haha. but even if i DO [which i dont], being metro is COOL. means that you care how you look. (:

JOVEL
hha. nvr bully you lah. and you DO pon alot. haha. but yep. i know this time is REAL. haha. and yah. no one said you were the stupid giraffe. hahahah. REMEMBER. (: and it's NOT a button. leanne asked her brother. cos her brother did it in sec one too. and his teacher told the class that it WAS a child. hehe. so yep. NOT a button. hahaha.

GLORY OF THE SNOW
haha hey! thanks for the advice! haha. i'll try it out. think it shld work too. haha. nice to know i've got nice people like that reading my blog. (:

haha. alrights. there you go for tag-replying! haha.

hm. was abit annoyed today, somehow. hahaha.

alrights. nothing really to blog about. so i shall leave now. heheh.

ooh. and the THING is really. screwed. and it's so confusing. haha. AND IM NOT PUTTING STRESS ON MYSELF, jovel and leanne. it's just. i dont like it when people are looking forward to something, know it's SCREWED and just not do anything about it, waiting for others to clear it up. SOMEONE has to do the planning, otherwise it's going NOWHERE. and the worse thing is. people are looking forward to it.

haha. alrights. that's all! (:

quick one. (:

2005-10-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

hello.

just a short update for y'all. xD

alrights. had history & chinese paper one [zuo wen + ying yong wen] today.

it was quite ok la. haha. zuo wen was horrendous i think. haha. oh wells. good to know that we can forget history for the rest of this year! hehehe.

ah wells. waiting for my pizza hut to come. oh yah. speaking of 'come'. jovel didnt come today! cos her fever's really bad or sth like that. ahha. and kelleynne doesnt believe! haha. tsk tsk tsk. but cant blame her lah. jovel pon so many times. hahaha.

alrights. i REALLY cant wait for exams to be over. ~~or maybe not~~. SIGH.

i really really hate my complexion. it's even worse than jovel's. like argh. i really cant stand it. i dont even KNOW what's causing it to be like that. rah. maybe it's my diet. maybe it's the wrong brand of cleanser im using. erks. and im gonna get fat. you might THINK this is ridiculous but NO. it's not. im like. eating so much nowadays and yesterday i just finished a packet of raisin chocolates like THAT. ah. i dont wanna be a fat, acne-bearing loser. sorry if i sound mean, but YAH. i really dont wanna be like that. ahhh. I NEED THAT PERFECT CLEANSER. haha. you know that day. i was in the car with my mum. then i was like. 'i wanna create a mask, where you wear it, then. when you take it off. all your pimples are taken off too.' haha. then she was like 'yah. go and do it la! haha. then you'll be RICH!' haha. quite a good idea eh. (:

{add} oh yah. sorry if you're a guy. haahha. and you had to read that complexion thinggg. hahaha. unless you're ~~gay~~ flamboyant. yes yes. haha. or metrosexual. hehe. {/add}

haha. alrights. i shall stop the update here.

wish me luck for geography tmr!

love sandra.

history.

2005-10-05T20:31:00.000-07:00

{add} FIRST OF ALL, i wanna wish EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU [yes you! :D] good luck for the EOYs! dont keep overly-late nights, you dont wanna look and feel like a panda the next day for the exam. (: {/add}

AHHHHHHHHHH.

history is tomorrow. and im only at SCIENCE & THE ARTS. ahhhhh. i shld be studying. but my brain is EXPLODING! and all the pink, squishy bits are flying all over the place! haha. not literally, of course. haha. but im almost at that level. ~~or maybe not.~~

haha. anyway. since my tagboard is 3/4 filled with tags i have not replied, i shall reply them now and take my tortured BRAIN off ~~horrible~~ history for a while.

LAILING
heya! heheh. i also dont know where the oh my gautama came from. haha. it just appeared in my BRAIN! haha. quite corny lah. anyway. thanks for tagging you CLEVER LITTLE LADY. :D

JOVEL
ahhaha. yah lah. wisdom words from jovel. HM. haha. and anyway. just to make you feel less stressed up and happier, i feel that your blog has the potential to be FAMOUS! haha. it's a really intersting blog, your POVs and all. haha. KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK. haha. i sound like a lame editor of some corny magazine. hehe. oh wells. kay. LOVES!

DEBBIE
haaha. WHO is the STUPID GIRAFFFE, i wonder. hahaha. ah wells. no matter how MORONICCCC you are. you are still my dearest little poopoo buddy. hehehe. just some SWEETNESS for relieving of stress from the EOYs. (:

COEWAY
hello! hehe. i was just kidding, to clarify things. hahaha. jovel's not even near overweight. hahaha. ah wells. thanks for the compliment! :D

CHUN
haha hey chun. hm. actually. you know, one million dollars isnt THAT much. hahaha. come to think of it. (: but i'll donate some to charity. :D and to those uncles down at the orchard mrt. hehe.

BEN
hey ben! ahha. thanks for tagging! and i dont know. i just feel that. if i dont play well, or on time, or miss out on the notes, it's like. im letting myself and the team down. haha. but i really wanna thank you and the rest of the team for being so nice and caring! haha. i'll just try not to push myself so hard from now. (: just as long as i know my heart's with God. :D

there! replied. hehe.

oh! i shall fill you guys in with the lit & english compo i had today!

hehe. it was quite alright, overall. ahha. i think the poem was pretty cool. and i said that i thought the 'i' in the poem was the child of the 'you' in the poem. hehehe. just incase some of you are not sec 1 and/or in SCGS, there were two questions that went:

"who do you think the 'I' in the poem is?"
"who do you think the 'you' in the poem is?"

haha. jovel put 'I' as a button. yes, you ~~heard~~ saw right. BUTTON. hahaha. funny funny.

alrights. shall be guai by going off now and letting my sister use the computer and study ~~horrible~~ history. -heaves the HUGEST sigh on earth. hahaha. sounds lame. alrights. CYA SOMETIME! :D

im guilty.

2005-10-04T12:42:00.000-07:00

OMG. THIS IS SO.

omg omg omg. geography EOY is day after tomorrow. AND LOOK WHAT IM DOING! updating my ~~DAMNED~~ BLOG!

arghh argh arghhh.

okokokokok. let's just get this over with quickly and everyone will be as happy as a guy who's just won a million-dollar lottery. haha. something i came up with when i was talking to chun yesterday. (:

okokok.

im not in school today. haha. after much persuasion, my dad allowed me to SKIP! :D haha. yay yay. :D

ok. so what ELSE happened yesterday?

-i didnt go to school
-i got new glasses
-learning lab

haha. that's all right? hm. learning lab. it was rather funny as usual. math class was PACKED! haha. the whole classroom was filled. haha. i like the structure [is that the right word to use?] of learning lab classrooms!

ah shit. debbie [and jiyin, who's at her house] just went offline, saying they were gonna concentrate like shit now. haha. does shit concentrate? haha. weird weird.

alrights. actually. i dont know why im blogging. HAHA. there isnt even any old bat to update ABOUT!

haha. i should go off now. but i feel like typing. probably deep inside i just dont wanna get back to reality and go and face those damned textbooks again. SIGH. typical life of a singaporean student, dont you think? it's sad. BUT! this will enable us to be sucessful next time. where we are STILL working our ass off and getting more white hairs than we should be. then. when you finally earn enough to retire, you're all old and wrinkly. and your health wouldnt permit you to do anything that you wanted to do when you were young, but didnt have time to do. isnt it all really.. dumb? SIGH. and who would wanna see old ahgongs and ahmas dressed in gucci and prada?

ah. thinking too much! haha. oh wellls.

alrights. shall go off now. SIGH. textbooks here i come! ):

it all goes so FAST!

2005-10-03T22:23:00.000-07:00

hey hey!

YES. it's a MIRACLE, you might say. haha.

SANDRA THE GREAT IS FINALLY UPDATING! :D haha. i hear "right"s and "whatever"s already. hahaha. oh the lameness!

haha. im sorry, people who read my blog. that i have not updated for the past 2 weeks and 2 days! hohoho, folks, i think we've got a record! HAHA. super lame siaxxxx. HAHA. i feel all weird.

alrights. i shall REPLY TAGS! yes. yes. yes. :D

KIMM
hello hello! :D omg lessons have been really funny huh. haha. and boo. i missed that really funny lesson! haha. oh wells. im sure there'll be MANY MANY MORE TO COME. (:

COEWAY
haha. i didnt tell! :D and hello back to you, WRATH PARTNER! haha. somehow we dont sound wrath-y at all. :D

JIYIN
ROAR TO YOU TOO, JIYIN! haha. and i didnt go t school cos of the-reason-i-told-you. haha. i dont like to say it. somehow.. haha. alrights. and POOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-NESS. my mum doesnt allow me to NOT go to school tmr. SHEESH. and there'll be no one! ah ah ah. ): oh wells.

DEBBIE
haha. MISS WRATH LOVES MRS GREED TOO! :D no matter how greedy she is. HAHA. so lame. (:

LYN
hey hey! haha. thanks for tagging yeps? (:

ALETHEA
hii hii. shoo cheena worhx. kekekex. unlyk miie worhx. HAH. sick language. and you didnt come to church, you POOPOO! ahha. and dont worry lah you'll surely do SUPER well for end o' years. haha. just think of AFTER them! haha. alrights. LOVE YA!

JOVEL
ah FINE! i didnt blog. haha. *hears jeers from the crowd, hangs head down* HAHA. chao ji superlame! haha. geddit geddit? haha. mother and i made it up. HAH. retarded!
and yep. checked our blog out already. haha. funny dunny.

SARAH L.
hey sarah! haha. thanks for tagging! :D

JONAN
hey! thanks for tagging! haha. do you have a blog?

haha alrights. that's all for TAG REPLIES! haha. omg, i havent updated for 199999999 DONKEY CAMEL HIPPOPOTAMUS JOVEL RHINO YEARS! haha. get the joke? haha. KIDDING, SLOTH! haha.

oh man oh man oh man. the EOYs are NEARING! almost at my FACE now. so so so scary. ah ah ah ah. AND I HAVE NOT FINISHED STUDYING. oh, my, gautama. I AM FREAKED OUT. and here i am blogging. sigh. stupid, isnt it. AH. shit shit shit. sorry about the vulgarities, my dearest blog-readers. \: it's just so sudden. ~~and i think it just hit me in the face~~. SIGH.

ah wells. speaking of FACE. i got new glasses! :D haa. funky purplish-pink ones. but the thing is. they're kinda like. WIDE. ahha. and i look kinda weird. oh wells. there goes $188. AND I HAD TO PAY FOR IT MYSELF. sigh. but oh wells. this is the third time in three months my glasses broke. the former two got broken due entirely to my carelessness. SIGH. i think it's quite -what- lah. haha. so i guess i deserve to pay for this myself.

blebs. had church yesterday. ale didnt come! i almost played for YE. but i decided not to. haha. as it was kinda last-minute and my playing skills are downright HORRID. blahbleebloo. haha. so yep i didnt play. ~~if i did i'd prolly screw the whole worship up anyway~~. AH. GOING INTO ONE OF THOSE MOODS AGAIN. CANNOTCANNOTCANNOT. haha. must be happy.

alrights. worship was really good. haha. i like it when rachel leads. she's a really good worship leader! :D haha. and tim too! haha. yay i LOVE! my church loads loads. :D especially now that im in YE, with ale and felice and everyone else. :D

yep yep. the kids had childrens day celebration by having *drumroll* NAPFA! haha. quite weird right. but i think it was quite fun. haha. they had to run 1.2. on childrens day! i'd be rather disappointed. haha. everyone knows i HATE running yes? :D

yeps. and THE SIT & REACH IS SO OFF! haha. inaccurate.

they had PIZZA. but i didnt eat any. haha. felt too ~~breathless~~ to do/eat anything. in case y'all are confused, im athsmatic. it may be abit of a surprise for yall, cos lots of people say i dont look like im one. but i am. that's why i've been so skinny since 5/6 years old. haha. now you know yes? :D ~~and A's the reson i didnt go to school too.~~ oh, and it's one of the main reasons i hate doing anything that requires stamina, because ~~i dont have any.~~ ahha. I CANT BELIVE THIS WOMAN SANDRA CHEE. why is sandra revealing her lowest weakness on a PUBLIC blog?! ah. ok. nvm. i think y'all deserve to know. haha. if you dont already.

alrights! oh yah. just so you know, it only recently came back. sad man. sigh. ~~i sorta think it's because of gym.~~ ah wells. but not to fret, my beloved loves, DI LEDI TQERW! haha. coded coded. (: easy to break lah. haha.

alrights. ooh i like this song. thanks debbie for sending!

i tear my heart open, i sew myself shut.
my weakness is; I CARE TOO MUCH.

now i know why you CANT STOP singing it in school! haha. it's..

a
ad
add
addi
addic
addict
addicti
addictiv
addictive

hehe. yes yes. ADDICTIVE! :D

alrights. didnt eat any pizza. then went downstairs to wait for aunty cheng to send me & sister home. haha. THANKS AUNTY CHENG! :D got a children's day goody bag. haha. and melissa was being funny. and everyone else. haha. i was trying so hard to control my laughter! haha. and i have concluded something. the more you try to conceal your laughter, the more you cant control it. strange, aye. it's just one of those things in life that occur without any valid reason. (:

haha. like what jovel [yes, it's a link!] says, it's those little things that make life so interesting. (: i ABSOLUTELY, WHOLHEARTEDLY, SUPERBLY agreeee! haha.

{add} hehe. sorry people. my sister wanted to use the computer. so she went to publish this UNFINISHED post. haha. shall continue on a NEW post! :D {/add}

my hump my hump my HUMP! :D

2005-09-17T10:58:00.000-07:00

i drive these brothers crazy
do it on the daily
they treat me really nicely
they buy me all these iceys.

ooh, spendin all your money on me. :D

hahaha. LOVE THE SONGG! :D although it's abit sick in the head. wait. do songs have heads? hahaha. spastic. but yah. you get what i mean YAH? :D

anyhowwwsss. i have decided to UPDATE! :D yes. UPDATE! UPDATE! hahaha. i feel WeIrD. (:

OH. before i forget. check THIS out if you havent already. it's pretty cool! :D

k. after updating i shall cover.... hm. lets see. at least TWOOOOO chpts of geography! hehehe. i know that's extremely pathetic BUT! it's progress. i hope.

OH! and annoying. the blogger time is always wrong. blabs. haha. okay. just set it.

k. just checked THE blog. hahahaaa. last time i updated was 12 sept. today is 16 sept. f-o-u-r DAYS! hahaha. arnd ninety six hours. hahah. i feel all math-sey. (x

AH. distractions! hahahah. i sound so unlike me HOR. haha. ah wells. ok. lets see what happened in the previous 96 HOURSSSS!

um um. haha. ok. from..

TUESDAY 13 SEPT '05
sorry to say this, but didnt go for gym after all. meeeps! hahaha. i feel like a.. hypocrite. is that the correct word? haha MAN i so gotta expand my vocab. eeeebles. haaa.

anyhow. yeap. didnt go. but lets see what happened in SCHOOOL, shall we? (:

um. hey. guess what. i cant remember. HAHAHHA. oh wells. lets check other people's blogs. haha. AH SHIT IM WASTING PRECIOUS TIME THAT'S TICKING AWAY LIKE A TEACHER'S PEN! ah. so lame. HAA. but yah. i'll just check anyway lah.

OOH! haha. just checked debbie's blog. and she got another anon. sigh.

but ANYWAY! aahhaha. yep. now i remember. haha. we had science in the lab. with this ~~pretty cool~~ relief teacher. hahaha. she looked pretty young. haha. EEEE i sound like a lesbooo. haha! amusing. but anyway. yep. we did this science experiment. jeow wasnt here; he was with his WIFEY! who was in labour. haha. he showed us pictures today. but i'll come to that later. :D

so yep. we did the experiment thing. it was debbie charlotte jiyin and i in one group. haha. then leanne was with her register number people. so yep. ~~cant remember abything about jovel. i think she didnt come.~~ HAHAH. SORRY! i told you i had short term memory loss. well, if i didnt tell you, YOU KNOW NOW. :D

so yep.

oh ya. and after school went to adria's class to check if she was going. then we both didnt feel like going so we decided not to. haha. then told her and cherie what others thought of their class, which was that they were a really cute and united class. and cherie was so HAPPY! haha. it was seriously cute. hahaha. then they went to the com lab and i went home. oh and we climbed over the balcony railing. and i wasnt wearing any shorts udner the uniform. HAHA. but dont worry, NOTHING got revealed! (: i wouldnt allow it.

WEDNESDAY 14TH SEPT '05
oh erm. i just remember we had lit. then everyone was dozing off. but mrs lee made a deal with us. haha. she said. if we pulled through three poems, then we could rest for the rest of the period. hahaha. PUN PUN! teehee. (:

so anyway. the poems were rather interesting. haha. there was one that erm. was pretty cool. haha. i liked it. it was really.... abstract. haha. as in the author really knows how to think outta the box and see things from a different angle. hahha. you might not think so if you saw the poem but yah. im talking about from MY point of view. bwahahaha! :D

so yep. and everyone was dozing off NOT because they were fat and lazy piglets, BUT because it was the middle of the day and the sun was hot and irritating. and yah. we were lethargic. you would be too! haha. anyone would.

then went home after that.

OH YAH! WAIT UP! we had PE. it kinda sucked. we got scolded like REALLY badly by mrs bowness. and she SHOUTED! as really SHOUTED at me to tuck in my shirt. then i was like thinking okay man chill! cuz it came out by accident AGAIN! irritating. hahahaha. but yah. then i tucked it in.

oh and we had science. haha. mr jeow was practically GLOWING! haha. im so happy for him. he's a DADDY! hahaa. of ETHAN JEOWWW! hahaa. so sweet. one happy family. :D

THURSDAY 15 SEPT '05
um. what happened? HAHA. shits. um. cant really remember anything. haha. BUT looking at my timetable, we had lit AGAIN! ahha. and this time we got poems again. and they were pretty good poems too. i think im beginning to dig lit! haha. must be influence from sarah. hahaha.

so yep. that was pretty COOOL! hahaha. and that's all i can remember. OH YAH! jiyin didnt come.

and me and adria decided not to go for gym again. HAHA. like NObody went. sarah whitley and geraldine went but left halfway. yep. it's pretty sad. but prettty hilarious. HAHA. dont you think? (:

then. at night. got a relay message from janice. saying that tmr we were to meet mrs choo during recess because she was bloody pissed. oh, how surprising. (:

FRIDAY 16 SEPT '05 [today]
today! um. jiyin didnt come cuz she was still sick.

today was pretty crazy. hahaha. mr jeow's a happy little daddy now. hahaha. he told us about the complications involved in his wife's birth. it was pretty scaryyy. and the doctor inserted his HAND into her you-know-what. sick eh.

but yah. then. he showed us PICTUREESSS! hahaha. ethan is such a CHUBBBBY THING. hahaa. i love new borns. :D

so yep. haha. i love little CUTE little YOUNG THINGS. with little wittle chuuubbbyy wittle cheekies! hahaha. if you get what i mean. :D

then. we had history. ms tan was being crazy. hahaha. rather funny though. haha. she's always like that. (:

then had math. got scolded by mrs chia. sheesh. she said i was very distracted this semester. hm. i am? i thought im the same. hahaha. oh wells.

went to see mrs chooooo during recess. and me and anna were like. controlling our laughter. hahahaha. it was pretty funny. i know it's weird, but i find it really funny when people are all angry and red faced and everybbody's so serious. HAHA. i think it's hilarious.

yep. then. went down to the canteen to find deb char lea vel. haha. bought fan choyyyy. then. we were LATEE! so i was rushing through my super hot fan choy. so HOT lah. almost burnt my mouth. HAHA. BURNT MOUTH. funny. haha. can you just imagine?

then. this is the funny part. hahaha. like HALF the class was late. then. we had to stand outside the class. hahaha. it was like super funny. haha. and we were pretending to be army people and michelle was being all prefecty and telling us to shut up. hahahah. it was pretty funny too. and i SWEAR i saw michelle laughing too. (:

then after like an ETERNITY, sadly, lao shi asked us to go in. haha. i mean. we were having a BALL of a time outside! [although that defeats the whole purpose.] it was really fun.

she made us stand at the back of the classroom. haha. eunice was like drawing on mongyi's back. and we were laughing and laughing. hahaha. while lao shi was scolding us. FUNNY SHIT i tell you! :D

so yep.

that's all! ehhehe. ah SHITS. wasted SO MUCH TIMEEE LAHH!!!! it's 9:52 now. spent roughly an hour updating. hah. okayes.

love! (:

2005-09-16T20:36:00.000-07:00

hello BELLES! and BEASTS! ahha. kidding. (:

i forgot to update about class GYM yesterday! like how could i forget! tsk tsk tsk, SANDRA.

oh and btw. im tryna cut on down "haha"s and "hahaha"s. (: i realized that i have one of those like. every 4 words. HAHA. oh no there comes another one.

so so so. class gym yesterday. charlotte debbie jovel joan ponned! suckers. hhahaha. no lah. so anyway. we did straddle jumps on the TRAMP! ahahha. it was pretty weird. cos in cca gym only the b div people do it. haha. but it was quite funny. hehe. everyone thought it was like *AHEM-ing their *AHEMS. BWAHHA. it was rather sick. haha. so yep. then we did sit drops on the crash mat. haha. CANT WAIT TO DO IT ON THE TRAMP! and see everyone getting it. hehe. havent done it for so long y'know. oh and i dont think there'll be inter-class gym competition this year. boo. \: but OH WELLS. OH! and i also learnt that michelle is actually concious of LEG HAIR. hahaa! cool eh. i never thought she's that type. (:

so anyway. gym was FUN! (: and then. after gym. leanne had to go home. so joan vel deb char and i stayed back to talk. haha. and i was telling them dont be so bad lah. hahaa. SEE im little miss NICE. hhaha. kidding. but yah. i think i know how it feels so be in those shoes. and charlotte knows too. but she still goes on. i dont know why. sigh. but anyway. yah.

then went home. haha. went canteen with debbie; vel joan and charlotte went to take bus. then we were walking and we saw danielle from 1PE! then this hilarious thing happened. debbie didnt recognize her at first. then i was like oh hey danielle! hah. then deb was like 'OH! YOU LOOK SO DIFFERENT WITH LEOTARD HAIR!' HAHAHAH. leotard hair. HAHAHAH. we were laughing and laughing. it may not seem so funny here but it was really really funny. haha. leotard hair.

so then. cos i couldnt reach my MOTHER. so debbie offered to send me home. haah. THANKS DEAR. (: so yep. her gong gong sent me home. haha. HER GONG GONG IS SUPER CUTE. ahha. oh wells. (:

so yep. i went home. then nothing much happened. (: didnt havae piano; starting next week. sigh. not really looking forward to it.

ok then. (: that's all. haha. today.

i've been waiting for my chinese tutor to come since like. 1030. hm. looks like she's not coming. and i called and smsed. no reply or answer. hm. i wonder why?

so yep. that's all. haha.

and we're going to leanne's house to STUDY on tuesday! (: hopefully it'll be successful this time. (: she suggested that we sleepover and go to schoolt ogether the next day! haha. but UNFORTUNATELY, my mother definitely wouldnt allow.

sigh. okay then. that's all. haha. cya soon! (:

2005-09-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

hello.

my head is itching like it's infested with lice or something. but i have decided to BLOG first before bathing! haha. ~~now i feel like an unhygenic, smelly nerd.~~ HAHH. and dont worry, my head is NOT infested with lice, it just feels like it is. hahahha. yep. (:

so so so. the first day of school. haha. well not literally. but you know what i mean. the first day of school after the one-week holiday.

hm. woke up abit late. got screamed at by my sister. but i guess i cant blame her- i mean she had her e-math paper one and geog prelims today. then. went to school. and yep. haha. sang school song blahdeeblah. oh and there's a new relief teacher. but she's not gonna be teaching us because she's standing in for this teacher that doesnt teach us. haha. if you get what i mean.

yeap. then got held back by lao ~~pig~~ shi. [if you type it out on your phone using the "dictionary" you'll know what i said that.]

then. we were just standing there like a bunch of idiots while other classes moved on. haha. then she FINALLY let us go. and there were like LOTS OF prefects. haa. cuz of the new sec ones. haha. training! :D so cute.

went back to class. then i realized i left my glasses in the car. \: so i told sarah she'd have to be my eyes for today! hahahaha. but it was okay cos the teachers today didnt really use the board. so yeap.

ooh. then had a chinese test today. and ms tan was comparing her height to me yizhen and caritas. haha. then caritas gave me this just-WHAT-is-her-problem look then i wanted to laugh! hahaha. it was pretty funny.

oh and we had a chinese test today. everyone was like huh how come today got test and acting all worried BLAHBLAH. but i was like ERBS. haha. as in. i didnt know there was a test either, but i didnt really feel like being bothered about it. haha. or maybe my brain just didnt really access the information. ahaha. then. we were the last row to get the paper becuase our desks were not packed. SHEESH. haha. so yep.

then did the test. it was okay i guess. haha. HEY IT RHYMES. haha. test guess. if you dont pronounce the "t" in test. ahah.

anyway. yah. then ermmm. there was recess. i wanted to stay back to do my tuition homework. but then. SOME people pulled me to the canteen and asked me to do it there instead. hahahaha. so yep.

then did it in the canteen. saw something.. sad. it's really quite... arh. my vocab is too limited to EXPLAIN it. hahahaha. sucks man.

anyway yep. i wanted meepok. but i didnt feel like queueing up. so yep. settled for the tidbits instead. haha. then i was doing my work. haha. i kept talking to myself and debbie and charlotte kept laughing and laughing. hahaha. it was pretty hilerious come to think of it. (:

then. we were talking about some stuff. hahaha. that jiyin was horrified at! hahaha. it was funny.

went back to class. cant remember anything. OH YAH! art. :D

went to art room. i was completely empty handed. hahahaha. didnt bring anything. oh wells. then. got our SHIRTS! hahahaha. it's like white. so we DRAW on it. hehehe.

i then thought of something. hahahaha. it's pretty lame but yeah. it's like erm. in front it says love me? then at the back it says love me not? HAAHHAHAH. yes lame i know. (:

so yeap. haha. mrs lee or something is so CUTEEE!! hahaha. like so old and cookies-and-cream grandmotherly. hahaha. i'd like to have her as my GRAN. hahaha. but if she was my gran i wouldnt want her to teach in school. cuz she'll be a REPORTER. haha. to my parents of something. hahah.

then we had assembly. this guy called stephen chow came and talked to us about his journey up mount everest. and me and charlotte were laughing. hahahahha. it was so RETARDED. and i couldnt help but notice he kept on stressing that only THREEEE people outta dunno HOW many made it to the top. and obviously he was one of the three. i mean it's impressive, but he didnt have to keep blowing his own HORN right. sheeshness. haha.

so yep. then debbie's gong gon sent me back. THANKS DEBBIE'S GONG GONG! haha. and debbie for offering. haha. AND the chocolates. :D

haha so yep. oh yah. forgot one thing. when i was walking back to class. then i saw hui jia. haha. then she was like "you quit gym already ah?" then i was like NO! haha. then she was like then why i never see you during training for so long. hahaha. then i laughed hahaha. (:

so funny. but yep. ~~i feel kinda guilty not going for any gym practices during the holidays.~~ and now im as stiff as all our grandpas and grandmas put together. HAHAHH. well not that stiff la. but you get the idea. hahahaha. OH! and just to let you know. im not the only one who didnt go for holiday trainings. :D

oh yah. speaking of gym. i saw julie today and her eye was BLACK and SWOLLEN becuase she went for an operation for she-doesnt-know-what-reason. hahaha. weird.

i've got gym tomorrow and im definitely going. hahaha. it's weird. i dont feel like going, but i feel like going. HAHAHHA. weird eh. (: oh wells. (:

haha. okay. i wanna go bathe now. i shall update about my tuition later. then get on with my geog revision. :D by typing notes. hehehe. okay.

CYA LATER YES? :D

blabs.

2005-09-09T22:52:00.000-07:00

BWARGH. who in the WORLD gives TWO HOOTS about barometers?! this is frustrating.

church!

2005-09-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

hello yellow cellos. AHAHAAH. how lame.

went to churchh! that was supposed to start at six. (: was late. but before six. hahaha. BUT before you conclude that im a whopper that makes absolutely NO sense at all, it's because we [ally felice me] planned to meet at FIVE THIRTY heh. and guess what. i was late but earliest outta the three of us. haha. TARDY QUEENS! :D

but BEFORE THAT. hah. it was so dumb. ahaha. i was chatting with ally online. then. i realized it was like. FIVE TEN. haha. then i was like ooh GALLOPING GARGOYLES! better go bathe now. so i did that. then i was like hanging out waiting for me MOTHERRR. and then i remembered that I WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE A CAB! haha. how silly of me aye. then i went downstairs and called 65551111, a number that i remembered belonged to a cab company. then this um. ~~auntie~~ middle aged LADY with a strong singaporean accent answered the phone. haha. then waited what seemed like ten thousand years for the taxi. then i saw a mercedes taxi. but GUESS WHAT. it wasnt mine. RAH! hahaha. then i saw a ~~hideous~~ RED taxi coming. hahaa. but the driver was quite nice and big and friendly. :D

hahha. so yeap. drove me there. i think he's abit deaf. haha. but YEAP. he's nice! hahha. so. then went to church. as i said. i was the earliest outta the tardies. hahaha. so yeap. waited. and they were being so DARN IRRITATING i could've walked over and slapped their blobby faces. i mean. SERIOUSLY! STOP IT! ah. childish freaks.

then. alethea CAME! hahaa. then we went to the behind there. hahaa. sat around. then i decided to teach her html. :D hahaha. even though we didnt have paper. so i typed the html codes out on my phone. hehehe. and she was experimenting with my phone. hehe. it was pretty funny. then. waited around for felice t come.

went back to the vending machine there. hahah. then. got a message from FELICE. that said she wasnt coming. rah! hahaha. then we were like. shocked. haha. but we got over it! ahhaa. yeaps. felice watch out me and ally are gonna KICK YOUR NETBALLY BUTT NEXT WEEK! bwahahahaha. (:

we turned down the soggy mcdonald's chicken burgers. hahaa. yeps. then went up.

aiyah. dont feel like elaborating. but. then. we got sorted into groups. im with jian sheng and nathaniel. alethea's with daryl. felice's with darren. SIGH. they got one, i got TWO! like wah lao eh. and they were being irritating beyond words. arhghghghhggh. cuz nathaniel didnt come today. then it was just me and jian sheng in the same grp. then he was so damn QUIET LAH! then i was like tryna talk. then he was just answering with one word answers. i mean WHAT THE HELL. haha. but it was okay i guess.

then. everybody chose their little sundayschoolers. hahaha. and there's a SANDRA in my group. hahaha. cool or cool. :D

then we i wrote the names for our group members on STARS! and i put a smiley face at the end of every person's name. oh and guess what our group's name is. ORANGE TRUTH. BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH. and there's erm. pink wisdom. green light and yellow something. hahaa. not sure about the green one either. hahaha. pink wisdom reminds me of a BRAIN. hahahaa. and i hate our group name. it's so. i mean. ORANGE AND TRUTH DO NOT GO TOGETHER. hahaha. sucks man. \:

so yep. we're doing this this coming sunday. hopefully my group will consist of nice people. \:

hehe. then. the thing ended. went downstairs. they were having indian congregation. and wowwwww. there wasnt many people. but they were, from what we saw, pretty strong in faith! haha. as in. almost everyone's hands were raised. i thought it was pretty cool. and there wasnt any music or words. they were just singing. (: isnt that cool! :D

yeap. then. waited for alethea's daddy to pick us up. and to send me home. THANKS UNCLE! :D encouraged alethea to come to SC in sec two. you know the streaming thing? yeap. then alethea's dad came and sent me home. hehee.

so yeap. then came home. ate dinnner. went online. someone was being pretty.. freaky. then. did GEOG NOTES with felice! chpt 4! :D

hehhe. now i feel more ACCOMPLISHEDD. :D and. here i am. :D

so yeap. that was church today. i have a feeling sunday will be... rather interesting. (:

alrights. that's all. it's 12:31 now. haha. HAPPY 8TH SEPTEMBER, PEOPLE! :D

hugs and kisses. (:

2005-09-07T15:58:00.000-07:00

i was going to start this update with a huge IM PISSED! like this. hahahahhaa. but after talking t alethea im aye okay. :D heheheh.

but yeap. i was pissed. BECAUSE, my mother ~~was~~ is being a procrascinator and bringing me to buy my shoes TOMORROW! it's like wahlao eh. been waiting for like tenthousand years lah. IRRITATING HELL. blargh!

ooobles. hahaha. im feeeling as weird as a GREEN kangaroo. HAHAHAH. yes. (: weird it is. xD

wheehehehe. going to church later at six oclock. (: to help out with the small ~~stupid~~ cute ~~annoying~~ little ~~irritating~~ sunday school-ers. hahahahhaha. and im JUST KIDDING about the cross out words. :D yeaps. well, at least for most of them. haahahahha. call me ~~evil~~ NEFARIOUS or whatever. but that's what a blog's for right? hahahhahahahahahha. no lah. i think they're quite okay lah. the younger ones are really CUTE! hahaha. like YELLOW-SHIRT BOY!. HAHAHAHAHH.

so yeap. gonna teach alethea html with felice! hahahha. felice is the da shi fu cuz she's the one who taught ME! hahaha. yep yep. :D

and ooh. jovel's in HONGKONG! missing me! hahahahaahahahahahaahh. i feel on the top of the WORLD today! ahhahahahah. i feel like doing a back somersault. ~~but the problem is that i cant.~~ HAHAHHAHAHHAH. fahnie. (: if i do it i'll probably like. get stuck in mid air or something then land on my head and you'll see me looking like an egyptian mummy. heheheheheh. so yeap. i'll just stay contented sitting on my butt. hehehehehe. :D

oh. i almost forgot. i had chinese oral today! hahahha. i was late. lao shi told me i failed lang du, which was about TEMPLES. it was worth 5 marks [out of twenty]. then the question and answer part. she said that at least for that one i had content. so i think i passsed. :D whootsums. (:

yeps. that's it. hahahah. then called charlotte and talked about retarded dreams. :D

hahaha. so yep. that was it. :D pretty funny. hahahahahhaahhaahaha. then had chinese tuition. i love my [tuition] lao shi! she's super duper whooper hooper NICE! heheheh.

okay that's all i gotta say. :D cya around, my fellow beloved earthlings. :D

grade 7 piano exam.

2005-09-05T21:57:00.000-07:00

helloooo. thanks everyone who wished me GOOD LUCK! for my piano exam. i still screwed it up anyway.

hahha. yes. I SCREWED IT UP! sigh. i guess i'll just have to retake the one in march again. and yeahh. i was like. totally devastated, crying my eyes out, when my mum was buying a ~~bra at an italian lingerie~~ NECESSITY at a store downstairs the examination place. but now im okay. ahhaha. yepp. but i still think i'll get like. the lowest score ever scored by a grade seven. ah wells. but that's harsh reality, isnt it. just gotta deal with it and move on. \:

not gonna elaborate. just gonna say that. i did much much much x1000 worse than how i usually do. and how i usually do is like. pretty louya already. so yeap. \: that's all im saying. hahaha.

oh yes. REPLY TAGS!

FELICE
hey girl. (: my LUCKY POO! bwahahaha. yes. PINK! [: and yeap. i didnt go to church because, you know, i had to practice for my unsuccessful examination. hahaha. and the practice didnt really help much, i suppose. (: but yeap. THANKS! for the good luck. and i <3 ya lots too. :D

SHU
halloo. yes! pink! hahaa. thanks for the compliment. i like your blog too! (: and thanks for the ALL THE BEST! and for praying too. (: i think that's really really sweeet of all of you. thanks so much! (:

ALLY
hoho to you too. (:

LIEN
hey lien! (: my piano exam was pretty bad. hahaha. but thanks for hoping! :D

COEWAY
thanks for the compliment. I KNOW YOU LIKE PINK! hahahahahaha. my piano exam was 050905, 4.08 pm. (: and yes you wished me good luck. thankYOU. (: ooh. and OKAY FINE SO YOU DIDNT SAY ME! hahaha. oh wellos. and. yeah i know. but it's grown into a naughty bad habit. and i'm tryna KICK IT! haha. yes. (:

so yeap. that's the replied things. hahaha. i mean tags. ah. (: i feel all hyped up and happy. hahahhhahaha. ironic, isnt it. actually, not really. hahaha. IM SUCH A CONTRADICT! aiyahhhh. i feel WEIRDD. hahaha. like my internal organs are all anxious to JUMP outta my body and run to a club and dance and meet their significant. :D hahahaha. how retarded and insane. blehblahbleeBLOOOOO. hahha. weirdweirdWEIRD! shakashakashakashaka. hahahahahahhahahhahahahahha. i feel totally WEIRD!!! wanna jump up and DANCE! hahaha. well not really but yeap.

okay. GET A GRIP, SANDRA. stop being an insane old woman. ~~hahahaha.~~ okay. UPDATE ABOUT TODAY, YES? yes.

today. went to piano teacher's house at 12 o clock. practised. actually got a wittletittle bit of confidence. then. went homeee. slacked around. practiced. went to the place. then went to the toilet three times before the examination. on the third time i came back i saw the door open. GASPED. ran there. and walked in, trying to remain my cool when all my organs were jumping around like caged rabbits.

walking around looking all frustrated.

HAHAHHA. just felt like typing that. listening to GIRLFIGHT, by the way. by BROOKE VALENTINE. :D i like her surname. hahaa. cooollie woolie. i think blacks are cool. ~~i wont mind marrying one.~~ HHAHAHHAHAHAH. talking about AMERICAN AFRICANS by the way. (: but ANYWAYS! back to the subject.

organs were jumping around like caged rabbits. then saw this um. pissed and fierce looking man, who was my examiner. then did all the rubbishy stuff which i all totally messed up. yeap. \: then i remember. at the VERY LAST PART. i started tearing. and then i walked out briskly after saying a quick thank you. then started crying and sniffing my nose off. it was pretty pathetic, come to think of it. but i was really sad and bleh at that point of time. so yeap. then went to the bra thing, which you read about on top. hahahahahhahha. then erm. the salesgirl was like staring at me. STARE WHAT STARE LAH. hahahha. no lah. but i think she was quite erm. freaked out. first of all, because i was sitting on thing uncomfortable hard sofa crying and crying, while my mum was happily trying out bras. secondly, because i look like a monster when i cry. a RED one. hehehe. seriously! the last last time i cried. i looked into the mirror. then i was like EHMAHGAWWWWSH. hahahh. yeap. i got a fright myself. hahah. i guess that's why i dont realy cry infront of my friends, besides the times when i cant get sth right.. it's probably my subconcious mind stopping me from crying. hahaha. (: yes. that must be it.

THEN. went to get a vanilla latte from tcc. then i was like waiting around for my MOTHER. whom i then discovered, after half an hour of waiting, WAS TASTING MOONCAKES AT THE RITZ CARLTON MOONCAKE COUNTER. how very nice of her right. hahahaha. then i was like "how nice of you!" in a SARCASTIC tone, of course. hahaha. then after tasting some bits of mooncakes, we bought a box of them. snowskinned and greentea-d. hahaha. quite nice.

then erm. went home to pick my sister up. and i went to change and blahdeebloo. then went to takaa. waited for my auntie outside nike. hahaha. for a ~~bloody~~ long time. but NAH. i love my auntie. :D so yeap. then erm. went around for a while. auntie bought a pair of nike running shoes. ahahaha. quite nice. matches her bag. hahahah. yeap. then we went to charles and keith. and guess what. spent a hell lotta time there. and I COULDNT DECIDE ON A PAIR OF GODDAMN SHOES. ahhhh. so pissed with myself. hahaha. i cant DECIDE on anything for nuts. ARGGHHH. oh wells. at least my sister bought a nice pair that she says i can borrow anytime she's not using. hahaha. so YAY! i guess that's alright. but im still getting my shoes! hahah. mother said so. ahha. probably tmr or SOMETHING. hahaha. yes. :D when there's less people. (:

so yeap. then went for dinner at this erm. jap place on the 4th floor. auntie treated us. THANKS YIYI! ahahaa. that's what we call her. it means auntie in another dialect. yeap. :D been calling her that since young. hehehe. my family's very chinese by the way. hahha. i call my sister "jie", parents and other elder relatives call her "ah qi" or "qi", which is the second part of the chinese name. for me, everyone calls me "mei" or "ah mei". hahaha. (: yep. and no it is not any part of my name. it's mei mei [younger sister] THAT mei. haha. cuz im youngest. of us two anywayy. (:

anyway. ate dinner at that jap place. nice ambience and food too! :D ooh yah. met jessica. from TWI HWAN CLOSE! oh the memories of those short 6 months. hahaha. i remember our midnight ride. :D it was so fun. :D and yep. hahaha. (:

then yeap. had dinner. it was YUMMMMY! hahaha. yeap. was SOOO FULLLL! i felt like puking. hhaa. but after awhile i was okayyy. :D yepsss. then mother drove yiyi and sister to wisma. to get my sister her bag or wdv. hahaha. so yeap. they went to surfbabe while we waited in the car. :D hahah. and my mum was still RONING bout the auntie at the hawker centre calling her MEI NU. hahahahhahaha. pretty funnny. :D

yeap. then went homee and said bye to yiyi. hahaha. then changed and blah blah and now im here. and i just watched ANTM. haaa. america's next top model for those who arent exactly TV FANATICS. ahhaahhaa. yes. :D

haa alrights. better go off now. to make some SCIENCE notes. :D otherwise i die LIAOOOOOO. hahha. okay. nights! :D

HELLEW its debbie!

2005-08-31T20:49:00.000-07:00

SND. says:
sorry sorry SORRY.

debbie. says:
its alright lah. even if we're distant or close i'll always love you. [:

SND. says:
hahahaha YEAP. (:

SND. says:
same HERE.

aw dearie, i'll love you no matter what!
debbie, xoxo. <3

so so so so DEAD.

2005-08-31T17:02:00.000-07:00

aiyah.

my blog is like the DEADEST thing on earth. hah. okay fine ABIT the exagerrated. BUT STILL. i bet it's ONE of the deadest things alive. hahaa. deadest things alive. so ironic. ~~abit FREAKY, come to think of it.~~ oh WELLLS. (:

i shall be UNLAZY and update. about TODAY! (:

we had teacher's day celebrations. whoooootes. :D we were supposed to perform our chinese talentime item, but cherie got a fever and looked REALLY pale and couldnt sing. so we cancelled the thing. BUT DONT WORRY CHERIE, it's not your fault at ALL! :D ~~i didnt really wanna perform anyway.~~ hah. so yeap. NO WORRIES GIRL. get well soon and we'll ALLL be happy. :D

oohooh. and we also did the ACES day dance. it was FUNAMATIC! :D haha. yeap it was. but it was HOT HOT HOT! and ms bridget is so. COOOL. hhaha. i sound like a nerd. but ANYHOW! she's really funky and cool. haha. like how they always sign off "stay cool and funky!" in those primary-school-autograph-books. :D haha oh HOW i miss those days. ah wells. but COMING BACK TO THE SUBJECT, she's just super cool. haha. and quite a number of dancers went up to like. LEAD. hahaha. in other words to let the not so good at dancing people copy. ahha. NOT SAYING I VERY GOOD LA! i copied too. hahaha. AHBUHDEN. haha. no lah. but i stopped copying after the 1000002 time. (: hahaah. BE PROUD OF ME, yes? hahaha. nah kidding lah. (: ooh and it was pretty humorous how alex was so elated when she "got" it. hahaa. funny funny. (:

so that was the aces part. i liked the dance! heheh.

then we went to um. class. it was like some time to give the teachers your PRESENTS! haha. SIGH. i feel so utterly MEAN and EVIL and BAD. i didnt buy teacher's day presents! -hangs head down in shame. RAH RAH RAH! and lao shi's not gonna be here next year. i could just CRY. i mean like. she's been so nice to me [sometimes lah] and we've become pretty close. i mean compared to to other students. and even though i REALLY DISLIKE her at times. she's a really nice lady and i'm gonna miss her quite abit. ah. BOOOOHOOOO. ): and she wont get to get a present from meeeee. RAH. nevermind. i shall HUNT DOWN her address then send her a HUGE DELIGHTFUL WONDERFUL PRESENT! :D yes. that's it. :D

then. went with charlotte to give out the presents. :D met teo lao shi on the way to staff room. ah. then i felt so bad. i was like DUI BU QI LAO SHI WO MEI YOU MAI LI WU GEI NI! and i really felt REALLLLYYY BAD. sigh. then she was like MEI GUAN XI. ahhaha. and smiling with her too-straight teeth. ahaha. i LOVE wai sim. ahhahaha. i sound rude and DISRESPECTFUL. ah. whatever la.

AH! i drifted of. aiyah. went off BLOG HOPPING! for a pretty damn long time. (: hm. and i found out sth. about SOMEONE. hahah. but it's nothing bad. (: i think that person's nice and friendly. hahaha. yeap. nice and friendly.

but anyhowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. that was today lorh. haiyah.

dont feel like updating anymore got a bad headache. hm hm hm.. oh yah. still got somemore to today. but WHO GIVES A FAT DAMN. in a nutshell, it was just charlotte jiyin joan me playing around in the classroom today taking candid pictures. AHHAHAHAHH. so so so lammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmme. tralala. oh wells. headacheeeeeeeee. ah wells.

okay. i wanna go and slack my ass off now. bye bye and good night. (: hhahaha. and it's 5.31. :D

oh and. ONE MORE THING TO REJOICE. NO SCHOOL TOMORROW! yayyy. :D hm. I WANNA TRY IT OUT! ah. they will know what im talking about. (: it's nothing really. haha. it's just some study group thing. yeap. that's basically it. (:

okays. shall leave now. and erm. yeap. hahaha. and i just had my dinner and watched funny hell spongebob, jimmy neutron AND fairly odd parents! ahahha. the guy fairly odd parent reminds of daniel ong some how. you know daniel one from 98.7FM? yeap THAT one. (:

haha okay. shant BORE you further. alrights. CYA! (:

new blogskin.

2005-08-27T06:35:00.000-07:00

hello.

oh man i havent REAL updated in such a long while. \: oh WELLS. im not going to do it now. haha. BUT im going to create a NEW BLOG SKIN! yes i am.

so i'll see you guys later.

ta for now! :D

replying tags. (:

2005-08-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

rah rah RAH. im PISSED! just now i typed one whole chunk of JUICY BITS and because the internet hungs- it's POOOOF* gone like a fairy without any trail of fairydust. \: haha. sounds so retarded. but yes. sandra is currently feeling the HYPE WAVE! :D

okay okay. things you must know.

- i cut my hair to an UNTIEABLE length!
- planet fitness was so super duper fun. :D
- cell outing on sunday!
- havent done my english compo. \:

SIGH. mr teo is such a poot. he's making us do a compo on any topic in the whole universe. yes. you ~~heard~~ saw right. ANY TOPIC IN THE UNIVERSE! haiyah. stupid. but yeap. im gonna do drunk driving. :D convey simple plan's message. DONT DRINK AND DRIVE! haha. (:

okay okay. reply tags now.

ANON that i really dont know who.
hey. im tlaking about the anon right on top. the "im nice too" one. haha. REVEAL YOURSELF! i really dont know who you are. (:

JEAN
hello jean chang. hahaa. MY NEW SISTER. (:

JIYIN
hello YIN. (: art was fun yes? :D

JOVEL
hahaha. you missed out on all the GOOD STUFF man. you missed the dance then now this. hahaa. poor chickabong. (:

JOANEY
aye. what's so irritating. and your not my KOR. ahha. you're a girl. and you're not from china. ACCEPT THAT. (:

ALLY
we wanted to TEACH YOU! but got no paper. haha. shall teach you the next time we have TIME and PAPER! haha. alrights. (:

FELICE
hahaha yeah. but not the LINGERIE part. just the clothes part and the SLEEPWEAR. haahah. so comfy. (: and yes we will teach ally html together. (:

ALLY [again]
haha yes. love your temps. (:

ANONYMOUS
haha hello. yes you have not dropped by for a LONGGGG time. (:

- - - -)
hello! haha. yeah i know the colors dont match. HM. but if i put other colors then cannot see. aiyah. i think im gonna change my temp PRETTY DARN SOON anyway so WATCH OUT FOR IT! thanks for pointing out! (:

COEWAY
hey hey coeway COPYCAT! hahah. (: thanks for tagging. :D

COPYCAT
hm i SO wonder who in the WORLD you could be. (:

haaha okay. that's all. :D till next time yeap. mummy's telling me to have SOME DISCIPLINE AND DO MY HOMEWORK! so i shall be a good girl. i dont wanna get kicked outta class tmr. (:

love sandra. :D

another november thing.

2005-08-21T05:23:00.000-07:00

whoots. another november thing! [: look look. (:

Trustworthy and loyal.
Very compassionate and caring.
Wild at times.
Knows how to have fun.
Sexy and mystertious.
Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outter beauty.
Playful, secretive.
Very emotional.
Takes alot to make angry.
Meets new people easily.
Fearless and independent.
Can hold their own.
Stands out in a crowd.
Gets jealous easily.
Essentially very smart.

hahaha whooots. pretty acurrate. (:

november baybeh

2005-08-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

Has lots of extraordinary ideas.
Difficult to fathom.
Thinkforward.
Unique.
brilliant.
Sharp thinking.
Fine, strong clairvoyance.
make good doctors.
Dynamic.
Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Know how to dig secrets.
Always thinking.
Less talkative.
amiable.
Brave.
generous.
Patient.
Stubborn.
hardhearted.
Determined.
Never quit.
Hardly become angry unless provoked.
Love to be alone.
Think differently.
Sharp-minded.
Motivate self.
Dont appreciate praises.
Highspirited.
Well-built, tough.
Deep love, emotions.
Romantic.
Uncertain in relationships.
Homely.
Hardworking.
High abilities.
Trustworthy.
Honest.
Keepsecrets.
Cant control emotions.
Unpredictable.

haha this is november. [: i dont agree with some. haahhaha. abit the UNaccurate. (: anyhow i got it from quizilla. (:

2005-08-16T06:44:00.000-07:00

hm. kinda sick of my template. hahaha. and i still owe my sister her template. oh wells. \: i'll do it sometime when im FREEE. hahaha. kay.

and now. my ambition is to be a victoria's secret model. SO THERE! hah. (:

dedicated to that ANON. :D

2005-08-14T07:38:00.000-07:00

TO THE ANON.

hello.

somehow. i figured that.

THIS ANON IS A PRO GUITARIST.
THIS ANON IS A PRO TABLETENNIS PLAYER.
THIS ANON IS THE ONLY OTHER HEHWE IN THE WORLD.
THIS ANON ~~IS SUPPOSED TO~~ DREAMS OF ME EVERY NIGHT.
THIS ANON IS A CRUNCH!

and best of all.

THIS ANON ROCKS!

and is one of the only nice anons around here. :D

the 100th post! (:

2005-08-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

hey hey!

this is exactly the 100th entry. ahhaha. so cool aye!

and thanks people who tried cheering me up after reading my previous entry. you guys cheered me up lots! xD thanksthanksthanks. (:

okayes. and shitto. i STILLL havent updated about the sleepover. uhm. why dont you just go and read jovel's blog. it's all there mate! haha. (:

umumum. lets see. what i should update about. i think i'll just update from thursday! (:

gym! erm. actually i cant remember. HAHAHH. okay nvm. MOVING ON NOW! (:

okay. fridayy. had class gym. did HANDSTANDS! hahaha. hit the wall too hard. :X haha. but it wa okay la. still managed not to fall. and i didnt fall when alex tried going up and HIT ME! hahaha. i went to tally sideways but i regained my balance and straightened up again. hehehehe. otherwise i wouldve hit jiyin. haha. so yeap. kah wai, kelleyenne, jiyin, sarah and me could do it! xD haha. then we did CARTWHEELS. haha. i was a total LOSER at it! ahha. cant cartwheel for nuts man. haha OH WELLS!

so yeap. there wasnt gym after that. then went home. then went for piano. took the mock exam and failed. got a warning from the teacher that i might fail this time round when it comes to the real thing. then like. on the way out when my back was turned i just started tearing and crying. i didnt wanna let her see my tears. i kinda realized im abit like jovel in this aspect. i dont ~~like~~ want people to see or know my fears. \: oh well. but im better now so dont worry. probably deep down there i already knew that i wasnt gonna do well this time round. sigh.

but ANYWAY. then went home. then blogged that 99th entry. sorta broke down in front of the computer. noone who was at home knew. haha. it was pretty silly come to think of it. but yeah. i felt MUCH better after blogging about it. (: thanks BLOG! dont know what i'd do without one. hehehhe. (:

then erm. saturday! had open house. it was pretty cool. but there was abit of um. dislike. haha. but ANYWAY, gek lynn's primary 6 sister came and MASTERED SIT DROP! ahahhaha. so cool. didnt know she was her sister until she told me. so cute aye. (: and there was this little girl too. i held her hand and jumped with her. (: so so so cute! (: and there were a few other little kids too. haha. weiqin and erika and shanice came to jump too! haaha. so cute. (: then charlotte and joy and sharmaine k. came too! haha. and they were being MEAN by i-shall-not-say-what. :D pretty funny though! hahaha. (: and joaney dropped by afew times. hahaa. sorry couldnt go romaming with you! hahaha. had to stay in the gym. then there were afew RUDE mummies. i will NOT become a salesperson EVER MAN. it's hard. and when people turn you down you feel like crap. hahaha. so yeap. i wiill not become a salesperson ever if i go according to my own will. but if i was desperate. yeah. duh. (: hmhm. oh and debbie and jovel droppped by too. DEBBIE DROPPED BY TWO TIMES! hahaah. and erm. saw felice and lailing a couple of times too. haha had PIZZA! and it's NOT FAIR. hmphhmph. but oh wells. :D +added+ AND we got FLATTENED! ahhahahaha by the cylinder thing. SO fun neh! hahahaha. and we played on the bars and i didnt dare to do the thingy. and what sarah and whitley did was SO COOL OMG. hhahaha. and everyone in floor knows how to do it PLEASE! :D so cool cool cool! :D

so yeap. that was openhouse in a NUT SHELL. ahhaha. oh and i cancelled my tuition for that day. hhaha. now it's on wednesday for this week. one and a half hours! then doing the three hour chinese marathon on this saturday instead. BOO. just thinking of it makes me sick. hahahah. so slacked for the rest of the day i think. HAHAHH. oh and my dad came back. and kim left! sis and i gave her a card. haha. it was pretty fun having her around. especially when we got lost HHAHAHHAH.

that was saturday. which was yesterday. HAHAH. wait lemme add something which i forgot to add just now. haha there. (: okay so now TODAY!

today. woke up at 12. i think it's the latest i've woken up for a while now. (: dunno why nowadays im so tired. haha. oh anyway. cleaned up and went to the coffeeshop near church to have lunch with my dad. met huijuan and sarah! haha. couldnt find a table. then ordered erm. rice with dishes. hehehe. couldnt finish. hahaha. didnt really eat much today.. dont know why either. \: but anyhowwwws. :D

so yeapp then walked to church. was pretty bothered by my hair. hahaha. cuz i tried a different parting today. so yeah. it was pretty WEIRD! hahahahhahahahahaha. but it looks quite okay when i tie it up. hehehhe. sounds so ego but yeah. haahaahah.

sooo today had worship and bible study. we joined cell with paul's cell. haha. funny! and we played the hand game cuz we had quite alot of time left. it was pretty fun! haha. in the end it was li en and shu en. THE SISTERS! haahha. (: so so so cute. (:

then went to the toilet a few times. HAHAH. cuz i got a nose bleed. then we went to the coffeeshop to get SURPRISES! for charissa&shu&li*mel. and that LUCKY FELICE. she has NEVER gotten a nose bleed a SINGLE time in her THIRTEEN YEARS AND DONT-KNOW-HOW-MANY-DAYS. haha lucky pooot. oh wellos. (: haha. so we bought chips for them but didnt buy mel her lemon BARLEY! ahha oh wells. but yeap. then told afew racist jokes. hahaha. PRETTY FUNNY! but i felt abit bad. hahahaha. but they were really funny. HAHAHHA. ooooh. then erm. jiansheng shaunald and yanleeen got baptised i think. so COOL. i wanna get baptised too! but im not sure whether im ready. \: i'll just PRAY about it for the time being. :D

ooh. just received a letter from ________. so NICE of her! :D haha. and no. mhmhrxgvcfigeywisjxlipexirsxmgi. i did because i gsyphxkixmxwxvemklx. heheh. code form. (: yeap. pretty nice of her! and no it's not anyone from scgs. hahaha. code formed it cuz then people will know WHO it's from and will question HOW COME I DIDNT GET ONE! ahaha. shall shut up now otherwise people might KNOW! hahaha. yes. -zipped. (:

okay. hahaha. so yeap that's all. oh NO! not yet. AHAHHAHHA. then afterchurch. went to meet my dad at the coffeeshop. to take mrt cuz my mum took the car out. ahhaa. so yeap. went to take mrt to orchard to get my phone! so yeap. took the mrt. was feeling kinda tired and irritable already. ahhaha. was quite SNAPPY! hahaha. (: then went to paragon. took a queue number. got questioned by my dad if i really wanted the nokia 6101. ~~which in his opinion is ugly~~. but i WAS NOT SWAYED AND SHALL NOT BE. hahahahahha. YES. (: im still getting that phone. hahaha. although i like this phone that hasnt come out yet. hahaa OH WELLLS. nvm. so yeap. but cuz the wait was gonna be quite long so my dad's gonna collect the phone for me tomorrow morning, when there wont be so many people, then give it to me when he meets me. WHOOTS! i cant wait to have a phone again! hhahahahhaha. so IRRITATED at the life i've been having the past erm. few weeks of NOT HAVING A PHONE! haha. so RELIEVED im getting one now finally. (: YAY!

so yeap. gonna get it tomorrow. :D

okay. better get off now. and dedicate something to a someone. (:

ta! (:

argh.

2005-08-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

why cant i seem to do anything right. i cant get my stupid piano right- and the exam's probably in september. i really really dont wanna fail grade seven. everyone has high expectations of me and i cant afford to let them down especially my piano teacher and the people at church. when i tell people im grade 7 they go all omg WHAT A HIGH GRADE blah blah blah. but the truth is im not even up to that standard. i cant play ONE single piece by memory. i cant get my scales right. i cant get my sight singing right. i just cant do anything right! sheesh. i failed the mock exam okay. and even my TEACHER said i might fail during the real thing. im really scared i dont get through this time. im actually phobic of failure.

then there's gym. i've been doing front pike for so many bloody months and i still cant get it right when every one else can. i mean i know it's not only me who cant do it well but STILL. why cant i just get it straight! GROAHHH!!! imagine how BAD it'll be if i cant even get into school team next year. this year i already really wanted to get in but i didnt. i dont even think i'll be able to next year. im so LOUSY it's not funny okay. and i cant even do a backdrop without bending my stupid LEGS. it's SOOOOOOOO infuriating. but i guess i only have myself to blame. the other gymmers have been trying so hard to help me. but what have we got NOW? a super lousy tramper. omg. how shitty can i get. i cant do a front walk either. i dont even have GUTS to do it when everyone else does. i dont have the guts to do anything.

you might think im really weird stressing over things like this. but that's how i am. i CANNOT STAND FAILURE. it's the factor that's most prone to get me into depression. i wont get into depression though. at least i'll try not to.

bye for now.